Jus wanna to hold on to u.. When nothing mattered~

✖I don't care what life will be in future!_____I jus wanna to hold u TIGHT close to me!_____✖

Wednesday, May 30, 2007=report book result=

=Hello all=

Ps ps i have not been updating my blog so long le...lolx hahax...So sorri i too lazy le larhx..lolx
Well, about my last post , i was quite moody bahx but nw dun worry i'm fine again..Wan to know the reason why?Well, If wasn't mdm kamisah i won't been typing right now cause she help mi up when i fall down so thz alot to her...hahax

=PTC day=

Ok on that day, I was so surprise that my form teacher mr shaiful was helping mi by talking to my mum that hw good i am lolx...Sorry i'm not showing off but i just wants to let u all know hw happy i am and hw much i wants to thanks mr shaiful...Recently i went to talk to mdm kamisah about my family think den i hope mr shaiful could able to tell my mum the improved of ITE nowdays....Is because whole my family is telling mi that ITE is bad all that but I want them to know that hw much ITE have become ...So on that day mr shaiful talk to my mum about it...And also he say that he dun like the way my sis treat mi if I want he can talk to my sis about it . So i was darn shock that mr shaiful is actucally side me and he keep encourage me to go own my own and he believes that one day I will make my family and he proud!!! [lolx] I hope i can do it...And also that day i explain to my sis le hw i feel although she sae that she feels hurt when i tell her wad i feel [=.="] whatever!! hahax...
Now all the things have solve and i manage to stand up once again !! Congrats chewping!!! hahax

=Result=

Well, i was so surprise that mostly my sub got grade 5 =.=" and also surprise that i actucally gt 4th in class!! haha i was so happy man !!! ^-^
But at the same time i was thinking i got so bad result hw come i still can get 4th? Alot of ppl sae my class lousy...lolx wadever i dun care!!!
Den actucally is my last time i gt top 10 and my family wants to reward mi!! yay!!! finally! And my reward is a bicycle!! ^-^ I wanted for so long le wor..now finally can buy!

=Ytd=

Well, ytd i got lingyu until whole body is wet lolx...hahax den after that i cycle to buy food for my bro, nephew and my bro gf...On my way there, My fren jia yi called mi...and i look bak! While i was turning bak to look for her i slip and fall! My frens was darn shock she sae that she just called mi and i fall down lolx...Hahax I didn't cry larhx Instead i feel very happy that at least when i fall my frens is there and hold mi up ^-^ hehex. I got some cut but it's ok...Cause i used to fall down when i start learning to cycle. So thats wad i told my frens and say that ' that's nothing at all is nt at if i gt bone crack or wad haha just a few cuts but dunno why my hands gt cut and that cuts make mi so pain lolx...Nvm! Who cares!! hehex

Ytd also a day that make mi so happy hahax...Dun tell u all why leh =p
Although i fall down but i also very happy haha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
That something that make my mood become happy is a thing that actucally i was waited for so long....That something is .......................................Something lor!!!!!!!! hahax u all go guess what's that bahx!

-Today-

I got a np meeting so went there and talk talk talk learn alot of songs for the camp fire things den went to explore places after that...Went hm lor!!
Sian this holiday is so busy and the time passed so fast!!!! ARh!! I still got alot alot of things haven do leh hw hw?? Haix...Times is rushing mi! >.<

Ok that's end for this post hahax...So takecare and enjoy u'll holiday bahx!!! have fun wor...!!!! hehex

-Sign off=
Mood is up & down wor!! [ Mosty good ]
Hands still pain but nvm narhx!
[29/05/07] veri important day for mi and the day i waited so long hahax]

ℂ_There's Still Me_ℙ --Sorry,I'm Not xPerFecTx--

7:21 PM

When everything surrounding me,
Is nothing but a fake disguise,
I know I have to go on
But somehow I need you to stand by myside'

I tried to hold u back as long as i can
But i know i got to let go Someday
Before u go,plz tell me where I went wrong ,
So that i can changed,

even if i know u wont stay
but I know hw I feel abt u nw
I try to be nice, but you just laugh.

I'm not fitting in anymore, what can I do?
You don't realize, but it's starting to hurt.
When everything's just right, it always turns to dirt.

Help me, what am I doing wrong?
I don't understand, I'm there when your not strong.
I try to be happy most of the time, but it's getting harder now,

knowing your friendship isn't mine.
But After all,I dun bear to lose u >.<