Jus wanna to hold on to u.. When nothing mattered~

✖I don't care what life will be in future!_____I jus wanna to hold u TIGHT close to me!_____✖

Thursday, June 7, 2007why?

==Why it's have to end like tis before i go for camp? ==

Today i dunno whether should i feel happy or sad? Haix...
The reason i sae this because :
I feel happy ytd go out wif huiyi and sw
I feel happy when i was playing wif my bro ,nephew and chengchin
And also going out wif chengchin's frens and shuwei

Feeling sad is because :
I dun wan to sae bahx haix..
Jus want to kept my feeling

##So many question i have been asking myself again and again##
I reaili dun understand why..
Why i have to feel sad
Whenever i got camp or go oversea
Why can't i Just carry a happy memories wif them
Why and why?

** Sorri tis was a short ,Full of question and feel wif sadness posts**

ℂ_There's Still Me_ℙ --Sorry,I'm Not xPerFecTx--

7:40 PM

Name :[C]hew [P]ing
Nick :Cp,Monkey,Apple,Cp Wanton
Age :16
D.O.B :27 of july
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[A] simple gal bahx, but with complicated thinking mind-set
veri [S]tubborn worx..
WE choose Our State Of Mind! Be it happy or not....

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.❥Family
.❥Gan-family
.❥Sisters
.❥Friends
.❥YoYo & CiCi Monkey!
.❥Think/imagined alot
.❥Been crazy most of the time
.❥[C]olour:light blue,Black,white n pink.
.❥[G]oing out wif sisterz N Frens.
.❥[M]iie dog,teddy~,muackz ^-^
.❥[E]veryone happy!!(nt fake ar)

✰Going to Poly with flying colours result!
✰Buy New clothes
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✰Friend Forever
✰Ppl ard me~Stay Happy 4ever!~!
✰Learn to overcome obstacles!
✰I could comprehend people ard me!!

When everything surrounding me,
Is nothing but a fake disguise,
I know I have to go on
But somehow I need you to stand by myside'

I tried to hold u back as long as i can
But i know i got to let go Someday
Before u go,plz tell me where I went wrong ,
So that i can changed,

even if i know u wont stay
but I know hw I feel abt u nw
I try to be nice, but you just laugh.

I'm not fitting in anymore, what can I do?
You don't realize, but it's starting to hurt.
When everything's just right, it always turns to dirt.

Help me, what am I doing wrong?
I don't understand, I'm there when your not strong.
I try to be happy most of the time, but it's getting harder now,

knowing your friendship isn't mine.
But After all,I dun bear to lose u >.<

[-My Gratitude-]

Just when I was been left in the darkness...
U came up and rescue me...
Ur endless
➸Help
➸Motivation
➸Caring
➸Patient
➸Been there for me
➸I will always remembered the Things u had done 4 ME!,~~Even IF tis is not FOREVER!~~
✰But I do hope...✰
➭that this friendship will never end!-
✰Specially To✰:
❤Shanice❤
❤PDP❤
❤People I Love❤

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