Saturday, August 30, 2008- Dark moments-
3 more days to 'N' levels
xxxx
The dark sides is getting nearer,
and positive thinking.
And I ?
Going to find real hard for the brighter sides ,
and be motivated.
-When everything just seems alright but is just happen to be not-
Shh...My mouth have been seal up! Which makes mi feel terrible and miserable! But i know..It will be ok de rite..Everything will be fine...-Sometimes my hand will fa dou suddenly , without knowing why-*I will be offline from 31august - 4sept . Anything just sms mi *
-Everything will just ended silently- 
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4:14 PM
Friday, August 29, 2008Hyper day and yet a...
-Happy or sad?
-Happy and both sad!
Today i got bak my english paper 1 le..
Well, badly done! haix...
Ytd i only slept for 2 hours! 1st time sia... as in tis month! lolx..
Den been doing teacher's card! lolx...Nt veri nice also... but is the thoughts that counts rite! hahax...
Today at sch whole day is cross-country..
So wad did i do over there? I been doing teacher's day card again ! zzzz...Darn sian...
My chinese teacher brought donuts factory's donuts for us! hahax...
The donuts darn nice lor.. But i think i veri expensive bahx...
cause got alot of favours inside and is brought from somewhere quite far de...After eating...Miss low go through the english paper 1 with us...Wow...Miss low pro sia...24hours teaching even today also teaching...' Nice one! Superwoman? ' hahax...
After that...Jie come to sch le! finally! been waiting for her to come yet she come quite late!!!! Hor? pig(jie)? I tell u all hor, her 'O' level result was quite good sia...All sub is either A or B one....
Ok larhx got one D but that subjects is darn difficult is most of us die on that subjects which is ENG!
But overall , her result was veri good for mi larhx.... ^^
I wonder if i can do as good as jie or not.. ><
Next week start 'N' level and i? Dunno larhx...I haven start studying yet... power rite?zzzz...
Today went bak to pri sch ..Wow! I darn miss my teachers and sch!
Next year yishun pri is gg to merge wif peixin!
Well, dun ask mi why , coz i also dunno why...
I dun like to merge coz all the memories i have for yishun pri gg to vanish in the air ! Everything gg to be different...
And the food stall uncles and aunties all OUT OF JOB! They told mi that over the new sch there got ppl already wan to sell food le...And they can't do anything ,
They dun even have the chance to sell food again in the new sch! FK RITE! The only memories also gone liao! haix...But lucky my pri teacher 'Mdm kuek and mdm yan' Still ard! hahax...
Still going bak to visit them next year!!!! 4years le lehx... I , grace and dong wen have been constantly gg bak to pri sch! Nt bad hor! Of coz larhx...Those teachers is the best teacher in pri sch sia.... We had a 2004badge photo together wif teachers.....hahax...
But i feel so ma fan lor..Coz we took over more than 5 photo lehx!
Omg! I dun like taking photo unless is a special occasion den is different larhx..^^
-On my way bak -
On bus > I fall aslp! lolx! when i woke up ..Lucky is was one stop before my actual stop hahax...! I didn't know i was so tired till can fall aslp! At hm go sleep le..
Den go to suntec city to buy VAIO laptop!!!
Wow! darn alot of ppl sia..
After that i ate steamboat wif my sis!
The food at there quite nice but also darn expensive ard for we two is $55+ (ex rite)
Opps got to end here le...Bye! Wonder y jie today nv online/update blog ? Is she bz? maybe? I dunno...lolx...
-3days more to 'N'levels!!!!!!! - - Emo & crazy-
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11:42 PM
Thursday, August 28, 2008Can anyone guess wad my next moments emotions? Emo or =) ?
Today i got bak my english paper 2 was like " Horrible, terrible , miserable! " Aiya u see the way i describe my paper 2 so roughly u know whether i got pass or fail le lor...^^ ( can u see i still can smile? yeah larhx for now nia...ltr go at the bak and cry! ) <<>
-Chengchin-
I know u didn't did quite well for ur prelim maths....
But are u gg to hate and angry abt urself abt tis things for the next few weeks?
Well, i dun wish to sae much abt it...As i know u are moody now...
Wad i can sae that... ' Not until the end of it , No body can choose to give up half-way through !
This is wad i told myself today when i was darn upset abt my result...Well, that's reaili helps mi..By motivates myself! I hope u as well as everyone do that's too! At that 'sad' moment no body can truly help u ONLY urself can do that! Sorri if today i sae something wrong..I reaili tired my best to an wei ni but i failed to do that.. haix...
But if u reaili wants to throw everything out... Just throw at me bahx..I rather u throw at me den keep keeping it inside ....
-When i know there's someone who can did better den me... -
I dun fight for it......
I even choose to give up on myself...
- My brain is darn slow these few days! So dun mind mi if i react/respond slow! -
Jus wants to share wif u all something
In my class, there's a person who ABUSE CAT at SPCA!
Darn cruel lor! Tis is why today he brought a ' Stop animal abuse ' badge!
Which is reaili suit him..
' u should buy this badge sia..And mux carry it everywhere so that it will remains u not to abuse animal ' That's wad i told him today when he brought that! lolx... hahax...
" I where got abuse animal ? " Said him
" u sure u didn't? See he act blur ar...lolx
I spend ard $6.50 for spca things...zzz broke le larhx...
After that go and buy construction paper for teacher's day card...zzz...
spend another 5plus...
Yay! I'm gg to buy another laptop lor!!! hehex..But lucky is that i have to pay $500 well, i choose to pay this amount one...Coz aiya since i also using so pay more lor... $500 lehx..My heart will xin tong...zzz....Nvm...money still can earn bak one!
- i stop here liao - haven do finish my teacher's day card so far only done one..lolx -
Gg to ton night today! wee!!! Ltr tml run de shi hou faint! lolx.. -
-Mood up again~! - ^^
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9:46 PM
Wednesday, August 27, 2008Fark up day~
YesterdayStudy from 6 to 11 plus , mostly is study for chem as today got exam on chem and D&TI went to rest awhile on the bed...And Bomb! Fall aslp liao~!2a.m start to wake up and continue to study till 5a.m and den go slp liao...5.30a.m wake up le...Give morning call to sw and den prepare to go sch le...After study so much on chem..well, actually i dun reaili remember all so yeahx...But hor~! Exam paper ....The question i see liao..I'm feel like killing teacher!Not because the paper was too difficult but is because the paper some of the question took from last few years paper which we had already done before le..I was expecting at least some difficult questions or mostly different question whichI didn't encounter before de...But sadly it didn't... Haix...study so much yet wasted! I waste too much time on my chem le till D&T i flung the paper! Darn it! haix...The D&T paper was quite disadvantage to me..Cause i didn't take physic and yet the last question is all able physic.. i can't even do a single question on that...Then my fren who took physic de of coz take that question ...They sae darn easy..i was likeYeahx lor to u all ma...Nt to me... ><Today i know my history marks le...Darn sux! I only manage to get 38/50! wad the hell lor..After today paper had to stay bak to do SPCA things..Teacher gives us 4hrs of cip! lolx..Well, we reaili did for 4 hrs..so yeahx..Well, some ppl together wif mi doing de...Didn't reaili deserved that 4hrs..As they did veri less..U know wad they do? they chitchat..den do abit...I didn't sae i do alot but at least i try to do...I nv sit down on the bench for more than 3hours lor...I keep on doing while some of them enjoys themselves happily...One of my frens asked why u so hardworking ar? I didn't sae anything..Actually i wish to sae that ' i been waiting for some ideas and yet no ones gave and just keep on waiting' But I'm lucky to have iman to help mi , he helped mi to design all that..while huiyi and huiying help us to cut...Thankfully got iman if not i dunno hw long am i gg to wait and do...I was like an idiots there coz i keep on asking and yet most of them sae.."up to u lor" So wad is the different between got ask and nv ask? Ok larh, wei qiang did tell mi ' try to put tis way and that' But in the end still tell mi ... is up to u...Den i was like ' Half-sian-diao'*chengchin*I'm sorri sis...I know i suppose to wait for u today...But i was been occupied by my spca things..sure they all choose an easy job to do and i? Bo bian lor...Choose the hard one..Since no body is doing den all push to mi lor..Poor mi rite..Yeahx i know... hahax... I was asking huiyi that time and asked her where r u? She replied mi in a veri du lan way.... " Hw i know sia? I been siting here ever since just now'" I was like, can't u just sms her or call her a call since u are quite free den me? ( dun worried i didn't shoot her back) I keep quiet and do the stuff at the same time i called chengchin ...I reaili dun understand sometimes abt her .. haix.. wadever lar..I just have to give way to her can le...That's the one thing i can do... right chengchin? haix..Chengchin if ur leg still haven recovered yet plz go see doctor..if u need someone to accompany u , just tell mi , i will accompany even if that day is my N levels but of coz larhx my exams mux finish 1st den i accompany u on that day... ^^ Same to jie also !To everyone..Plz ar...I keep doing and seems hardworking is becoz i wan teacher to give us the 4hrs that is worth it..And i earn it by myself! I can sae firmly i deserve tis 4hrs and that's the truth! Although most of the ideas came from iman but i still help and do...Isn't? Wei qiang sae i 'act hardworking' Yeahx that's truth , i am a veri veri lazy person but that's doesn't mean i will let my laziness overwhelm me! i can choose to be lazy and i can choose to be hardworking as well...And in facts , we human have our own right to choose which one we wan urself to be...
* Remember to wear more clothes as the weather is darn cold these few days** Jie *Jie muz be reaili enjoy herself today! coz today is her last exam paper and also is her's frens birthday celebration .... Right jie? u so good sia...After today got 1 months plus holiday while me? HAve to suffer another 1 months plus..haix..Dunno if i can cope it or not...haix...Everyday i feels so worried abt my result my exams...Honesty i felt quite stress....Oh yeahx...i sae before i got somethings that cann't tell jie that time..Now i dun think I'm gg to sae le bahx..Coz i was so tired to recall things now...and let's just FORGET abt it! Is nothing actually , nothing importants..My flu keep on and off...But my illness is not worsen den chengchin and jie coz they both got headach , my jie especially got the worst headach and she dun eat! when she study! Hw can sia...Sorri chengchin if u also like her plz dun do that! Jie shows mi a 'Good' examples hor...Both of u all ..PLZ AR! Take GOOD care of urself! See i know hw to take care of myself so wad abt u two????????????????????? Dun make mi worried abt u two can? But lucky u all tell mi..If not i sure will burst into pieces if i find out! Coz, concern abt u all ma... ^^ * Both of u two (jie and chengchin) better have a good rest today! *
# i dunno when i will just finally collapse and go straight to the hell # # i was so tired and i feel hopeless and i just can't do anything to make myself better each day #
# i hate myself for such an irritating & disappointment person to everyone!#
# just leave mi to die can u? #
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7:03 PM
Tuesday, August 26, 2008I declared myself as 'Dead'
Math? Still able to do...history ?Die half-way ( half of the brain cells dead!)....The souce-based was like quite difficult dun even wad they wan...Essay? I jus bomb everything inside..lolTml is my chem and D&T ...WA...Stress again..haix...Mr shaiful sae before , if prelims didn't do better...dun think abt doing ur N level better...I agree to him as well, my english is dead..Hw am i gg to carry on like this? So i declare myself as " dead" (X_X)6 more days to N'levels!!Omg Omg Omg!! what should i do? hai.....Just give up can i?
-There's nothing left for me to sae...Besides negative things...-
-Just dump mi into darkness like wad ppl always does-
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1:57 PM
Monday, August 25, 2008Is getting brighter , can u see it?
Today math , i was able to cope still...But i just hate after math paper got ss/hist paper..Coz when ever after my math paper , my brain cells had dead most of it..So when taking ss/ hist paper i can't reaili think proper....(brain broke down)And yet tml is like that...Somemore is hist paper after math paper 2 !!!!! Paper 2 is much more difficult and which mean my brain cells will die even more!zzz...I can't imagine that!
Today Mr shaiful come our class den take us lor...Erm..my form teacher wrote Good luck on the board but mr shaiful come and ease it.. u know wad he wrote?
U all don't need luck! U all are already 'Lucky' !
lol....
Today, i keep seeing huiyi smile to mi! omg! 'Qi ji' had just happened today!hahax...However, i and huiyi found out that huiying had been 'Caring' too muchtowards Sw le...Haix..By giving too much comment... on it...Well, care and concern for sw is good but if too much = very bad...So yeahx...^^
-Chengchin-Is MIA ! CAlled her but she nv pick up phone..I dun even know what time her prelims end so hw to go find her??????????? Hello!! chengchin~~~~ Where are u!!!!How's ur leg le???? hw hw hw hw??? Ok le mar?? or???U ar...always mux update to me abt u...Coz we nowadays didn't see each other le..So dunno whether how's each other doing ...So is good that we always update each other abt ourself...^^HEAR THAT!! hahax...Somemore my N's level coming le...So even more wont been seeing u....Arh!!!!(Chengchin dun wan mi le >< sad ="(">
-Jie-
Jie also have to update abt u to me...but u even more worst compared to chengchin , know why?
Cause we are studying in two DIFFERENT sch! So u reaili reaili mux update mi abt u.... ^^
Jie mux sleep even though u have to study...at least slp for a few hours yue hao..
Is veri important that u should look after ur health !
Wad if u sick during exam hw? Touch wood~~~
So yeahx...Do take care ok?
Hehex...end le....
* wont be online ltr...Coz gt to study...^^ Anything just leave mi a msg! *
Good luck everyone~!Jia you ar...
*Miss yar lots , takecare ar*
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5:56 PM
Sunday, August 24, 2008bored bored bored is all i can sae..
Is cold and dark here...
can u feel it?
zzz...Prelims continues tml... haix..And i ? Nv reaili study these three days! I still go play games! omg! wad wrong wif mi?? I can't make it tis time...No i can't! can't! and just I can't!
1000times of sorry? 1000000xxxx Times of saying sorry ?
I dunno...is that's wad i can sae ?
9 more days to my N levels... Am i gg to give up this time?
-chengchin-
Hello! hahax....dun sae i nv talk to u in my post ar...hahax
So how's ur prelims?
Able to cope? as for mi? dying half way...lolx... I and huiyi getting better le...but there are some parts still... u know...haix... Why is these still happening now ar? Somemore my N jus round the corner? I really 'Xian mu' those ppl who dun have any friendship problems... Especially u chengchin, u wont have so much of problems with tis groups,maybe we are in different classes?Maybe i just not good enough to suit as her sisters?
U know why she dun wan to go down to canteen ever since ur prelims starts?She dun wan to show mi attitude when she goes down wif mi...When i know this , i do nothing abt it..I just can't do anything abt it! From the start till now...Numerous of things just keep happening.....I have no idea why is this happening! Is tis wad life's abt?Is tis a sistership should have it? But u also dun worri so much...i know everything will be over ...Is just the matter of times rite? =) *Everything just like a hard shell covering all the sadness and tears*
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4:26 PM
Saturday, August 23, 2008Terrible and Slacking days~
^On fri / thurs ^
OMG! I'm sick ! finally! eh! lolx... But sick at wrong timing le larhx...I'm having exam now lehx..Still fall sick! kns!U know wad...something called " coincidence!" I and huiyi on the way hm on thursday coz It's rain that day...so we walk in the rain! lolx..the rain quite small ^^" I very long nv sick le lehx" said huiyi"yea lor , mi also!" said me! Unfortunately i fall sick ytd! I tot i got fever ytd coz i felt cold at the same time my body feels hot...Last time i went to see doctor..He say " if u are feeling cold and u touch ur forehead is hot one which mean u having a fever " So ytd i was feeling veri cold and my forehead abit of hot bahx...zzz So i took thermometer and check..wow! only 37 degree nia...aiya nt having any fever!So i took panadol for cold ...i took 2 tablets straight so i will feel more effective if i took more...After that starting veri effective after that.. again! my flu come liao..I keep having dry cough! So yeahx...whole body feel so weak and no energy at all..So i go orh orh and rest... Oh that time was appearing offline bahx..den go jie tag board tag~~ lolx..hahaxActually i know larhx..she knows i got online on msn jus that i appearing offline..Well, i have my reason for that... so yeahx... jie offline le...den i also switch off my com and den go slp! Half-way sleeping , jie sms mi and ask mi abt something... so i wake up and sms...Sms send le..I fall aslp while waiting for her reply...Den i keep doing tis for many times...lolxfunniest things is that..my fren sms mi also...Den i replied le den i fall aslp again! I wake up and saw two msg! from my frens..He asked mi...did u recieve my msg? I was like har? I was sleeping! lolx..didn't realise that he actually msg mi....hahax...wake up again and called sw and andy to ask abt something...Den... replied jie le...went to slp again till she nv reply mi bahx...Whole day was like keep sleeping and sleeping! I tried to study my history...Is quite obviously that i have to memorize larhx... So i Tried to do so..But I CAN'T! haix...i can't even think properly...darn it! I felt terrible for whole day... and worst is i didn't study in the end! WTF! Ytd my fren was the only one who know I'm sick bahx..Coz i told him? lolx...Dun wan jie to worry abt mi ma..so nv tell her lor... ^^But my fren only know at night coz after so long den i told him hahax....He even stop mi from going to gym and anywhere today..but u know...I told sw le ma..I will go mean i will go~~ Normally i will go out even if i sick one...But if reaili veri sick, when i go out , u can see mi sleeping on bus or feel restless bahx... -Today- ( i recovered le !) =PEarly morning ard 10 go gym....Who is wif mi? sw, joel , hx , joel's sis , chist Was waiting for chist for almost 1hr outside the gym ... lolx but in the end we go in 1st...coz is darn long lor..I was late today!!! zzz.. ok erm.. i late nt becoz i overslp but was waiting for sw and joel to reply my msg ... lolxPoor Hx wait for us for so long! lolx...> sorry<after gym we go play basketball! lolx... Was darn fun and make mi sweat alot! While resting .. the sky start to rain le ... Do u know wad i do? I dash out of the shelter and sae " yay! Raining le ! " lolx...Den sw also follow mi...hahax...We sat on the rain...awhile only den continue playing basketball...After playing basketball, i actually wan to go find jie de...but scare i disturb her den didn't in the end...sw was asking why i have to go find jie? I sae coz " wants to chat wif her ma...."sw sae " wo ai lian wo jie? " I was like ' =.=""" , sae until like that...oh i was thinking... i go find jie mean i like her, den if i go talk to a guy always means i love him le larhx!? 'lolx...Oh , so we went to mac after playing basketball , 2.30 le, i have to go hm le...but before i go hm i go northpoint buy something...after that jiu go hm and online bahx...'I suppose to online only 1hr de!! Haix..dun feel like study now! Can i dun study? Can i just hackcare whether i got exam now or not? YOU CAN'T >> that's wad ppl will tell mi! I CAN'T & I CAN'T >> that's wad i will always tell myself! In studies , I can't do tis i can't do that.... I jus can't do wadever i like! (is always like that de)Yea study is good for mi in my future... blahblahblah..." i know i know , alright?" -.-There's so much things i wish to tell jie now! But i jus CAN"T ! I got to be CONSIDER FOR OTHERS! Okay..i like asking myself question and i jus ans it myself now! wow! power sia! I mux be crazy! Well, my ans is always wad i think ppl will sae and tell mi...So sometimes i dun nid to ask and i already know the ans... but sometimes i do wan ppl to tell mi even though i know it... Is reaili feels differently when other ppl tell u ... ( is true!)^^/ jie do u feel so sian whenever u read my post? Haix..i know i type alot, like essay, but i dun wish to kept everything myself , but that's wad i always does! Jie dun feel so stress...relax a bit! okay? / ^^
++ Smile is what u should do!++
=)
jie sorri that i can't tell u the reason right now is nt the right time for mi to do so...yesh , time will tell everything...But i reaili afraid of affecting ur mood especially now..coz u having exam...but i dun think i will tell u bahx...maybe by the right time is there, i have already choose to forget it?
I dunno....
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7:25 PM
Friday, August 22, 2008Not MINE DAY!
Day 2 (dying) Ytd was stuying bio half-way...I feel so restless and confidence seems to be lost...So suddenly tot of jie den jiu sms her lor...hahax...her six sense very accurate one...There's reaili things bothers mi ...but i dunno hw to sae also...Today i did badly for my bio..The paper was easy YET! I still make careless mistake ! Darn it! feel like killing myself now...I reaili dunno hw am i gg to do now... ><sorri jie i afraid i might disappoint u ...haiz..Today suppose to meet my fren and study yet they all...Ps mi in the end...hai...Don't wish to sae anything rite now...Bye~ -haix dunno if i should wait for jie or not...Coz my bio do until so badly ..hw to face her sia...haix... -
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11:04 AM
Thursday, August 21, 2008Day 1
Today english only one word can describe ' Horrible'Ytd accompany my sis..Kana cheated by her again! She went shopping after her dental...Once again! I study veri veri last min , early tis morning den i study...So yeahx...Ytd went hm ard 10 le... so veri tired and sleepy so yeahx...Den nv study lor...Paper 2, i did it veri horribly ... Funniest things is that i do passage A half-way i FALL ASLP!lolx....Wake up liao still fall aslp! zzzzzz....ok but dunno why suddenly i felt so awake! Maybe i keep forcing myself bahx...hahax...!After that still gt chinese remedial..Same thing i nearly fall aslp! zzzz....Darn tired u know...Nothing much today also....I reach hm ard 4p.m bahx..coz accompany huiyi to go for poa remedial den at the same time asked my fren to teach mi math..I tell u ar...Got teach = nv teach so yeahx...I mean like...He used different method till i like har? so yeahx...wadever ...I still can cope wif my math so yeahx ^^Tml ? Bio paper!!! gg to stuff all the things inside my brain ! Can't disappoint jie and teacher u know?? zzz...Stress! Nowadays my bio was like...Up and down! Is either i do veri good or did veri bad!Dunno wad happening to it! zzz.....Well, let's see hw many marks can i scored for tml! ( got confidence but no knowledge = nothing!= Die!= Disappointment le lor...=.= )Gg to sleep soon le...lolx! afternoon nap ~~~~ At night den study bahx....Hopefully i can memorise everything! I wan to get 45/50!!! but provided i can larhx...hahax.... ( dun tell mi is impossible coz in my dictionary there's no such word) ( everything is possible!) =)Left 10mins le...gg to offline liao..Gg to slp liao..hahax...Am i gg to make it for tml bio? zzzz... I have no idea! There are now better students who did better den mi le ><>
Dun care larhx...Do the paper 1st den say hahax...
Everyday kana shoot by them one..No idea wad had happen to them ...Always like to shoot mi...Den they see i nth to say they SMILE ! =.=
- Jia you!!!! ^^ - (apply to everyone)
Yay! today saw jie online le! finally! BUT ! It was called cheat! coz she nv offline even though is already 1 hr ltr! So jie is naught!!!!!!!! hahax!!! =p
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4:30 PM
Wednesday, August 20, 2008-Wow! Sian and scared-
Tml is my english prelim..Again i gg to study last min again.. Honestly i hate study last min too..zzzz But i jus can't study the days before...haix..
-D&T-
today teacher let us try out some papers...
He had said clearly , do on ur own!!
Starting , qi yi keep looking at my ans...
I was like wad the.. Nvm..
the next question also! getting fark up...
I look at him (attitude)He smile and ask mi " wad?"I told him tis " Can u STOP looking at my paper?Can u do it ur self or not? teacher sae we have to do it on our own leh"
Then just nice my teacher heard it .. and walk to us..and told qi yi "
u dun look at hers one.. u do it on ur own "then i continue doing lor...
I know i was mean to him but i hate that! is irritating! U know wad he do? he ease all his ans den just sleep!
Then i was like..."wad happen to him sia? Why can't he do it on his own?"
my teacher saw it and told the class... " i dun wan to receive any blank paper if nt go out and do"
Qi yi CRIED! Omg! can u imagine that? a guy leh..CRY!!?? for mi is quite common for mi to see him cry..Coz everytime small thing also cry ..So we called tis " attention seeker"
And is nt only i sae that , almost everyone who knows him also sae that..
So yeahx... So i provides him wif tissue and den also pen , keep asking him to write at least something on his paper and i take my textbook and lend him but he dun wan... i
n the end,He listen to mi bahx..Den write lor... (still KIDs??)
I asked him why he cried , he sae that is a cure to his flu...I was like..." SO FAKE!" lol...
-Jie-
I now understand hw u feels sia.. Don't be like mi bahx so straight forward hor...
Well, i hackcare him that time... So yeahx....Reaili fark up ! he see my ans so open lor..I look at him , he still see.. Actually he nv copy just wan to see wad i writing but he can ask de rite?
-School-
I these few days quite close wif my muti-racial groups bahx..
Two of them i quite close to is santina and musfirah...
They both is a very nice person...Both of them treat mi more den normal frens too!
I nv quarrel wif both of them before also...(tis year)
If u can see, there's quite number of differences between them both and huiyi they all...
Haix...Huiyi still angry wif me...Hw i know? She nv go to canteen these few days is because she dun wish to show attitude to me..well, zzzzz.. But today wif her after sch ...Nothing happen bahx...We did chat and i accidentally drop her calculator!!
Erm...Is reaili bu shi gu yi de >< I did apology but she sae nvm ...I know wad happen to huiying ytd le...
She was so sort of angry wif mi when i didn't eat wif her ytd instead i eat wif my muti-racial groups....
Den i explain to her that tis happen just a long long time...
Where i have the chance to eat wif them.... So yeahx...
Now peace! Only today i find out that i keep talking to AIR! Coz huiyi dun seems to be responding to me =( (I'm gg to use to it! )I wonder hw chengchin now...Nv see her in sch ...Anyway , i wish everyone who taking their exam or prelims to pass their exams wif flying colours! =)Ltr gg to orchard accompany my sis to see the dentist... Tired.... -Now , i online before jie did bahx..ytd is jie online 1st , now my turn! lolx...-
ℂ_There's Still Me_ℙ --Sorry,I'm Not xPerFecTx--
4:02 PM
Tuesday, August 19, 2008-Wad a long day-
left 1 more days to prelims!!!-Officially my prelims start at 21 august -Omg , dun ask mi have i studied or not..Cause i dunno whether izzit considered studied? Zzz..Tell u wad...i getting bored in english , hist, ss & mt...I just can't make myself so concentrate into studies...Darn it! I loves SCI n D&T ! Know why? coz i have confidence in that... well, i can't disappointed my other sub teachers as well, especially my form teacher..She has been telling many teachers that hw GOOD our class is and got so much hope on us and that... Well, i Will TRY my BEST! During bio lesson..Omg! I could never believe wad i heard during bio lesson today! Today mdm K gone through wif us the paper 6 . She gave each of everyone a question to write on the board today...So yeahx...When come to question 7(a) one of my frens wanted to do that question den tell mdm K abt it.. DO U ALL KNOW WAD HER REPLY?" No, let the EXPERT to do it! "I was like.."har? " "expert?" Who sia? I flip over to that question..OH that's a menstruation question ... So i was wondering who is so good abt tis topic..." chew ping, u will do question 7(a) "I was like .." har, am i the expert u talking abt? " " WTH! I'm nt expert!!!!!" omg..can u believe that? My reactions was like " =.=" , u still remember abt the thing ar.." Well, let mi sae it more clearer... Normally , my bio is fall on monday...So the day before is sun i went to jie house and study bio..I did MCQ about reproductive system thing ar...Den i clarify wif my jie abt the question which i dunno..The next day.. which is bio lesson...mdm K gave EXACTLY the same question and paper..Of coz i will scored better wad... From then on...Mdm K says that i am an expert in that, WHICH IS NT TRUE!Zzzz....So yeahx...However, in that question 7(a) i still got some questions wrong so yeahx...That's prove that i nt an expert on that particular topic... ^^[Today?]Erm... I have fun with u know my muti-racial groups...especially musf and santina...huiying seems to be angry wif mi for dunno wad reason... I keep calling her many times but she dun seems to be listening to me and i just stop her and asked.." what happen to u?" " if u are angry abt me , just say larhx!" "she sae "nothing " I was like are u sure? I dunno wad the hell wrong wif her! She jus don't wan to tell mi! what i do? She told mi that there is english remedial at 3p.m i was like " har...er...k" Then she see my expression like got something on .. Den she sae " If u are nv go is okay one..." Den i was like " did i sae i nt gg ? "After she sae liao just walk away...Like showing attitude to me lor... " i was like so blur lor.."Then santina was beside mi and ask mi " wad was gg on" I also blur blur...den i sae aiya nvm larhx..I go find miss chee now... Since she asked mi to find her den she go through my comp.. ^^Den i asked miss chee " today huiying xin qing bu hao shi ma? " she sae got mer? Then i told her reason why i feel that..So yeahx...Let mi share wif u some good news..Well, ytd mdm k didn't come den my D&T teacher come and relief us..So yeahx.. I asked him hw he thinks abt my journal and presentation board he sae that... He nv saw such a good one compared to last year.. I was like " really ar? " hahax...He say that my work is 9/10 ...lolx dunno if he saying the truth or not... He actually sae that my work and compared wif students now taking o level for D&T ...He say that the express should be doing wad i doing right now... Den my reply was" er... okay.." However, he sae that he had plan on how to improve some of the better students grades next year when they manage to go sec5 ... Den he sae that " i'm gg to teach u all to add more things to make ur work have a grade of 9/10 . Den he sae that if my now journal is 0 level one he will gave 6/10 (izzit good enough?) no hor? hhaax....nvm at least i did pass if i take 0level tis year...Hey that's all i gg to sae ..OMG! i used more than 1 hr... >.< To those who are taking their exam, prelim or wadever NOW! ....I would like to sae... JIA YOU ! ALL THE BEST ! GOOD LUCK !!!! Believe in yourself that u can make it! I'm sure all the hardwork do paiid off in the end!!
How i wish i can be someone who u all wish a frens should have....
ℂ_There's Still Me_ℙ --Sorry,I'm Not xPerFecTx--
6:59 PM
Sunday, August 17, 2008Independent ? Are u? Am I?
+Cip+9a.m-12.30p.mTaking the tin from sunplaza and den went to AMK just to let ppl donate..Coz AMK , got alot of ppl willing to donate bahx...and is my favourite place to ask ppl for donation..lolxI was doing fine during there, but SUDDENLY , dong wen sae wan come find me , i tot is ok wan! BUT IS NT! He keep blocking me! Ass-hole !Nvm, ask him go away dun wan..spoil my mood! After that send him to MRT le den i go to the nearby hilltop there and sit on one of the sits there...I took out one paper and write letter to jie , nt long ltr, i found out that, beside got mosq , den got ants got spider even! Omg! i took my things and went into one of the shelter over there...Is quite near the playground where i remember I,dongwen, huiyi always like to go to the playground and play de... (nt reaili play ba, but chit-chat all that)I sat at the shelter alone, listening to music and at the same time writing letter to jie..Looking at the scenery~~~ Quite boring, i have no one to chat to ..beside myself! but is okay lar..nt the 1st time liao..I used to go shopping alone, eat alone, play alone...So to me is good bahx..coz veri peaceful when alone at the same time veri boring....I wrote half-way , it start to rain le...heavier and heavier ...Then just nice got one small young gal and her maid is at the playground there...Den when is rain they come into the same shelter as mine...Then i keep looking at the small gal and she look at me also...I was smiling...den after that i continue writing the letter le....Gg to 12 plus le but lucky the rain has stopped So i have to go return the tin...So took MRT and go to sbw.Reach there liao...the person incharge tell mi that is until 3p.m den i sae "e....ok so which mean i have to continue lolx"She sae "good luck !"Dong wen asked mi to go hm and sleep in sms...Den i was like..har so troublesome , den lazy to reply him so didn't reply him ...hahaxI walk ard and then saw one new shop and see wah! only coz $2 so i go and try see if nice or not...After buy liao , no place for mi to sit so i packed and went to nearby blk and sat there eat....the food nt bad afterall...After that...I decided to ask ppl to donate money so i went to one edges and stood there and ask ...NT bad wor...They willing to donate but some ignore mi (><), some donate, sae dun wan, or give hint , some apology to me that he/her dun have change all that...DO U ALL KNOW WAD I SAW??? I sae one uncle come and donate without zipping his pants! Omg! Becoz he took his money out from his pocket and coincidence i saw ma..Nt i prevert ar...=.=But lucky i didn't see wad i should have see... so yeahx...^^After 1-2 hrs of asking and standingIs time for mi to return bak the tin le..Well, 1st time the tin is so heavy! lolx.... I see other ppl tin is like so light lor..mux be slacking alot...+After CIP!+I went to woodlands after that, gg to buy chengchin present! Keep searching for the box all that...lolxBuy le...Left ard $2 lolx....No money to eat for dinner liao...(><)Went to the bus-inter-changeSuddenly realised that i dunno wad bus to take to jie house...Thinking of calling jie and asked but nvm larhx...ltr disturb her jiu bu hao le...I see the direction board and check for 969 ( i remember tis number only, coz i always sae 696) -.- Always sae opp one...Den jie and huiying that time keep laughing at me ...(=.="")Den i see the route for 969 ..WAH! tis bus go to tamp ar...omg! ltr i go until there hw?Nvm lor..Try my luck bahx...Den i tell myself " let's pray that i drop at the correct stop and wont go to tamp!" Hahax..lucky i did drop at the correct stop...(phew)Go to jie house...I didn't expect her to be at hm one...But dunno why she was waiting for me at the door (-.-)" I was like hw she know I coming sia! Unless she go read my blog but dun have lehx..." in the end she told mi that she saw me walking to her blk..I was like ..."wad the..." So okay lor...Come into her house and chit-chat till 7p.m wow...lolxAfter that i took bus to chengchin house and gave her present! See so good rite! hahax...When she told us that she only got two present for her birthday i was like...So guilty lor..So no matter wad i have to give her present ! ^^ Well, tat present nv intend the rest to pay..As i know they all gg to broke le..so yeahx..Mi myself too , broke now le..But yet! I still have to buy bahx..no matters wad...I dun mind, i didn't eat or wad..just to buy for my close one...^^After that was quite late le bahx..so go meet my mum and go hm le...Reaching hm was like Half-dead! Doing CIP for 6hrs plus go here and there....My ez-links card gg to finish le...From $5plus(if nt i wrong) now $1+ wow..Quite fast jiu finish le hor...hahax...^Jie^I once heard tis before " there is no such things as the jie MUX do tis or that for mei de" There's nothing called 'yi gai' or 'dan ran' for sibling...(tell u a secret, mi myself also sae that is a mux lolx~)However,i shouldn't take u as granted! So yeahx...^^Sorry jie, i can't promise u or repaying u bak why doing my studies well, I very afraid that I will fail u in the end! >< style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">Jie better dun post my photo ar!!!!! And is cannot post! When u get my pic sia? Zzz..zZzz**From today onwards**I gg to online /use the com for 1 hrs nia..Coz , i found out that i keep using com for too long like 3-8 hours? Which nelect my studies le..So i got to stop that and restrict myself. Is either I eat, slp, watch tv or studies other then that no! lolx..Gg to miss talking to my JIE and FRENS. ><>
That's end for today's post!!!! Have a nice day everyone!!! Smile always !! =)
ℂ_There's Still Me_ℙ --Sorry,I'm Not xPerFecTx--
4:17 PM
Friday, August 15, 2008Mood Up & Down~~
Wow! my blog gg to become MONKEY blog ...Hahax..Full of monkey hor?
Too bad ar.. I like monkey alot lolx...hahax...
Take a good look at >>> Side of the blog! Got a box hor??Don't u find my blog so neat and better now?
Thanks to my sister, Cheng Chin ! (a HTML pro) ^^( wei, cannot ask her to help u all ar..unless i ask one, coz she ONLY can help me! hahax! No time for u all! Hor chengchin?)
hahax....
Today went to jie house...
Hahax! Jie actually wants to trick mi rite? by putting money inside the letter! lolx!
Too bad i knew it! Why i so clever ar? hahax...
Jie, i won again!! hahax...
Jie hor veri cute sia..keep using all kinds of method to trick mi and then stuff money inside somewhere ar...But hor, aiya i still will know one....^^
(I was abt to sae 'jia you , u will succeed one day one') >> Tot abt it again better dun sae that, if nt she will do it again!
><>
JIE!!! How could i break my promise u tell mi!!! haahax...Dun misunderstood i not blaming u...^^ Don't worry i still will do finish at least before 12 tml(no cannot tml got CIP so the most finish before 7a.m)! okay? At least i did do rite? ^-^
Tml gg ur house and put a letter outside ur house.. dun think u will at hm bahx..so yeahx...
ZzzZzz, i became more noisy at my jie house le, I talks alot ar...
Is tis good? huh? Maybe?Maybe not?
Jie thanks so much for ur helped, Care, for being my god sis!! U teach me , advice me, guild me , be my listening ears , and many more!
*I'm sorry i can't help u much in ur studies or any areas (><) but i do hope that in future i do can help u in some ways! =P*
I hope that our sistership will everlasting!
Tml still got CIP! zzz...Going on my own, my frens nt coming bahx..but i will go coz i wan to earn more CIP! Hoping to get a A2 for my CCA points! After that maybe gg to buy stuff 4 my xxxx and go jie house and give her the letter bahx....Go home and slp! lolx, No cannot maybe go return my story book 1st...Then go hm sleep liao, go study wont be online on msn recently coz , i will stick to com very long den cannot study liao...Sorri jie! I can't msn u le ><>
*Tis apply to my dearest sister as well*
Erm, u all mux be thinking hw come i got so many ' sisters' rite?
Aiya actually nt alot larhx..so far got 3/4?
Who?
Sisters--> Jie, chengchin, huiyi, maybe sw?
Always hang out wif ?
Huiying, li jun *inculding my sisters*
A muti-Racial group
Musfirah, ashy, santina, shob
See, so is consider very few liao....^-^
Honesty, i reaili feel veri fortunate, lucky , happy to get to know jie , maybe that's called fate? hahax...I didn't know that i can trust a person so much again especially some one who is older den me(2years)Someone who i can relie on , Someone who helped/care/guild me , Someone who deserve my trust! Someone who is always there for me when i nid help!
However i do wants to make tis thing clear ! jie, cc, hy or anyone who i think that deserve mi to love,care, help ,or wadever are VERY IMPORTANT TO ME! (maybe sometimes my actions does nt seems to be, but in my heart u all will always be veri important to me!)
-Is my pleasure to help u all!!! ^^ -
-Parts of the songs I like-
- 我的不安
那么沉重
只有你不懂 - 是我想太多
你总这样说但你却没有真的心疼我
是我想太多我也这样说
这是唯一能安慰我的理由oh... - 默默低头 那时我很多
话哽在喉咙 - 请原谅我 原谅我不成熟,你的寂寞就给我承受
换你过更好的生活
爱过恨过哭过也笑过,其实我比谁都要懦弱
Negative of me!
Ytd i was veri angry wif myself, i ask myself why is tis all happening rite now?
Why do my attitude likes tis?
Why i always got most of the faults from other ppl?
Why i did tis and that?
Why my study become like tis?
I zi bao zi qi (u know)
Well, i think tis i nv tell jie bahx..coz , i also dunno why, just that i feel that i always got alot of things to sae.. which i have to stop doing now...Well, i writing tis on my blog , coz i jus wan to brust out everything. Jie these few days have been my listening ears , so i dun wish to sae too much , u know is bored to heard mi sae all the unhappy stuff...
Don't worry, i always have stuff to throw my anger on...But i nt gg to sae hw i do that..just that i will find a way..Maybe doing silly stuff?Sleeping? lolx...
Just now bathing, i was thinking izzit feeling tired is my reason why I seems to show attitude at jie ytd?There's better ans now, which is I was feeling veri down & tired haha, just that i didn't show out too much....Jie dun worry too much abt me..I'm alright! No matter hw sad i am, hw angry i am to myself, I WONT FORGET TO SMILE! =)
Do u all know that is very important to smile? So start practicing to SMILE! =)
-Pingz-
Lots of thoughts went through my mind~~
ℂ_There's Still Me_ℙ --Sorry,I'm Not xPerFecTx--
10:05 PM
Wednesday, August 13, 2008忍一时，风平浪景，退一步，海过天空
Guys u all know wad? I and huiyi getting better le!! hahax!!!
Finally No cold war! But hor sometimes abit abit nia...But at least is better now...
^^
忍一时，风平浪景，退一步，海过天空 >> this phrase sound right for me! And it really works!
-D&T-Ytd was the last day for my D&T journal which mean to say i have to hand in for marking and the marks will be included in 'N"level...(wow)
Ytd in D&T room, one of my fren ask mi"Normally u do faster than other ppl one..Why today so slow?" Honestly i have nothing to sae(ps) ...
I keep rushing my work..
Don't understand why, last min liao still got ppl asking mi hw to do (-.-) den dun have tis and that den lend for mi (-.-) I dun mind helping ppl but I'm rushing ~~~ so yeahx...in the end i still help..but some i ask them go ask others! Coz i reaili dun have time left liao...So sorry~~
Mr yeo sae by 5 have to finish!!!!!! OMG! dun enough time! darn it!
Then nvm ... Mr yeo excuse some of us especially i and wen qiang lolx...coz we two still got alot more (>.<) Wen qiang come and sit wif me...Then he see me like so rush and frustrated then he sae " Relax larhx..be like me , still can joke and slowly do..." Then i was like -.- " Becoz I'm like u always, see now i can't finish!"Then he also got make some joke to let mi relax..lolx! hahax... After 5plus, we reaili have to hand in le...So yea i did hand in although i still left some...=) -Ytd & today- After D&T i went hm straight wa...Almost dead! lolx...Veri tired recently ,went hm and online liao..Waiting for jie to online..^^, den saw sw also got online and knew that she was sick so yeahx...I was so SHOCKED! when she told me she studied for whole day! wow!! Very good ar...hahax...Today i told "someone" that sw actually studied for whole day ytd, although is only study for Geo but to me...She gt study is consider veri good liao...Den told that "someone" , both replied like shooting mi bak! lolx! All e negative things come out! Sae like studied one sub nia...Wad abt other sub? Then lots of negative question shoot at me..I was like! Wad the... In my mind i feel that... Sw did the right thing! And to me this is the 1st step to SUCCESS ! Jia you SW! ^^ Now den i know one day study one subject = SIAO (-.-) Ok to me ... One day study one sub can one...Nt siao....lolx ^^ Let count down! 6.....7......8.......nearly 9......ZzzZzzzZzzz >> I fell aslp ytd! lolx...Waiting for jie to online till fell aslp liao...hahax...Wa lucky ytd night jie nv online if nt dunno she will wait for mi till wad time...
Today i fell aslp in Math, Ss , D&T lesson (Z.z)I have no idea why i was so tired today! Which i have slp more than 9hours YTD! Can u believe that? Haix, I did badly for Ss, chinese quite constant..But is not any better AT ALL!
I very scare that i can't make it!! Hw ar? >< style="font-weight: bold;">Time is Running out yet, i still can online and blog and chit-chat , relax...Darn it! Why am i behaving like tis at this time! Can someone
just slap me , push mi & bang the wall or punch me or something? I just can't stand myself anymore!
These few days been behaving very crazy and annoying to ppl ...Sorry , I do that is because I'm happy and I'm not thinking of any unhappy stuff.
(Hey so does that mean , If u nt behaving like that means u are thinking of unhappy stuff?)
Huh? Actually depends lar! Hahax.... Anyway to be happy and positive are very important to everyone and i wan it to remain in myself forever....
**So guys do stay happy and be positive '**换个角度，你就不会那麽痛苦'(Chinese version)试着学习用正面的态度去看待挫折和困难，你将会发现，原来你的不如意并没有想像中那么多。(Englist version)Actually in reality ppl always use a negative side to look at ppl or other things , Tis has caused alot of troubles, problems to the others as well as ownself. Therefore, we should use different type of way to look at things, be it whether is problems or in difficult situation. U will soon find out that actually things don't seems to be bad/difficult/worse as wad u can imagine. Remember always use a 'Smile' and postive to face problems! =)
你……好久没见到你了……
我都没有发现，
变漂亮了……
%$@>*&__*%@
>>........<<
你直接说你弄坏就可以呀
--WAiting in progress for someone to..online..^^--
ℂ_There's Still Me_ℙ --Sorry,I'm Not xPerFecTx--
6:03 PM
Monday, August 11, 2008Happy or Sad? Doesn't matter!
-Celebration of Chengchin b'day!-huh?It was fun , u know...Well, I did enjoyed myself over all..
I hope those who got go do enjoy as well, HOWEVER! There's part of it i was like pissed off and the mood was spoil by someone who is particular had a place in my heart...
The person is unknown, but i think most of u all can guess it...
Celebration
Who make it successful?Hx and joel!VIP?Chengchin!-Facts-I know that wadever i do, u are nt happy abt it
I know that wadever i sae, u will find something to shoot bak to me
I know u wont even care for me right now..
I know things jus don't seems right between us
I know u didn't reply/sms me coz of the same reason.
I know no matter hw many step i move bak , is still useless.
-I jus want u to know-I willing to
'bowed' down to u and sae
sorry abt things which i dun think I'm wrong/ things which i dun even know why u are angry of!
I'm sad and pissed off when u shoot mi bak which is jus a small thing and which is something u think u correct.
Think abt it! think abt tis friendship/sistership! 3plus years down the road of friendship/sistership is never easy... everyones have to grown up! in terms of thinking...Can't always because of small things angry abt it...learn to give and take!
I now moving bakwards but i might nt been doing that in future ,there's mux be a limit for me! Is very unfair to me...u know?
I keep asking myself ! why why why? Everyone just pissed off of me? Even the close one are doing that...Something which i have done wrong!That something! that something! But wad's the things? I dunno...@@
Why i'm saying all these in my blog? 1st, i dun expect u to come and see hw angry and pissed off i felt and make everything worsen, i realise wad u have do which i think is nt veri good.I'm nt someone who everyones likes, ppl do hate me for doing things, but i dun care! I dun care wad unimportant ppl think abt me...But i do CARE for those ppl who are important to me!
-Important ppl-
I can't sae that , oh is nt important, aiya dun care larhx...wan angry , angry lor, i dun give a fking darn of it.Is none of my business...
NO! I can't sae that! I'm trying my best to amend things!Trying my best, hw am i gg to solve the problems. But seems like I'm failed to make it success now...
-Tosomeone-If xx sae like that..told us before..so be it! just took it as I'm forgot! I take the blame den, maybe xx reaili sae that, just that i forgot? xx is right and I'm wrong! Can?
If u ask me why i think i'm wrong..wad i can sae is...Maybe is nt xx fault , faults lie on me...
After wad i have did, I was still sentence to DEATH! Haix...I reaili dunno wad to do next...(No worries)
-Guys!-I know some of them reaili care and worry abt me...
BUT!
I'm alright man! hahax....
Reaili! Don't worry I wont forgot to smile and stay positive one! hahax....
I jus will feel sad when talks abt xx things..so yeahx...But overall I'm happy and still holding on to positive thinking..Cause
I HAVE U ALL BY MY SIDE! ^^
-Jie-Hahax! Tot u angry wif me..u know..but i was quite relieve when u sae u are nt...
I hope tis ans is true and i do trust u..so yeahx...
Maybe i have think too much? Well, Fullstop to it! Not gg to think abt are u angry wif me or not!
Coz I already got ur ans!^^
Jie erm..sorri again!(my 4th or 5th apology today)I should have gave the comment that u put the guy picture..that he look ugrly or wad...I should respect ur decision...Somemore that guy is ur favourite person YET i gave such comment! If is other ppl would have scolded me by saying that..but u didn't ... u actually change the dp! omg! i feel so
guilty lor...>.<
Sorri!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!HuH? btw u all know who is my jie i refering to ma? hahax! clueless abt it? Nvm larhx..u all guess lor..hehex...Maybe when u all know u all will shock? lolx!
Wow! i got two things to trouble by...xx and studies! omg! stressed! can u all see my white hair is appearing on my hair? hahax!
-sw-U ar...dun say that i keep telling myself to keep positive hor! Coz I dun tell myself... I jus remain it as positive coz I'm positive! ^^I'm nt like the past anymore! The one who only knows hw to run away from problems, the one who been engulf by sadness ... the one who u think is..So yea!
Okay larhx, i stop here le...been yawning since jus now so yea got to go orh orh liao...Gd morning everyone by the way..coz is 2plus in the morning rite now! hahax...I better go eat something now feeling hungry hahax!!!
-End-
Pingz
(happy + sad= neutralization!) =) + =( --> =]
ℂ_There's Still Me_ℙ --Sorry,I'm Not xPerFecTx--
2:26 AM
The dark sides is getting nearer,
Shh...
Math? 
^On fri / thurs ^
Day 2 (dying) 
Life is so bored