Jus wanna to hold on to u.. When nothing mattered~

✖I don't care what life will be in future!_____I jus wanna to hold u TIGHT close to me!_____✖

Friday, July 20, 2007Sian become NICsec2

-Boring day-

Haix...Can anyone tell mi why those ppl using internet explorer cannot see my blog?
I think got something to do wif the HTML ...Stupid html zzzz....
Maybe is better this way?

Today morning i saw miss chee....So went up to her jus wanted to sae that i have finish her work...Lol..
Actually i jus want to talk to her but den jus that nothing to talk abt lol.....=p
Den she replied... Congrats ^-^
Hahax.....

After that chengchin they all haven come to sch yet so i went to find li jun....
She didn't bring her sch badge ..lol
Den bo bian no one have extra badge so i brought for her a new one...
Hey readers next time dun have badge don't come FIND ME hor...
I keep buying ltr i no $ i will go crazy.

Mr shaiful , my form teacher , he veri KNS de....Sae tml den test den today he wants the test le....Den we all was like ' Not fair!' lolx...But lucky is a open book test...Got alot of question i dunno hw to ans sia....>.<

-Worried times begins here...-

Lolx...Is after sch time! sian~~~
Going to np room for a 'Short' meeting...
Ex 'Nco' Wanted mi to be 'NIC' For the sec 2...
Which mean wan mi to teach the sec 2 onward...
Well, I don't want to as sec 2 attitude's sux..
So i requested for a exchange for the sec 1 as i quite like sec1 bahx...
But jia yi , my ex'NIC' Now a mdm! Say that sec 1 even more worst...
I was like...=.="
Den hw? I dun wan to be nic also cannot...
Coz my sirs expect those ppl have their SGT ranks to take one of the squad. So i was like...>.<" Tml is the 1st time i taking the sec 2~~~

Sad sia...Today those sec2 heard from my quad mates that i'm their new nic ...
Their reaction was like "not happy!!"
I scare tml i cannot ta han den i >.<
My MOI sux!!!!!! >.<

I reaili dunno hw to teach them sia..
Coz when i was sec 2 , i keep skipping till i got alot of thing miss out...
TMl sure cry liao larhx...plus their attitude that they show to mi...Wah! Explore!>,<

Nvm...Tml we'll see...Hw bad shape i am...>.<

-Sian-

Tis whole week, pass so fast sia...
I so far only went to library once only!! arh!!!
Stupid! Nvm...Next week...Jy!

Hey....Tis sat is "someone b'day wor"
Maybe going to treat her something.....=p
Opps...Shh cann tell her ar...

-Jiayou "new NCO" - =p
-Jiayi thz for all ur help all these while....[Np]
-Unbeatable spirit starts here....[badie de....>.<] -Why i always think opp de? [Werid mi ar] -What happened between u and mi? Can anyone tell mi plZ?

End....
What to do?>.<

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5:00 AM

Wednesday, July 18, 2007-Post sad-

-It's getting bitter now-
-A bit of confused -

Things around me are getting more weird den i can't imagine of.....
Many things happened that is beyond my control...........
Yes...Everything happen with a reason before....
But what was the reason for it to be happening around mi?
Trying to hint mi something?
I still can't figure out

I've tried to think positive , don't take things to heart....
But i don't think it's going to help anyway....
There's alot of things i have tried but it's still wont help.

Not even posting this in my blog now!

Sorry i don't even know what i'm talking now...
In fact , there is alot of things for me to say....
But it's seems to be blocking them ......

Izzit we changed? What's going on?
Can anyone tell mi?

[-Runaway-]

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6:47 PM

Saturday, July 14, 2007going on!

One day...

I read my horoscope [LEO]

And i find out!

Misunderstandings happen, but the stars say that if you can communicate to someone you're on the outs with today, things will get smoothed over by tomorrow. Be open with them, and show them that you have an honest desire to maintain goodwill. You don't want to hurt them, but you don't want to just be their 'yes' person all the time. Being a good friend means being ready to tell them the truth, even when it might hurt. Caring for someone does not mean you will never argue with them.

Is that truth? I think is truth........

Dear followed Readers.....

So sorry that i didn't update recently. Well, I did have some reason for it but I won't say...I don't wish that when i sae out everything turn up and down again. So plz be understandable.

--About the last post picture of my ms laogong and mi----
Humm.....I get a complain from xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
She say that she didn't get any credit on that pic...
Okayx! But hor my bro com don't have that pic hahax so cann post it out again.....lolx
But anyway thz to u larhx....Happy now? =p
That pic is done by? Ghost wahahahahax....No larhx is NG SHU WEI
WAIT let mi post her pic so that u all can see how " chio " she is hahax....
Aiya all her pic in friendster KNS de ....lolx
So blur hahax.....
Shh....,.....
Ltr she come beat mi
Anyway She [stupididiot] go post my emo photo in her friendster =.="
She shou hua bu shuan shu de....Sae hao don't post and delete de
Now She post li hai liao lor.....><

Next week i wish that i can study until 6.30 at least! I know i going to neglect you all...But I have to do this if not at home i can't able to study.Well, if u all think is just a freaking excuse but sorry i don't think it is...
Anyway i will try my best to took out some time for u all de don't worry...That doesn't mean that when u all need me i won't be there....
I CAN TELL U THAT I ALWAYS WILL BE THERE IF U NEED MI TO!

I may have change to someone you don't know or someone i don't even know....
But no matters what i can't be so soft hearted anymore!
Times flys and human change.....
Things happen around me and i just have to carry on......
Whether is bad or good ....
I'm not going to let things hold me back....

[I can think of that , why can't u all think of that too? ]
[Maybe it's doesn't apply to all BUT at least you did try yar?]
[There's alot of things wish cannot be undone ! Sorry i have to say that but that is true]

Sometimes i wish that i can throw everything unhappy out...
But u all hold mi back
Not body contact or anything but EMO!

Test is still going on!!!
So i wish those who are having exam or test de ...Jia you!!!
Wish u all good luck...^-^

Stay positive too if u all can....

A short post.....That says 1/10 of what i feel inside! ^-^
Pingz

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7:08 PM