Jus wanna to hold on to u.. When nothing mattered~

✖I don't care what life will be in future!_____I jus wanna to hold u TIGHT close to me!_____✖

Monday, April 30, 2007Fresh new

-StartAnew-

Hello all....Tis is my new blogspot...lolx. Well...I change another blogspot reason is veri simple i jus wan to leave the darkness world...I've finally walk out of it , nw i came into a world tat full of happiness but tat doesn't mean it does nt have sadness hahax...we'll see hahax
After so much things had happen , I realise alot of things.Nth in tis world is impossible...If we nv try hw would we noe it won't be success.I've been living in the darkness ..Well no matter is counted darkness or wadever I had finally wake up!
I dun wan to go there once again , Its Full of sadness , hurts ,etc...
Nw wad i wan is to treasure everyone ard mi , I wan them to feel happy. No matter hw hard i have to try.It's might take sometime but is ok.

Well...Is hard to explain wad i feel nw...Maybe gg to tell u all another time bahx..hahax
Hw i hope tat i wont have dream whenever i slp..It's so tiring. Gt slp = no slp..When i will get peace slp?With no dream nth! Hahax tat day will nv cum bah coz i can't able to stop myself from thinking den my mind will keep think till the day its spoil...lolx
Anyway It's doesn't matter ..Coz it wont affect other onli myself ...hahax
Btw exam is jus round the corner...Lets put everything aside 1st and study 4 our exam ^-^
Mus jiayou wor~! ^-^

Sign off-
-pingz-
With a Smile! =]

ℂ_There's Still Me_ℙ --Sorry,I'm Not xPerFecTx--

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Name :[C]hew [P]ing
Nick :Cp,Monkey,Apple,Cp Wanton
Age :16
D.O.B :27 of july
MSN :[Chew_ping92@hotmail.com]
Friendster :Unknown

[A] simple gal bahx, but with complicated thinking mind-set
veri [S]tubborn worx..
WE choose Our State Of Mind! Be it happy or not....

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A reminder, This is my blog!So do Watch what u had said in this blog! If u not happy with what I wrote,Simply leave here!

When everything surrounding me,
Is nothing but a fake disguise,
I know I have to go on
But somehow I need you to stand by myside'

I tried to hold u back as long as i can
But i know i got to let go Someday
Before u go,plz tell me where I went wrong ,
So that i can changed,

even if i know u wont stay
but I know hw I feel abt u nw
I try to be nice, but you just laugh.

I'm not fitting in anymore, what can I do?
You don't realize, but it's starting to hurt.
When everything's just right, it always turns to dirt.

Help me, what am I doing wrong?
I don't understand, I'm there when your not strong.
I try to be happy most of the time, but it's getting harder now,

knowing your friendship isn't mine.
But After all,I dun bear to lose u >.<

[-My Gratitude-]

Just when I was been left in the darkness...
U came up and rescue me...
Ur endless
➸Help
➸Motivation
➸Caring
➸Patient
➸Been there for me
➸I will always remembered the Things u had done 4 ME!,~~Even IF tis is not FOREVER!~~
✰But I do hope...✰
➭that this friendship will never end!-
✰Specially To✰:
❤Shanice❤
❤PDP❤
❤People I Love❤

[-CreDits-]

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Was my 1st tried afterall!
So.. Plz give some comment for it..
I know is simply veri simple! Well,
I'm not an expert for JavaScript,Html or wadever shit!
So if u dun like tis blogskin! , IS alright for me!
Coz i like it jiu hao! hahax
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