Jus wanna to hold on to u.. When nothing mattered~

✖I don't care what life will be in future!_____I jus wanna to hold u TIGHT close to me!_____✖

Sunday, May 13, 2007-cip day-

Hello ---

-The things i remember so far-

On friday....After i finish my exam 1st things cum into my mind is to go find my favorite teacher & pass the present to them...So once i go to the staff room i knock onto the door ..hehex 1st teacher i saw is mrs lim...lolx so pass her the present and tok 4 a few hrs...hahax den she told mi that she gg to cum bak at june the last week, so i was quite surprise and happy abt it but at the another hand i heard tat my favorite teacher ms khoo is leaving wah! die one stay one leave lolx....Anyway i wish her all the best! After toking to some teachers 4 a few hr i went to find huiyi and sw den after tat waited for chengchin 4 one hr ....Yeahx den we go to eat our breakfast & lunch...Yeahx tat all abt fri ....

On sat..
Is my CIP day !!! hehex...Starting was quite happy tat i gt sister to accompany me there but in the end ..Is end wif a disappointed. I wake up at ard 6.30a.m coz i nid to reach yishun mrt at 7.30 coz huiyi told mi tat we are arrange to meet each other at ther by 7.30a.m and in case i forget huiyi keep reminding mi so i was like am i so forget full? yeahx?lolx anyway i manage to wake up earlier and prepare....At ard 7.10 bahx i sms huiying tat if possible we also meet together so wad her reply is tat she nt going ..ytd she sae she going nw nt ..well okay i wasn't angry abt it...So the another msg i got is tat huiyi is nt gg to due to stomachache ..ok cann blame her also coz she got stomachache recently ...well so i called sw and she is still slping...well...cann blame her also she is always cann wake up...HUH? in a conclusion i cann blame them ..Ok nvm! so i went to bus stop and wait 4 bus at the same time called my fren which they are gg ...ok none of them ans the phone and Turning on their phone ...ok nth to sae so i was thinking wah last min no wan pei wo ok nvm i went hm. Suddenly i recieve my fren msg and ask mi i called her 4?So i sms bahx and saying tat oh it's okay i nt gg 4 CIP le so she suddenly reply sae muz go..den i was like..o.O? lolx ok den go lor ..BTW i was late so i took cab there so finally i manage to reach there nt on time but dun reaili veri late bahx...So many ppl sia!!! I was kinda shock man!
Gt include other sch also and most students is from RI....

So poh ling , shi yun , li jun & me are doing together so we went to eat mos burger for our breakfast ...The mos burger shop they are reaili wad lor...sae open at 9.30a.m den in the end open at 10a.m, power rite...We were waited for an hr le..So at ard 10plus we are abt to go off suddenly the whole power switch off...wah! darn dark man ! so we use our hp and switch on the touch light hahax...so fun sia but after a few min it's light on le...So nt fun le...hahax at tat moment rite we were talking veri loudly sia den li jun and poh ling walk off coz they feel veri ps as i and shi yun is toking veri loudly in the mos burger lolx...wahhaha...=p

After tat we went to AMK to ask ppl 4 donation so i and jun one group another group is pohling and shi yun. so li jun and i stand nt veri far from each other and we stand there 4 abt 1hr plus bahx...Huh? there ppl quite nice sia..hahax . huh? ard 12 plus we stop le gott to go bak and return it to them...So i went to call the another group of frens to cum bak and meet us...Surprisingly they were at library reading books while i and my frens is collecting the donation kns larhx...NT FAIR lolx wadever...So on the mrt train we were laughing away hahax...Den the mrt train reach yishun and i was walking to alight my fren pull mi bak i was like why? Is yishun u noe we gott to go hm...Den i suddenly remember we should go bak to woodland and return bak the thing den can go hm...I was like so ps...lolx lallalalallalala =p =p =p
Den we test each other our IQ lolx...Quite funny and stupid u noe..hahax

Finally we are bak!!!!
hahax.....Aiya i lazy to type the rest le lolx...

ard 1plus bahx my sis asked mi to go far east wif her as u all noe i cann reject her as she sae until veri ke lian like tat so bo bian i went there and brought a veri cool shoes as i was planing to buy it when i 1st saw it...I was looking 4 those kind of shoes 4 so long finally i can buy but it's cost quite exp bahx so i pay lor...bo bian i reaili like it alot...I give up on buying bicycle le bahx...Nw totally broke like hell...>.<

-TODAY-
Well...today is mother day lolx...I went to my grandmother house and ate dinner so at the same time i drink wine..lolx so bitter man so i onli drink a bit den my face kinda like red & dark lolx....hahax Nth special today jus kinda angry abt huiyi...aiya wadever hack care!!!!!!!!!!

End off-
Nth!!

ℂ_There's Still Me_ℙ --Sorry,I'm Not xPerFecTx--

11:41 PM

When everything surrounding me,
Is nothing but a fake disguise,
I know I have to go on
But somehow I need you to stand by myside'

I tried to hold u back as long as i can
But i know i got to let go Someday
Before u go,plz tell me where I went wrong ,
So that i can changed,

even if i know u wont stay
but I know hw I feel abt u nw
I try to be nice, but you just laugh.

I'm not fitting in anymore, what can I do?
You don't realize, but it's starting to hurt.
When everything's just right, it always turns to dirt.

Help me, what am I doing wrong?
I don't understand, I'm there when your not strong.
I try to be happy most of the time, but it's getting harder now,

knowing your friendship isn't mine.
But After all,I dun bear to lose u >.<