I don't care what life will be in future!_____I jus wanna to hold u TIGHT close to me!_____


Thursday, October 30, 2008
Sorting things out!
-30OCT 08-














Here I am! Posting some of the clothes i had brought!
Eh.. Of coz got belt larhx!!
Well , actually still got others but lazy to post larhx!! =P

Sorri guys for nt posting ytd.. as my mood was down these few days!
Today went to sch and took the invitation card .Wow! i was waiting ard for like 30mins++
Nvm, went to polyclinic straight!
Den jiu come bak and slack awhile den jiu go bukit panjang gangsa road!
Eh! plz don't ask mi where izzit cause i also dunno!! Even if today i went ther! hahax..
I went wif dw..
zzz..PS lehx cat i dunno u free today sia.. if nt i will also asked u come along! ps ar..
I and dw was like searching for blk 153 =.=
Den i went to asked ppl .. lolx! Ps sia.. hahaz..
Den before gg to blk 153 we reached there is like 1hr earlier so we go bukit panjang plaza!
Wow! 1st time gg there nt bad.. But veri less shop is clothes one!
Went to mini toon! and brought things for xxxx's Wedding!
Lolx! i brought a monkey and a pair of bear for that person!!
And i brought one monkey for myself!
Wow! i liike the monkey alot! while dw like the bear..lolx
omg!! we are gg to be late! bo bian we had to meet that person 1st..
So i and dw ran the way to the blk 153 -.-"
Monkey old liao can't run fast!!
That place was like quite quiet..zzzz..
Go that person house and collect...
Den went to bukit panjang plaza again and collect our stuff and we go straight bak to yishun!

-Yishun-
Finally we are bak!
Meet jie at the foodcourt..
Jie was like quite blur today! lolx.. Guess she too tired liao bahx.
Lucky my mood today was hyper.. If nt...
U will see mi moody for the whole day man!
Den went to eat ...wow! is like almost 2weeks i and jie nv meet le wor!
Coz jie was veri bz ever since sch started!Darn hardworking..
I was just like the opp of her!! so slacking & enjoying nia zzz...
helped jie carry laptop! coz she hand pain...
hehex..can train my muscle
Ah j gg to be my punching bag rite? hahaz...
After that jiu take bus and go hm le!

[-Shanice jie-]
Lolx.. I veri GOOD one rite..
Told u i become guai le! unless u wanna mi to turn bak to who i was in sec 2 oO?
zz..sometimes i reaili dunno when u sae the truth sia..
ask u hand pain ma..Ltr sae pain ltr sae nt pain..zzzz
I gotta a little fark up just now , sorri~~~
I dunwann u to get change to who u are rite now!
I Gotta to accpt who u are!!! got it?
Wadever it is, u still my baobei jie!! =]
Feel touched???? !!!! ^^
hehex..

=Huiying=
Well, For mi , i dun think starting a new relationship is wad u should be doing now..
There is always an opportunties in future!
Wad reaili important is ur studies rite now! neither do i wanna to see u been trouble by BGR relationship always..
Is quite tiring and sickering to have tis kind of problem everytime.
As u had said of asking mi to think carefully , well, that's applied to u as well!
I dun think i gg to start any , asi dun even wanna to gave any ans 1st!
If he can't wait den that's too bad!
Get it?
I reaili hope u can live everyday without any BGR relationship problems...
Becoz u had been trouble over it almost a year and i guess is time to end it.
That's my advice bahx..
The decision is all up to u to decide!
Yes! we gotta to let go of the past! But well, we gotta to learn mistake from our past!

-29 OCt 08 -
Ltr i use tis to tie on top of ur head den u know!! hahaz.. =P
-Wed-
Went to applied xxxx for me ! =)
Den jiu go Far east plaza
Brought clothes all that wif my mum..
Wow! Nice one! I nearly went broke!!
I spend ard $58 for myself!
See i love myself so much! Well, that's my saving $$$ >.<
I saw one monkey bank! omg! i wanna to buy!!
But aiya dun waste $$ zzzz....
That's all for that today!
-YOCI monkey-
Rocks man!
=p
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10:28 PM




Tuesday, October 28, 2008
Friends forever??

#=28 Oct 08=#
Wake up at 7a.m and prepare hao le accompany my sis go see doctor..
Till like 11 like that jiu go FarEast
Reach there and my sis nt feeling veri good and even got worst ..
So she wanna to go see the clinic at blk160 there
But we dunno wad time it opened.. As there is a time where they are closed..
So i tried to contact some of frens for help to check on internet for the contact number!
Hey , I'm Calling for help man!
Why aren't they should give mi a hand?
For those who i didn't sms de.. Well , i did thought of u all but i know u all are bz..
Some got work , some bz wif others things so i didn't sms them.
And sadly i was quite disappointed at some of u.. At least give mi a replied telling mi that u are nt free or wad ..
I was like an idiots .. WAiting for ur sms..

Aiya u dun wish to help is ok ..
just tell mi u are nt willing to..
And that's it i wont asked for any help from u!


In this world , Reaili so hard to find a BEST fren?
Why those happiness ending so soon!?
I know only one side effort is nt enough , But I'm still trying ...
To let this friendship last longer!
Honesty , some hw i got tis feeling that u dun treasure e friendship u had wif me..
Maybe that's the reason i was cold to u ..
Sorry but I got to sae that no matter wad happened , Be it whether am i cold to u or not..
I still TREASURE TIS FRENSHIP!!! Even if i dun seems to...

...For those who Hate me , U should be feeling veri happy rite seeing mi suffering now , wadever it is just bear in mind , just one day u will have bao ying de..Don't care now? nvm! U'll Regrets!...

==Monkey==




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7:44 PM




Monday, October 27, 2008
Fark Up day!
REAd it Or not is all up to u..
Don't Give a Darn of wad happened in the BBQ day?
Jus Go OFF!

[-26/10/08-]
Today wake up at 7a.m
Prepare hao le jiu go ah J house
Reach liao..Slack..
Den jiu asked edwin buy mac ..
eat le slack till 12
Jiu go prepare for the BBQ food..
We 'Pop' fishball , prawns , hotdog
Went to go buy stuff 4 BBQ things..
Ard 2plus like that jiu go out liao..
Headed to Take chicken wing buy ICE
Den jiu go BBQ pit le..
On the way there I fall aslp! lolx!
My mood was like OK! =)

-Reach there-
Wow! we got to carried heavy things and walk all the way to the PIT..
The pit like darn far larhx..zzzz
Once we put things le....I got to stay there and watch while the rest(edwin, JJ, Dw & kc) go take somemore in the car...
Everyone was like dying sia..lolx!
Go there is suffering NT enjoy..
But Ah J and his mum reaili put in alot in the BBQ ..
Go there le..Jiu go help kc rent Bic..Go find liying they all..
Half way there saw iman & rest..
My mood was like abv avg...lolx!
Jiu saw liying they all..walk wif them from the DownTownEast to the Pit there..
Quite a distand But nvm larhx is ok..
Den slowly jiu alot of ppl come le..
Eh..i dun wan to explain too detail..
Go and Fetch Huiyi at the busstop there..Iman is wif me! lolx..
den jiu went bak..
Saw all sitting down is Cat that group..
Den i asked " hey got anything to eat mar? I darn hungry man! "
"No!"
While i still saw some of the food is on the table
Den nvm lor.. " i go lor.."
"Go larh Go larhx " said by ah bes and liying
Wah! i was like.."Fine man! forget it"
I go see the BBq pit there , got aloy and adam cooking jiu nv go cook le..
Sat down wif huiyi , facing the sea..
Eating AIR den!
Nvm , go and find dongwen and some of the guys..
Coz they gg to play basketball..
Walk almost till the another side le.Still can't see any of the basketball court..Jiu turn bak..
And continue walking bak..
Leg abit pain..But nvm larhx..wont die..
Half-way to the Pit , I told huiyi " aiya i now darn hungry , ltr go bak at least eat abit jiu ok liao...I go cook myself ltr.. "

-REACHING-
I take A stick of satay and just put on the BBQ thing..
And aloy was there cooking (a tray of chicken)
Den he sae " can cook ltr or not , coz i now cooking chicken "
From 6plus cooked till 8plus still cooking?
My anger shoot up man!
Den i told huiyi " nvm forget i dun eat le..Let's go "
Ah j saw mi gg off le.. and asked " wah , u jus come nia so far jiu go liao "
U know wad i do?
I scold bak at him wif vagularities!
I sae " @#!$#$!@! " den i jiu go off liao..
That time most of the ppl at the BBQ pit there turn and look at me!
lolx..
Huiyi asked mi " wah , why u scold him sia? "
He hao xin asked me ..and yet i scold him...
ARH!!!! AH J SORRI LEHX!
I Am darn ANGRY & DU LAN that time..
Nt becoz of angy wif ah J but some of them in the pit..
Den just nice, Ah j still asked mi..
I can't control my temper anymore jiu BRUST out!
But i didn't scold much ... Lucky!
Den i and huiyi walk and walk .. Ahead to DownTownEast Coz i wanna to go hm liao..
Don't wan to go bak to that FKing Pit again!
on the way there.. saw wen qiang..
Den i told him i gg bak..
He sae dun go lehx at least stay till 9p.m if not like that is called PS everyone..
Den i told him wad happened lor..
He an wei wo all these stuff..
wah! He veri good sia!!!!!!!
But then Huiyi,dongwen and kim gg hm also le .. Huiyi gg to meet her frens..
while waiting for dongwen and kim
I and huiyi sat near the carpark C there..
Den wenqiang come find us..
He brought Two satay ! lolx!
Thz sia..!
But the funny things is One is uncooked and another one is overcooked!!
lolx! Bo bian he throw away le..
Den after huiyi and the rest go off le..
Ah qiang presuade mi go bak to the pit there.. at least sae hi to teacher ...
ok lor..
Go liao..Miss low was giving out the journals and class photo...
After take liao .. nt long ltr i sae BYE to teacher..
Miss low asked " how u gg bak ? "
I sae take " bus or MRT lor"
Den miss low insist of asking wenqiang to accompany mi to the busstop there..
Coz is already veri late and veri dark..
Den wenqiang bo bian got to sent mi to the bus stop ..
PS LEHX WEN QIANG!!!
AND THANKS YOU SO MUCH !!!!! =]
On the bus , i sms jie , coz i darn sian larhx.. Fark up also..
But i dun think she know i angry bahx..
Is ok..

-On the bus intercharge-
I was darn hungry so go grab something and eat..
Wow! so long nv come to pasir ris le..
I brought one hotdog set and go intercharge and eat ..
There got alot of place to sit sia.. Of coz i choose a nt alot of ppl de place and eat..
While eating smsing huiyi and jie..

-Mrt Train-
Taking Mrt hm! lolx! darn long larhx ard 1 hr plus =.="
Boring larhx.. Sian..
I keep falling aslp in the train! lolx!
Darn tired..
Reach hm nearly 12 le wor..
Wadever!

-Hey guys-
Do u all know
A Hungry man is a Angry man?

-Ah J -
Ah J reaili sorry lehx, i dun mind to scold u de..
Anyway i had explain to u everything in the msg le..
And guess u had forgave mi le bahx..
Coz u got talk to me =]
And Thanks so much for helping in the BBQ things..

ANother BBQ is coming up! Wahx Sian!
Is organise By pohli de..
Actually dun wanna to go de..
But andy...
lolx! presuade me..
Honesty larhx , i was darn fark up 4 these few days..
If i reaili throw my temper on any of u all..
SORRI LEhx!
I reaili tried my best to 忍 le.. ><
Arh!! zzzzzzz!!!!
Haix..I feel like wanna hacking care most of the things..

Fk larhx !
Talk to some of u all like talking to the wall!
Fine larhx..
U wanna mi show attitude rite..
I will do it right now!!!
Stop asking mi to be considerate While u all Don't deserve it!!!

-Monkey-
Pissed off


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10:47 AM




Sunday, October 26, 2008
No mood!
Someone who care: Hey not updating ur blog today?
Monkey : Dunno lehx, I have nothing to write abt.
Someone Who care: Hw come sia?
Monkey: Dunno larhx, my mind very messy now, Even if i write, i scare i will sae something which i shouldn't have!
Someone who care : o.O? like that ar.. Aiyo , better don't write den.If not u might regret.
Monkey: Ok larhx i write a little bit jiu hao lor.
Someone who care: alright!=]

-+25OCT08+-

Went to orchard wif my sis.. just for two hours den return to yishun
Actually plan to go bugis de but in the end thz to my sis ..lolx
MY goodness! now den i remember that mon nt meeting jie le..zzzz
okay nvm..
Went to Np after Orchard..Brought a wood gun & a windmill & poster colour for painting(for my teacher)
aiya will take some pic for it after i finished.
Tml gg to Ah j house at 9a.m to help out for the BBQ.
Haix.. These few days i had been skipping my meals..
No mood den jiu nv eat le.. =]
Tml i dun think i eating much also..
Although i skip my dinner today =.="
And! They are gg to wild wild wet tml !!
Sorri guys i nt gg ! coz it is ex! $10++ per person lehx.. ><

Hopefully tml i wont emo ar.. hahax..
And most importantly i dun wish that incident happened on BBQ day again!!
Well, Only i and jia yi know the best bahx.. Coz we are the victims!!
Tml got alcohol???Hopefully got !=P

That's all For today!
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Monkey dun wanna to think now!!
Monkey will head pain de..
Monkey dun wan anything now!
Monkey just wanna to be left alone...
[;Monkey;]
Sorri guys I'm nt online tml ..Coz will reach hm veri veri late!
Take Care & I'll be alright!

ℂ_There's Still Me_ℙ --Sorry,I'm Not xPerFecTx--

1:50 AM




Saturday, October 25, 2008
Too Naive ?
[☠24 OCT 08☠]
Sian Sian Sian Sian
Today wake up at 2plus! lolx..In between got wake up larhx but went to slp again!
Wake up , online till now? =]
Whole day do nothing beside using com and watched tv
Should i go for the chinese class gathering chalet?
Coz alot of ppl also nv go..
Do u think i should go?
No and yes?
Alot of stuff went into my mind again..

[Substitution?]
Why ppl likes to treat mi like a substitution sia?
When nid mi jiu come over ,
When dun nid mi just push mi away.
Everytime trying my best to help , But den?
Wad i got bak is nothing but FAKE !
yeahx , i know i shouldn't have the intention of getting something bak
I don't except them to give mi anything also..But at least show mi that u appreciate it!
I always tot that if i treat ppl good , i will been treated good in return too!
But all these years it had proved to me wrong..
Honesty i can't even differs wad is right and wrong.
I may sae is right but ppl might sae is wrong.
So tell me..
IS right OR wrong?

-Ren Bu ke mao xiang , hai shui bu ke dou liang-

Nothing last forever but i do hope it will at least last long..
can? Will u make it last too???

[-=Chewping ♥Love♥ Monkey ! =-]
Monkey
+miss jie
+Miss Everybody
✰U're Important To Monkey!
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12:10 AM




Friday, October 24, 2008
The FriendShips -
Rewind backz!


All the words Below ..Referring To my friendship Pathway!
Not Refering to particular Pictures..
Sorri I only got limited Frens Photo..
Those who are not found in the photo.
Not becoz u are been Forgotten by me..
Is just becoz I dun have ur photo..
But
All The words are meant for u as well! =]




We Were Once Together ......




Quarrel
Hatred
Laugh
Care for one another
Sharing Secrets Wif one
another

Play
Celebrating

So Much So much WE had WENT through..













Times We had Shared ..



















Sadness, Happiness,
Laugh ,
Cry,
Smile,
Hatred ,
Love,
Play,

We Went Through..




We Were So called In "GansFamily"
Despite us Quarrel or
Shouting bak at each other
But at that time ,
I believed all of us do enjoyed!
=]














Every Single Things...
Every Single Words ...
Every Single Steps...
Every Every Every Single Things We had Walk on the Path Before...




We Stay Strong Together..
Holding one another Hands...
Walking On this PATH~!










Once Fall Before..
We will Get Up Together..
We Do it many many times..
Isn't we?








The Times...
I cherish the most!
I had Truly Changed
I realized things wasn't going the way i used to..
Differs From Wrong To Right!
Make Me feelings Up & Downs..









You All Make Me think/Feels
I wasn't alone in this world..
Life isn't that lonely ..
I finally Found my friends..

U all make mi Realised
Things can as Good as in Heaven
But can be as Worst as in Hell!






























Some of u all ,

Make Mi realized That..
U all are there for me..
Regardless of wad happened..
Willing To Lent mi your ears and listen to my sorrows..
Cheer mi up when i was down










We Had Came This far!
Unfortunately Along the way..
Some ppl give up & walk a different Path!
Nothing Last Forever..
But I do hope WE will Continue WALKING on THIS PATH together Wif me!

The Pathway was like the sand ..
Everyone left a Foot-Print as we walk along the way..
Is just a mattered of how deep is the foot-print!

We Were So called In
"GansFamily" & "Close FriendShip Or In "the Group of wad make us"
Make it Sound
So Close..
So near..
Before Darkness Comes OR
Sorrows OverCome us..
We were Very Happy,
Enjoying ourself..
Living in a world cret8 By US..
After Darkness Had Comes..
Everything seems to be vanish Into AIR!
Everythings were just like a DREAM that I had Fallen Into..
I pushed Myself to the rear of the mountain..
And asking myself Lots Lots of Questions!
The sky was in a pitch dark
I see Nothing ...
I Can't find any one over there..
I became Scared..And I told myself..
I gotta to go on my own way out there..
Cret8 a World of only black and white.
Back to who I am when I was in Pri 1-4
In The search of the feeling once again!
[+Monkey=]


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4:56 AM




-23 OCT 08 -
Guys, ps sia.. Ytd i got a terrible headach den jiu nv post le...
=) but i will post those days i missed out de.. hehex.

Wake up ..Clean my study table and den went to play games!
Slack here and there..
Chat wif miao on msn..
Went to orchard(taka) wif my sis..
And then went to Far east again!
Tis time! MY sis brought mi a shirt & a belt!!
Darn happy larhx..hahaz.. =P
After that ard 10 like that jiu leave there le..
Reach hm ard 11like that..
1st thing i do was to go try the clothes! hahaz..
Sun was my class gathering BBQ ..Hey guys i looking forward for it!
Next monday gg to meet Jie ..I looking forward for it too!!! =)

-22 Oct 08 -
Today went up , Prepare hao le..Jiu meet ah J , mian bao , ah bes, andy & wen qiang at bus inter-change at 12p.m
Reached there ard 11.45a.m like that..
Wow! i was early man!
No one reached there yet =(
WAit and wait..
Finally i saw one of them which is Ah bes reached le!!
Sill waiting~!~!
Sms wen qiang & ah J where are they..
Ah J funny sia.. Still at 400+ lolz..
Wait and wait..
12.33p.m le..
Finally saw andy and wen qiang!
Ah J ~!~!~!
Where r u?? ~~
Mian bao lehx?
Eh.. She can't come out coz her parent dun allow =.="
And i heard that gg To TAMPINES today was her idea wor!!
And WHER IS SHE NOW?!?!??
ok , ps us larhx..hahaz.. But i know larhx she bo bian..
Actually wanted to go find ah j de..
But he sae he busy dun come!
=.=" hor hor , mux be doing something ar..
If nt why dun wan us to come?
He asked us to go 1st. .Den we took 969 bus to Tampines..
Ah bes! Don't Emo lex!
See u sit alone.. =.=
Den i , wen qiang and andy standing..lolx..
We chatting also..
Finally reached tamp le ,
My goodness! How to go to Giant?
Ok go by Free shuttle bus! lolx..
Wait and wait..Den we saw the construction workers there..Working of coz!
Den i asked andy and wen qiang..
Hey if i work there , good rite?
Is not veri easy work , u know?
hahaz..
Finally reached Giant! lolz!
Shop for the BBQ thing.. Wow! there roller-brake Cheap sia..I wanna to buy!! But dunno hw to play =.="
Brought chicken-wing & johny-sandly bak to yishun...lolx!
Funny sia..Come so far just to buy chickenwing and drinks! =.="
*Yishun*
Went to Ah j house rest awhile, WAs Darn hungry coz whole day haven eat yet!
And is 5p.m le =.=
Ah j still wanna to play dota 1st..
So wait lor..Wait and wait.. 5.30p.m le..Grg..Stomach calling me!!
After that went to nearby coffee shop and ate chicken-rice(as usual)
AH J !! U eat hor, can eat until next year sia! Darn slow and u took ur own swt time eatting ur rice?!!
hahaz.. Everyone finished our meal except ah j , so all eyes at him!
Ah j still can slowly eat sia.. "Man man lai , dui de shi shi jian "
=.=...
Den all watch the tv over there.. And i ? listening to music..
Ah j finally eat finished le.. No body wanna to go 1st.. Den i go 1st lor..
Reached Ah j house ,
WE watched High School Musical 1 & 2
Wow! was a nice show man!!! The song veri nice also..=)
Watched till 10 plus.. Jiu go hm le..

Wow.. Whole day i having terrible headach on and off..
Den finally can't stand it le , den i lie down awhile..
Slowly..Fall aslp le.. zzzz

[-Shanice Jie-]
As u can see i always reach hm so late..
So is hard for mi to promise u that i will go hm at least by 9.30p.m

+ah Bes+
Wei! Don't so negative can?!?
I dun wish u to become like me..
The world wont be ending if u dun wish to..
Here , just a small test for u and ur std..
Can't u bear wif it.. And prove how strong ur love is?
Hey.. U aren't ALONE in tis world !
U still got ur family ,Std ,friends & US!
Stay STRONG & Be POSITIVE!
We're gg to walk out of tis darkness alright?
=]

@Why am i seeing an Exist nt long from here?@
I know nothing last forever ,
Neither do i want tis to be ended so soon!
We seems to be difted away every single day that pass by.
I hope this will everlast At least! Till the last breathe of mine in tis world!
Thanks for making me feel it again ..

What I’ve been looking for
It’s hard to believe
That I couldn’t see
You were always there beside me

Thought I was alone
With no one to hold

But you were always right beside me
This feeling’s like no other
I want you to know

Chorus :
I’ve never had someone that knows me like you do
The way you do
I’ve never had someone as good for me as you
No one like you
So lonely before I finally found
What I’ve been looking for

But Everything Gg to End Sooner or Later..
Will I be Better If i walk away?
Maybe in the 1st place, i shouldn't had appear...

To Where I used to be when I'm alone..
Bak to Square Shade
Facing everything once again all by myself

Will that happened to me?
Yes , It will .. IF i wanna..
+=-Monkey-=+

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2:09 AM




Wednesday, October 22, 2008
Pissed mi off today..
-21Oct08-
Today went to meet my junior coz she returning my stuff
wah , i reach sch wait for 10mins le den she told mi to go Np and find her..
zzz..Sian diao...Last min changes again..
But when i met her , she did told mi sorry =]
In the afternoon
i brought my doggy to bath & cut hair.
As usual , kana allergy again! =.=
At 6plus , jiu go orchard le.
Went to wisma den jiu go Far east plaza
I went to buy my jacket! finally!! hahaz..
Eh jie that 77th street is a local band so mean the jacket is made in local..lolz
not made in china!hhaaz..
After that went to eat ramen wif my mum!
My goodness we were the last customer!
coz is already veri late .. My mum ordered a super spicy ramen!!
Darn spicy larhx!
my mum eat until eye veri watery ,hahaz.. i keep on adding chilly powder on her ramen!! hahaz..
And also when she didn't know de shi hou hahaz.. =P
See i veri bad rite..
no larhx actually i veri good one..lolz
Does it look spicy to u?

after that jiu come hm le..
Reach ard 11plus..
Wow! jie still haven offline!
Why ar? So late liao!!

-Shanice jie-
Jie sorri lehx, i don't think i can promise u that everyday i will reached hm at least 9.30p.m
When u told mi u worried for mi ,i was kinda shocked! lolz!
No highlight ar..
Sorri I can't make an empty promises, e most i promise u that before 11.30p.m i will reach hm...
=) can??please??
Anyway Glad to heard that u had recovered!! =)

-Make mi pissed off-
Today go to a veri childish guy blog!
Tag him ..Den he banned mi ..=.="
Darn him larhx..
@#$%!@#@$ He coward or wad sia.. Don't dare to reply mi..
i nv scold him vulgarities sia..I only put xxxxxxxx =.="
Fk him larh.. Testing my patient sia...

-my ex-
How sia? My ex wanna to patch bak wif mi =.="
Should i patch bak? zzz..

For those who still sick.
Plz do takecare and rest well
Hope u all will get well soon!
@Monkeyz@
....wad should i do sia....







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12:28 AM




Monday, October 20, 2008
Another day had passed again..
OLevelChemistryExamination Today yea?
Eh..I dunno wad paper for tml sia.. hahax!
And i dun have to know also but for own knowledge..
Hao qi ma.. hahax..
JIA YOU AR!!

Today went bak to sch wif Bread, Cat, zhangLiang & willian
Eh! All is nick name ar.. hahax..
Alamak! Zhangliang can't enter coz wearing slipper..Bread also cannot ..
zzz..But bread sneak in..lolx! Wei dun do that again! coz will hai dao security guard kana scold!
Went to find miss low..
Pass her the report book and chat awhile!
Jiu go outside and find zhangliang le..Coz he feel bored! lolz..
After disucssion where to go..We went to borrow basketball from dingdong.
wah! u all veri good sia..Let mi go alone to his house!
Lolx..Ok can see that u all gu yi de larh =.=" but nvm..Used to it liao..
hahahx..
While playing i saw this phrase " A Walks a day keep Fats away! "
wow! quite true wor.. hahax..
After we played basketball , that time bread nt wif us le..Gg to meet her hubby..
So i went to return dingdong basketball ..While they are waiting for mi nearby
Went to Ah J house again! coz duno wher to go jiu go ah j house lor..
As usual lor, go there play MJ , use com, excerise ,eat a bit and relax!
hahax..
Ard 9 , i reaili gtg le..
So all went hm after that..

-Shanice jie-
Plz do not highlight!!
Jie hw come today nv online wor? Are u feeling ok?
OR maybe u are too bz?
If got anything happen mux sms mi and let mi know ok?
=)
I see if i can asked my mum to buy for me the jacket..
But dun think she will ><
Hahax..Nvm larhx.. =)
Ah jie Miss u alot sia.. ^^

-Ex tution-teacher-
Sian lor , she sms mi today..
I dun wan to meet her sia.. But she reaili veri good to me.
Her who ever is staying at australia..
Den she sae she gg to buy billabong bag for mi & myNphew =.="
Actually i also feeling veri bad sia.. I treat her like that..
Eh! i only treated her veri cold nia..Coz i feel veri unconfortable talking or seeing her!
So yeahx..I dun expect her to buy ANYTHING for mi also..
Why would i need her to buy for me???!!
I dunno larhx, ask her dun buy but she.. zzz..Nt gg to meet her ..lallalalalala..wadever~!

-For those who are still sick-
Hope u get well soon!!

-Monkey-
Jus a reminder for my readers!
U're not forgotten by me..
I may be veri bz , Hanging out wif other frens..
plz bear in mind that i had never forgotten u all..
Anything just msg me.. =)
Take care!


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10:47 PM




Sunday, October 19, 2008
Window Shopping

-A Band New Day-
Today wake up , Prepare liao..Go Orchard road wif my sis..
Went to Far East Plaza..
Wow! saw lots of places i wanted to go.But u know wif ppl , i dun like ppl to wait..
So didn't have the chance to go and see ..
But i will come one of the day next week!!
Well, Alone bahx..Coz is better for mi..
So that i can take my own swt time! hahax..
I wont feel bored de coz got my music to pei wo =)
Music had became part of my life without it i dunno wad would happened..
My music stick wif mi every seconds,Minutes,Days,Weeks & years
I can't live without it!
After going to far east, I went to wheellock wif my sis..
Den walk here and there..
Go to Mika house which is my sis's frens!
She just gave birth so went to see her babY!
Darn cute larhx her baby!! hahax..
After that jiu go hm liao..

-Talks-
Hey guys! i dunno if some of u all still remember there's a group of ppl coming to our sch and gave us a talk ?
He wanted us to repeat after him
"Think means Nothing"
"Result means Everything!"
So i was thinking..Is result reaili means everything and show everything?
So how's does it fair to ppl who fail?
Does it shows that they are a loser in their life?
OR simply are they stupid?
But somehow that phrase do correct too..
Many ppl think onli ,But nv do...
Sometimes i also like that , i think alot but didn't do it..haix.

-Shanice jie-
Hahax..Miss u alot too..Sorri just now on msn i fall aslp! lolx..
Yea is ok larhx.. can't find jiu nvm lor..I go buy at 77th streets bahx..Anyway thanks for helping mi find ! =)
Jie , is it possible if i order from u after 3days? can? LEt mi save up money 1st..
Sorri lehx, i dunno hw come my fren will used up the money sia.. And she didn't even tell mi till I asked her..Darn it man!

-20OCT08-
O LEVEL EXAMINATION STARTING
Okay i mean the paper not refering to the practical coz is already over!!
Omg! It was the pure Chemistry ! Nice one!
Sci Rocks! eh! that's doesn't apply to chengchin!
Coz her chem is not veri good..
JIA YOU CHENGCHIN! =)
,
JIA YOU AH GRACE
,
JIA YOU ANGELINA(JIE)
,
ALL MY FRENS WHO HAVING O LEVEL EXAMINATION TIS COMING WEEK!!!
as for mi , i can't jia you le larhx..
I only can pray hard for my result =(
Tml gg to sch!! See teacher hahax..Miss the teachers and sch alot sia!
Tml not only i gg bak , Mian bao ,andy and wenqiang are confirm gg for tml!
lolx! So I'm not alone! Hahax..

haix..i dunno the things hw sia..
Fk larhx , why now sia!! Darn it!!!!
i dun think i got so much money to buy jie's shopblog stuff but sae hao le i mux buy..
den now still have to buy that jacket put jie's shop blog things i think is estimated over $50 le..
Plus i nv work sia, zzz.z...Forget it i will save money den dun eat.. =.=
Still have to go buy ring &other stuff..zz
↜Monkey↝
I've become tired
Of Wasting my time
Thinkin' about choices
That I've made
Cause I can't move forward
While looking behind
The only thing I can do now is change the way
That I use to be

It wasn't fair
For me just to go
Act like I knew what you've been though
Cause I wasn't there
And I'll never know
Couldn't see from
Your point of view
But I'm doing all I can
For you to see
That I understand

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9:17 PM



Mirror

Today wake up at 9 den prepared hao le..jiu pei my sis go out..
Go to BK and eat breakfast..
Blah Blah Blah..
Meet Ah J , Ly,Ah bes,WenQiang,andy,Kim at coffee shop..
NT long ltr jiu edwin jiu joined us..
Den went to Ah J house! lolx..Finally! i wan Air-con! lolx..
Ps sia..Ah J, i accidentally switch off ur com, When i wanted to switch it on!lolx..
Some play majong..I used com , some watch tv
Half-way through my sis called and scolded mi over a small things..
Haix..My fault again..
Soon , Dong wen reached..
We also got watched some CDs also..lolx! all veri nice sia!
I even borrow "Cellular" from ah J
While we are enjoying ourself..
Ah J maid cooked some food for us! lolx..
There's one CD 'Butterfly" quite nice also..
Eh is M18 one..
lolx! We still left in the room?
Ah J , Edwin, Wenqiang , Ah bes,andy & me..
lolx! The rest go hm liao.. =.=
Okay, I better dun sae anything abt wen qiang reaction hor..
Hahax..Ltr he will kill me ><
I feel that i appear everywhere sia..Even in the show!
=.=While watching , I will suddenly become the female actress
lolx..Den dong wen and qi yi will be iniside also! lolz..
Thanks ar guys...lolx..hahax
Stay at Ah J from 2 to 9plus bahx..hehex...
Fun sia..
After that .. Andy,Wen Qiang,ah bes,Ah j and i went to eat dinner!
Chit-chat until 10.30+ lolx!
Den Ah J send mi hm.. thanks ah J =)

-Huiying-
Talked to her on msn..Hopefully things will turn better from now on..
Lets leave the past behide and move on...

-Ppl who think i..-
Sorri i have been so inconsiderate towards her
All my fault alright?
yeahx..u all are right..Is better to have one more frens den enemies
Although i still...
But then i believe time will heal everything.

I struck over here for quite a long time..Still clueless wad should i write.
Some words seems to struck on my throat.
Chewping, why are u still hesitating?
I dunno , Confidence is wad i lack of.
I reaili afriad of making mistake again..
Hw many times mux i keep my head down?
Hw many times mux i sae I'm sorri?
When all the unhappy will put an end onto it?

I've been trying to call for help many times inside my heart..
But i didn't sae out!
I dun wish to be anyone burden..
Now jie is veri bz , and i , dun wish to troublesome her.Somemore she still sick..
I don't wan to fall aslp everynite..I dunno how long can i still hold onto it..

-Monkey-
-Smile all u can! - =)






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3:24 AM




Friday, October 17, 2008
Not My Day Today!
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Today was definitely not my DAY!
Today went go out wif my bro and nephew..
Go to 200+ get my pants 1st, But turns up the person haven finished!
Darn it! i went there is 3rd time liao lehx..
4Days still can't finish?? nice one!
Tml i will go again! tell mi still can't finish! i gg to kill the person liao!!
Went to NP brought two shirt! okay.. dun nid to sae liao , is black one again! lolz!
My bro went to buy PS3 Games..lolz!
Ex sia! $80 each!
After that go to causeway! Coz i wanted to buy that bullet necklaces for long time le sia! but always dun have the chance to buy!
-On the Mrt Train-
Jie suddenly sms mi sia!
Omg! She end her sch le!!
=.=" i predict is ard 6-7 lehx.. lolx!
Then after that bo bian..She had to go hm 1st..
After buying the necklaces , my bro actually wanna to have lunch wif mi de..
But bo bian..Cannot lolx..
I was Darn BLUR man!
I still thinking when reach yishun wad bus should i take!
Wah! i darn stupid larh! Woodlands got one bus can go to jie house straight away de..
Den lucky i tot of that.. lolx!
On the way to Jie house ,
my mum called mi and told mi she reach woodlands liao..
=.=" i was on my way to jie house lehx..
Reach jie house le!
Then she actually called mi and asked mi where i am! lolx
Ehx.. ok she even tot of changing the day to tml!
lolx! Aren't I suay?
Nvm , go her house le..
Arh!!
Jie i wanan to sit on the floor!!
lolz!! Floor better man! But jie don't allow ><
Den chit-chat wif jie..Okay , she still coughing..
Went to go see doctor and in the end is close!
Wah! darn suay..
Wei! I suay whole day liao larhx..
Nvm that's still not the end of the suay things..
Went to buy LJS for my sis..
Half way through queueing My sis called mi and told mi she got a minor accidenT!!
My goodness! I was shocked!
After buying , she asked mi to go CC ther..
So i went there as fast as i could to the bus interchange..
Who knows! The bus just left! darn it!
Nvm , i waited...
Go there liao .. Okay lucky is reaili minor..
Reach hm ard 9plus!
Ah J told mi to online when I'm outside! lolx~
When i online liao.. He told mi , now all not talking liao!
Wei! why like tat ar~~ I so suay ?
Ok is DARN SUAY!

-MY Dearest Jie-
Ps ar.. I know i veri irritating these few days..
Like controlling u like that..
Well , I hope u don't mind and will understand why i'm doing these
REMEMBER MUX EAT MEDICINE!

-Tml-
Tml gg Ah J house..Heard that tml gt alot of ppl gg there!
Wah!! having party over there?
lolx..I will be gg late tml!! Guys sry..
I wanna to BOOK the Com 1st!!
lolx..
Hahax..Ah J u got to teach mi 1st ar.. Don't care! lolz..
Tml some of them playing majong..Hor Hor underage ar!
Buy wine lehx!! lolz.. !!!


JIAYOU FOR THOSE WHO TAKING " O" LEVEL!
Having bad headach these few day(shh..)
zz..Didn't care much abt it! Coz does it reaili mattered?
Feeling so tired sia.. =.="
-Monkey-
[S-T-A-Y_P-O-S-I-T-I-V-E]

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10:52 PM




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[A] simple gal bahx, but with complicated thinking mind-set
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WE choose Our State Of Mind! Be it happy or not....

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When everything surrounding me,
Is nothing but a fake disguise,
I know I have to go on
But somehow I need you to stand by myside'

I tried to hold u back as long as i can
But i know i got to let go Someday
Before u go,plz tell me where I went wrong ,
So that i can changed,

even if i know u wont stay
but I know hw I feel abt u nw
I try to be nice, but you just laugh.

I'm not fitting in anymore, what can I do?
You don't realize, but it's starting to hurt.
When everything's just right, it always turns to dirt.

Help me, what am I doing wrong?
I don't understand, I'm there when your not strong.
I try to be happy most of the time, but it's getting harder now,

knowing your friendship isn't mine.
But After all,I dun bear to lose u >.<





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nothing matters
Just when I was been left in the darkness...
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