I don't care what life will be in future!_____I jus wanna to hold u TIGHT close to me!_____


Sunday, May 31, 2009
Kill me Plz!

Wow.. it been a long time ever since the last i post..
Well, Time and time is testing me every sec from now,
but it jus can't stop the time from going...
O level chinese just drawn nearer and nearer...
I gg to see the end soon.. but i can't stop walking towards it..
Cause the time jus can't stop..

getting my result le..
So wad!?
Is jus sux to e core!
Dun compared me and u,
Perhaps in many ways u did badly den me!?
SO!?
I and u are different!
Stop comparing! , u can stand up again and now u made it..
And now i jus bak to square one again..
I...
Almost forgotten how to stand up again ,
Almost forgotten why i am here for,
Almost forgotten those hopes i had from others...
But
I'm so glad tat I am able to stand up again..
Having u by my side!
=D
I know the ahead road for me , it is going to be rough , tough, hard..
but everything had made it possible wif u ard..

If u ask me ,
I'm so dependent on u now,
in the future hw?
I could sae ,
i will walk one step at a time bah..
I reaili dunno hw long we could last..
How long~
But i jus hope it will last eternity.
I duno wad to write next le..
Jus feel so tired...
and..
My chinese still dunno hw lar..
zzzzzzzzz
Most of the things jus come at wrong time!
Darn it!!!
haix...

<=C=>monkey<=P=>
Close my eye & feel ur presence
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3:06 AM




Tuesday, May 19, 2009
Smile even if everything turn out bad~

Last paper le..
TMl yea?? YESH TML!!!

Huh? omg! Chem is easier den Bio >.<
why sia!!??
aiyo..
I dun wan lar.. I wanna bio better den chem =D (cheers)
But haix... aiyo~~ lolx~~ nvm.. nvm..
2day chem some i also dunno hw to do?
So wad i do is.. Anyhw bomb ans lor.. lolx!!
MYE nt my day~~ zzz...
Nvm..wait nia.. Okay? haix.. I'm trying to be good~~
=D dun wanna jie worri abt me..
Although i did tat when MYE gg end le.. But still never too late!!
Hor jie?? hehhex...
360degree changed? possible?
lolz..

hahahaz...

After my paper..
Went to makan wif ah j , poh , shuning.. hehex...
Like usual , we chat and laugh.. lolz~!!
Reaili darn.. hahaz.. PS lar.. when ah J laugh so loud.. hahaz!!
After that went to AMK wif poh & ning..
We even planned to walk to there sia!! (crazy! ) hahaz...
Cool man! never try before.. hahaz!!
But still in e end we go there by bus.. lolz!!
On e way to northpoint..
We go to mama shop and buy ice-cream.. on the way there
I kana shocked by poh & ning sia..
i tot wad.. chey is a black cat!! hahahaz...
poh tot is a black cloth ..hahahz....
Den we all jump up!!
I was shocked by them.. cannot blame me!! hahaz....

On the bus~
Listening to song in the bus..
Missing jie sia.. 3days never meet leh!!
lolz.. NVM .. TML!!! wahaha..

Reached AMK , we slack ard.. hahaz...
Feel so hungry ..so we went to makan~~!!
hahaz..
Den continue slacking....
Den we went to mac there chat .. lolx!!
OMG!! another liner!! eee.e......
SUPER GAY LAr!!! Wearing hairband.. a GUY lehx.. wah piang~!
100% is GAY! lolx.. hahaz..
Den we talk abt birthday celebration.. hahaz..
lol..Den talk a lot of different things...
Then jiu..
go buy my drinks le.. hahaz!!
Den continue shopping... den jiu go hm le..
hahaz...


At the bus interchange..
I and poh tagger to poke shu ning!
lolz..
The funniest is..
When shu ning stand up the rest of the ppl behind all stand up sia!!
they tot the bus come liao~~
den i and poh there keep laughing!! hhahaa.z.
Actually shu ning stand up coz she can't stand the itchness when we poke her!!
hahaz
We are so good man!! hahaz...
Den I told shu ning.. Dun stand up lehx.. ltr they tot the bus come out...
hahahx!! den when she sit bak.. We poke her again!! lolx...
I pity u sia.. shu ning!! wahahah!!
Den while playing.. got two auntie stand in front of us.. to wait for bus 166
den they ask us.. Eh? the bus jus gone ar?
Den i sae ya? hahaz..
den the person ask " wad sch u all from ar? "
den poh sae " northland"
Den she ask .. " primary sch ar?"
DEn i keep laughing deep inside!!
I was thinking of shooting her bak " do we look like we are pri sch students?" lolx!!!
Den the another aunite asked " JC ar" ?
i burst into laugher!! DARN FUNNY LAR!!
hahahahaz....
Den we sae no lar... is secondary sch...
Den she sae " ehx?! Why never ask the bus driver to wait for us?? "
Den i hesitate awhile..
Den someone sae " cause u never told us to book for u"
Den i sae " er.. next time i book for u two ok? " hahahax!!
Den they all start to laugh liao..after tat conversation ended!! lolx!!

I fall aslp while in the bus.. lolz!
Veri tired ar.. .hahaz.. i still dun wan to go down of the bus sia..
Lazy to go down but in the end still go down.. hahaz...

Reached hm.. slack ard.. zzzzz

Few more hours....
I can meet jie le~~!!! wahhahaa..

==> Monkey<==

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7:06 PM




Monday, May 18, 2009
OMG!!!! DUN SLACK LE!~~

= 18 days 09=

YO everyone.... huh? left two more paper~~!!! woohX~
Wah the paper hor.. aiyo.. Like to be opposite to me sia!
Wadever I studied never come out. .wow!! Nice one~!
Wadever hor!
u like to be opposite from me.. Nevermind lor..
So be it.. I accept the stupid fate I'd ...
Confirm meant to make mi fail de ma.. Wad can i do also?
the most.. i will more buckle up my studies bahx.. =D

Haix.. Been making jie worried abt my studies..
How i wish i could jus stop it..
Why sia!? Lazy and stupid me!!!!! ><
Today Got history paper..
Wow! nice one.. Cold war nv come out in the essay yet i studied that one..
zzz.. Nvm lar.. aiyo...
So do source-based lor..
Wah! source-based so many things to write den i leave out one whole essay 13marks lehx..
wah piang..~~~~ Super~~ zzz....
Cannot liao.. Cannot like tis happened again!! if nt i'm gg to kill myself!!! arh!!
I know wad to write lehx.. WAH!!
although i nv studied that chapt.. but still
those facts still inside my mind.. =D

Hist paper end le..
Next is DnT ..
Anyone can tell mi why the paper start so late sia!!
late for half an hr wor!!
i still can listen to my mp4 while waiting.. hahax!
Den is like all teacher came le.. But like no HOD lehx
den no one can conduct the exam~ wah! nice one ar...
Den ah J still jio everyone in the class to go for an celebration on wed.. lolz!
Seoul garden again.. lalalaZ~
I can't go jiu can't go bahz... U are slow lar.. I already gt booked liao.. hahaaz..
DnT paper start le.. eh! i still can do the 1st part of the paper..
yet hor.. Tis time round cannot choose question sia!
eh.. Mrs lim why ar??? ??????!????
i dun wanna to do the physic thing lar.. i also nt physic ppl... zzzz
Den in the end i whole question dunno hw to do... lolzx!!
20marks GONE! Plx Smile~~!!! =D
Den i still got half an hr left dunno wad to do..
So i slp lor.. can't slp at 1st de.. but i force myself to slp.. coz i dunno wad to do..!!
Den ms low wake me up~~ @@
ask mi dun slp.. go check the paper.. den i sae i dun even know to do also.. sian~~

After e paper..
Went to eat wif poh...
den start raining again.. lolz.. hahaz.. I love raining day! =D

After went hm to watch Love matters actually wanna online one.. but i wanna watch tat 1s.t..
After watching.. Feel nothing to do and lazy so went to slp...
I become pig le lar.. keep slping one.. hahahz!!

Aiyo.. I slack = u slack~~!!
How can sia!!??
Nvm, We shall jia you tgt okay!!??
Sometimes I'm thinking bak..where the past hardworking mi sia!!!???
MY motivation keep on and off..
But suddenly today i feel so motivated sia!!
Think is becoz of u bahx...!! hahaz... =D
Although.. true lar i didn't do quite well. but still i never gives up!
I'm gg to face it by smiling ~! =D
Perhaps i can't reaili score well. but at least.. let mi pass!! =D den i happy le.. hahaz..



==> Let's Jia you tgt<==
Two more to go!
--Monkey--


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6:04 PM




Thursday, May 14, 2009
InsanE~~~

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Omg~ why the emtional so small sia~~?? zzz
lolxl. Now i was darn bored.. but Gg out soon le..
hahaz.. Go out study lor..Sian~~
TML bio sia.. Abit scare scare.. OMG!?
i now den feel scare sia.. sizn~~
the rest of the paper die liao..
wadever... veri tired sia..
Aiya..sure tis time round die liao..
Confirm gt a lot of ppl will scold and be disappointed on me de sia..
wah~~
where can i hide?
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haix haix haix... Sian~~
omg~ i keep sign sia.. wah piang...
Getting pissed off soon~~
Math paper lar.. Driving me crazy~
I crack my stupid brain jus for those question and best thing is..
I leave out one whole question~~
totally like dunno hw to do lar..
Thanks to me lor.. During class keep slping. .now suffer liao.. haiz..
Poor me.. Who gg to pity me??
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All i know is enjoy.. slp and play..lolz~
hahaz..glad that i know rite? yea lar.. Been slacking till now..
Mid-year sia~~ and yet.. haiz..
Wadever lor~ I feel so.. arh~~~~!!!!

Nowadays keep gg for study wif bread they all..
Funny lar..
Ytd we go woodland library and study den..
Keep looking for table..
Bo bian till share wif one guy.. den the person DARN NICE lar...
Give up the whole table jus for us~~ FEEL SO PS & thankful~~
hahaz..
Den the whole library was like so QUIET~!
omg!!
Can't reaili take it.. as I'm so tired and slply..
Yet i cannot slp thx to bread.. ><
She dun allow mi to slp~~~
Den suddenly poh .. type in the phone..
sae go somewhere lehx.. hahaz.. too quiet liao..
den i keep saying i wanna go buy drinks~~
until they feel irritated sia~~ wahhaha!!
aiya.. I SUPER THIRTY MA !
Den after 15mins ONLY den we go out liao.. lolz!!
so pathetic lar...
jus sit here for 15mins den go off liao..
CUTE sia we all~~ hahahz
then after that we took bus to poh house..lolz
on the way there i slp at bread shoulder.. can't take it sia..
Headache..
Den reached there liao.. i hao liao.. =D
I keep slacking..Den suddenly SHIT man~
three ppl sae me~ wow~~ lolz..
Cause i keep slacking ma.. hahz..
After that jiu went hm le..

hehex.. meetin jie like..alternative days..
I wonder if she gt notice that mar..
lolz.. I like so gu yi sia.. lolz..

today also went to study.. wif poh & ning..
wah! si bread.. PS US!!
u li hai hor.. slp slp slp..
dunno who keep saying me. .den herself also slp~~
lalalaz...
heard that the POA paper is quite difficult wor..
lolz~~
today i told poh..if one day u nv see mi at hall slp is a miracle!! hahaz..
I confirm will slp one~~ too tired ar..
hehex..
Today also keep wanted to slp.. Den the stupid malay female teacher walk pass..
I darn dun like her..
From her looks~~ so.. zzzzz...
lolz.. Den we talked abt math stuff..
den head to study le..
TML study again...lolz~~


Meet jie jus now..
er..
hehex..lucky everything alright now..
if not i sure DEAD~~ =D
I sae le..
I will nt let u go again`~ never~~
=D
-Monkey-
Holding on~
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12:06 PM




Sunday, May 10, 2009
Is Tis a punishment?

= - 10 May 09- =

Wow.. Today wake up like several times.. But i jus wanna to keep slping...
And slping.. Cause like that will give mi more energy i guess?
But in the end.. I wake up cause it's too cold..
I on my air-con till 1plus p.m today!!
hahahaz.. Plz sae pro!! lolx!!
When i wake up den i know it's so late liao...
I think i slp too much le.. Now having a slightly headache. .But dun worri ok!? =D
i know hw to take care of myself de..
So after I eat , watched tv awhile.. and now online and blogging..
Now i got blocked nose and flu.. lolz!! wow..
REaili sia.. we going through the same thing.. jus the mattered of time..
hahax.. But i do enjoyed it. .No matter how bad it is..
Because we are going through tgt~

So yea... Dunno wad to do for today. .haiz
perhaps do hw bahx..
Nono.. Study 1st..
Cause hw dun have to hand in next week!
lolx..
Yup a day..
Without sms, msn , calls , meets...
Stop all the contacts.. for jus one day.. haiz...
nvm.. Awaiting for tml!!! hahaa.z.WAH!
After tml.. 10days ltr den can meet.. hw can!!
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Haix.. Haix.. Haix...
Er.. Will be going out at nite..
Mothers days!! hahaz..
lolz. .so will be going for a dinner bahx.. Guess today super crowded..
zzzzzz...
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Why dun have sister's day sia~~~ zzz
Nevermind i created one..
Which is the day we become sister!! hahaaz...
=]


Some songs to share...
Enjoyed...~~ =D






-monkey -
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2:52 PM




Saturday, May 9, 2009
sorri.. i jus can't stop it from coming~
Ups and downs..
High and low...
Happy and sad..
I been facing it every single day..
Perhaps that's make my life balance?
But once u step in my everyday..
U seems to make it more..better?
hahaz..

-9 may 09-
Opps!! I'm overslept for my morning jogging!! arh!!
zzzz..
Nvm...
Sorri kng wor.. let u jog alone tis morning.. >.<
was chatting almost the whole day wif jie..lolz
of coz i do , do other stuff =D
den went out for basketball and was like wow..
So tired lor.. but i only play awhile? lolz.. So pathetic lar.. zzz
Den went to makan.. Was hungry till.. no energy? hahaz...
den went bak here and chit-chat and do many things..
Sian one day jus gone like tat.. haiz...
Nvm... i believed tml will be a better day rite? =]
missing jie lots..~~ Photobucket

PS: Slowly.. i will leave u...I'm sure.. u will feel much more happier without me..
-8 may 09-

lolx.. as usual wake up and head to sch,,
Can't wait to go shopping wif her in the afternoon..
Cause is like long time we didn't meet up le..
Miss her a lot!! lolx..
Reached sch--
lolx!! Omg!
i slept in the examination hall! nice one ar..
Den in the end rush and there.. jus to get it done..
Best of all.. I wrote out of point..sian!!
Nvm..
Suddenly.. ms low.. put two certificate on my table..
I was like " o.O?"
weird....
hahazz....But that's motivates me!! to do better?
but i already finished soon le lehx.. =="
But i was kinda shocked to receive that?? cause i been slacking all day long?
yet i managed to get that? hahaz..
Two certificate for D&T and Combined Sci~~ =D
hehex.. Den sms jie abt it.. lolx!!!
After that went for bio extra lesson..den jiu go hm le...

hahaz...
Best part below!!

So after prepared hao le...Rest awhile..
Head to YCK..
Meet my frens other there..
Give them a SURPRISE!! wahaha...
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den I was like..hahahah!!!

So darn happy to see u!! hahaz..
It seems to be a long time ever since we last meet..=D
hahax..Had a great fun wif u all...Definitely..especially u~~
=D
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Aiya..didn't managed to u know..treat u all..It's so pity...
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so yea lor...
Never mind next time bahx.. Gt chance de.. =D
After walking and shop.. AS usual?
haha... send one of my fren to work..den jiu go shop ard..
Den jiu head to yishun le...

Went to jie house and give her a surprise!
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lolx....hahahx..!!
aiya..dun worri i didn't brk her promise..haahz..
I got my own ways..=D
hahax.. I'm so lovable rite?l;olz!!! yea i also think so..
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Den we help each other rub our blueblack..
WAh!! Poor us ar.. hahahz..
Reaili miss yar a lot~~
is like wow!! 2weeks plus cannot meet?
that's insane? Becoz I'm gg to?
hahaz...
after that.. i go hm le..
So dun bear.. but still...
>.<
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8:22 PM




Thursday, May 7, 2009
Plz....Let's our bright sides.. Covered the dark clouds!
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-7 May 09-

As usual..
Went to sch.. listen to song ... and slp..
lolz..
Plz.. dun question me.. Why i keep slping..
Cause i simply had no control over it ?
as usual.. he send me to sch,.. lolz..
is like everyday meeting him? arh!! i wanna to meet jie~~ ><><> Feel like wanna to cry liao lar..
haix..
Plz tell me.. Where i go wrong can? I been trying to fulfill u , but seems like..
Is getting harder.. Too demands been make? How can i be so pathetic?
Reaili veri down tat time..
I starting to lose my emotional sooner or ltr.....
But it was ur msg.. that keep me.. U know..
Feels ups again? =D

After that we all went out of sch le bahx..
Thanks ms low!! For ur motivation.. and moral supports..
hahz... =D
I wonder if i could find another u.. in e future?
Went to meet him..
After that brought mashed potato , biscuits and potato chips went hm le..

I could no longer go forward for my studies..
Wad can i do?
i reaili dunno.... My hearts keep telling me.. to be good to it?
Plz.. Forgive me .. I jus simply can't help for my studies..

No matter how much i do wanna to do well..
I jus failed to meet it....
Jus dun mention abt studies for me can?
Becoz.. i dun wanna u all to worry abt my studies..
Disappointment - hw many times must i let ppl felt towards me?
I simply can't help it..
Sorri... haiz...

Tml start mid-year le..
Yes.. i feel stress.. yet I'm feel so helpless..
Cause i can't help myself?
Everyone wanna me to focus.. But C'mon..
How am i suppose to focus? i reaili dunno..
I reaili dunno how..
Jus LET ME BE! alright?
STOP WORRIED ABT ME ! >> tat's wad i asked for..
I dunno how much time i nid.. to overcome tis..
But let times prove to u all everything..
Plz;.. Let ME BE!


omg!!! Jie came to find me.. WAHAHHA!!
Darn surprise!! But yar.. T
HANKS alot for buying potato chips for me to eat!~~~ =D
sorri to make u wait so long again ><
Haix.. I can't meet u ..
u know? is tis counted as breaking promise?
If i can break promise.. I would had done long ago.. reaili miss u alot~~ ><


So many things for me to say.....
So many doubts u had on me.. I wish i could ans them all..
I dunno where should i start.. So many things u told me, yet every words get struck in my throat...

I wish i could take it all away - ur sorrow , ur unhappiness , ur tears , ur sadness...
Even if i can't .. But plz.. Let mi walked wif u tgt... Going through every ups and downs tgt!
I dunno where should i start.. So many things u told me, yet every words get struck in my throat...

I wish i could take it all away - ur sorrow , ur unhappiness , ur tears , ur sadness...
Even if i can't .. But plz.. Let mi walked wif u tgt... Going through every ups and downs tgt!
I know days are getting hard for me and u..
But..Never Will I let go again!!
Plz.. Have faith in ME! Believe Me .. i wont! let go again~~ I wont!

I'm so glad and happy that today and ytd able to see u again~~
I dunno hw many days i am able to see u once again...
But yet.. missing u every single day..
Sorri if i had make u worried again..
Somehow somethings are just beyond my control...
Sorri.. i let negative thoughts overwhelmed me again! arh!!!
But NEVER will I LET GO AGAIN !!
Please.. TRUST ME! I wont~~~
After realised so many things.. IS even more hard for me to let go!
ur post are too touch that i couldn't stop myself from crying~ ><

-To someone-
well.. C'mon i dun deserve everything u had done for me.. nt to the extent that everything blames on u..
Alright? I'm just simply nt used to.. and i dun reaili deserve it.. reaili.. i dun ... ><

-Monkeys-
Smile..as though u were beside me!

Jus wanna to give u...
lolz.. i still think the girls sing is better? hahaz..
Although lots of editing word.s.. but.. well..
Song is still songs..
hahaa... I can't amend it rite?
=]
so enjoyed it ~~~













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8:27 PM




Tuesday, May 5, 2009
Holding -YOU -Tight
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I jus wanna to hold u TIGHT close to my HEART~
Never will I going to let u go again..never~
Because I realized my life was nothing , without you...By my side..

I reaili love ur songs...
It seems so meaningful to us!

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1:49 AM




Monday, May 4, 2009
Bored - Tired - Sian
- 4 May 09 -

Huh? what shall I start today?
Well.. I should thanks god instead..
Becoz.. I was staying up late till 4 ytd..
And did managed to slp at least 1hr plus ...
Then tons of unfinished hw ..still waiting for me.. lolz..
and.. haix.. made ms low angry wif our class.. becoz of the situational writing and guess wad?
I didn't do.. == " Darn it..
Ms low was kind enough to ask mi finished it 1st.. hehehe... THANKS!!!
I reaili veri tired...
And was rushing through my D&T >.<

During MTL class.. .We were joking and laughing..lolz..
And Mdm Ho found out stm... abt our class..hahaz...

" Don't u think i duno ar.. Always sae unrelated topic.. dunno is purposely one..
Or wad.. Or wanna to let the time pass faster? "
Then everyone laugh!! hahaz...
I was tired.. Yet it was so funny den .. Tired = laughing
hahahaz...
we could even link to many places sia.. We talked abt the H1N1 den a lot of other things..

Then jiu Pe le.. We stayed in class...
So i was doing up my situational writing as well as my journal..
Recess..wow! i eat darn lot.. lolz!!! hahaz...
Ms Poh ... U veri pathetic hor? Nvm... I no energy to fight wif u.. whahaha
EL lesson i do up my situational writing.. Den zzzzzzSLpping.. lolz..
-thanks for letting me to slp..I can't take it ? le,.. hahaz.. -
Then jiu D&T le.. hahax. .slacking all the way.. Wad i do in my journal? Nothing..
hahaz.. But got to brush up le..arh!! Wed deadline!!!
Mr yeo sae... "die die must do up the design speci" lolz..
See DIE DIE LEHX!!
OMG! lolz..
After sch..
Den went to eat. wow.. I miss beening alone.. hahaz..
Although it sounds so pathetic. .But i was like tat when in the past?
hahz... So here I am.. Eating alone ...hahahaz. .
nar.. I should enjoyed it~~
Eating half way through..Santie wanna mi to help her buy flower..
Then i walked almost all my area for 1hr jus to look for it..
Wah!! i can't find lor... All dun have,, haiz..
den i was so darn.. Feeling bad lor.. cause they all nid it for O level.. but yet i can't help them..
Den i went to buy bubble tea.. While walking and thinking... suddenly!!!
one indian shop got sell!! wahahhaa!!!

Reaili called " wang tian bu fu you xin ren! "
hahaz... So i brought it.. And rush to the sch to gave them!!!
hehex... Can u imagine?
Going into the HomeMac room...
And i was like..
" er... Er.... Can i pass tis to them? er.... cause was like so ps!! hahaz.. "
then I polluted the noise? hhahahaaz..!!!

Den i sae good luck and all.. hahaz...
So .. yea.. .hahaz.. nt bad rite? Hope they wont feel veri stress..
As i come and talking craps to them?
lolz...
Den head to hm lor.. .
Slping again..lolz..

Another day had pass...
I had tis fren.. Who was depends too much on another frens..
then one day... tis frens had stop coming le..
She couldn't go to work.. as whenever she goes..
She can't see her frens.. She started to feel depress and sad...
and today I met her.. and tis is wad she told me..

" I dunno why, my close fren didn't come to work anymore"
"i dun feel like working either"
" I can't stop myself from thinking and crying whenever i go to work"
" I feel so helpless..."

So i was thinking.. huh? perhaps.. I much more better than her? at least..
I wont so jialet de? hahaz.. Cause got jie everyday talked to me..
Even if it is only awhile.. But is better den nothing =D

Yes..We may seems far apart~~
To the e extent that we can't even see or touch one another..
for the next 17days?
But IT seems like.. She is jus so close to me every single seconds and minutes..
But still .. It is testing our sistership...
Whether how strong our sistership is....
I keep asking myself..
Why i can meet him.. but nt u? arh!!><
I know u going through..Wad i had gone through...
But plz.. hold on...
Becoz I am there for u! =D

-monkey-
Smiling coz u're jus close to my heart
=D
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7:29 PM




Friday, May 1, 2009
Dark Clouds are GONE!(but nt totally)
And here I started to see the rainbow..
U had given me...


Let mi share wif u something
something that come to my mind suddenly...

Here talking abt rainbow..
I believed u all should know how rainbow came abt rite?


Rainbow normally appeared after the rain had stopped?
and is tis little tiny special raindrops ..
That fall onto the leaf,
so as the sun shines onto it..
And slowly reflects a rainbow to the sky...


So the moral of this story is..
To me...
U are tis tiny little droplet
&
inside u , keep ur rainbow of varies colours
so when I nid it..
U reveal it all to me..
To add more colours to my daily life...

WEll, Never do I had ever underestimated u..
Despite u are jus a tiny little droplets..
But
Becoz.. U're the one who gave the most memorable , Unique types,etc to me!
=]


-2 april 09 -

Haix.. had a bad early morning today..
Keep looking for my dry fit clothes den in the end.. Keep can't find..
Called my mum ask her where..
She sae she also dunno..
Wow! nice one!! hw am i going to go gym ltr? go for jogging!~??
arh!! forget it.. .
Everything jus dun go smoothly for me..
I reaili dunno hw..
I dunno how long can i hold on.. Each time i encounter it(adversity)
I jus feel like giving up ..
I jus feel like escaping..
In e end, I broke out wif tears.. haiz

I'm tired...
but wad can i do?
Stop giving mi stress..
Becoz.. I feel confused now..
I'm at lost.. In facts.. going hopeless soon..

Don't nid to even bother/worri for me.. Becoz.. There is nothing u all can do abt it..
Becoz i will be alright i guess?
Although i now facing lots of downs..
But got u beside me.. I Believe i am able to went through it =D
Or perhaps not?
omg!! Wad am i talking abt??
erm.. Pardon me from being.. Insane.. Coz I having mood swing now~~ =D

No morning jogging today~~ =]
Going for gym ltr on..
hehex...
Miss yar lots~~~ =]

Hope fyra recovered soon!!
Aiyo..worried abt her ..
But wad can i do?
Coz i can't even helped myself now?
haiz...
-monkey-

ℂ_There's Still Me_ℙ --Sorry,I'm Not xPerFecTx--

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When everything surrounding me,
Is nothing but a fake disguise,
I know I have to go on
But somehow I need you to stand by myside'

I tried to hold u back as long as i can
But i know i got to let go Someday
Before u go,plz tell me where I went wrong ,
So that i can changed,

even if i know u wont stay
but I know hw I feel abt u nw
I try to be nice, but you just laugh.

I'm not fitting in anymore, what can I do?
You don't realize, but it's starting to hurt.
When everything's just right, it always turns to dirt.

Help me, what am I doing wrong?
I don't understand, I'm there when your not strong.
I try to be happy most of the time, but it's getting harder now,

knowing your friendship isn't mine.
But After all,I dun bear to lose u >.<





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[-My Gratitude-]
nothing matters
Just when I was been left in the darkness...
U came up and rescue me...
Ur endless
➸Help
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➸Caring
➸Patient
➸Been there for me
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