Monday, August 11, 2008Happy or Sad? Doesn't matter!
-Celebration of Chengchin b'day!-huh?It was fun , u know...Well, I did enjoyed myself over all..
I hope those who got go do enjoy as well, HOWEVER! There's part of it i was like pissed off and the mood was spoil by someone who is particular had a place in my heart...
The person is unknown, but i think most of u all can guess it...
Celebration
Who make it successful?Hx and joel!VIP?Chengchin!-Facts-I know that wadever i do, u are nt happy abt it
I know that wadever i sae, u will find something to shoot bak to me
I know u wont even care for me right now..
I know things jus don't seems right between us
I know u didn't reply/sms me coz of the same reason.
I know no matter hw many step i move bak , is still useless.
-I jus want u to know-I willing to
'bowed' down to u and sae
sorry abt things which i dun think I'm wrong/ things which i dun even know why u are angry of!
I'm sad and pissed off when u shoot mi bak which is jus a small thing and which is something u think u correct.
Think abt it! think abt tis friendship/sistership! 3plus years down the road of friendship/sistership is never easy... everyones have to grown up! in terms of thinking...Can't always because of small things angry abt it...learn to give and take!
I now moving bakwards but i might nt been doing that in future ,there's mux be a limit for me! Is very unfair to me...u know?
I keep asking myself ! why why why? Everyone just pissed off of me? Even the close one are doing that...Something which i have done wrong!That something! that something! But wad's the things? I dunno...@@
Why i'm saying all these in my blog? 1st, i dun expect u to come and see hw angry and pissed off i felt and make everything worsen, i realise wad u have do which i think is nt veri good.I'm nt someone who everyones likes, ppl do hate me for doing things, but i dun care! I dun care wad unimportant ppl think abt me...But i do CARE for those ppl who are important to me!
-Important ppl-
I can't sae that , oh is nt important, aiya dun care larhx...wan angry , angry lor, i dun give a fking darn of it.Is none of my business...
NO! I can't sae that! I'm trying my best to amend things!Trying my best, hw am i gg to solve the problems. But seems like I'm failed to make it success now...
-Tosomeone-If xx sae like that..told us before..so be it! just took it as I'm forgot! I take the blame den, maybe xx reaili sae that, just that i forgot? xx is right and I'm wrong! Can?
If u ask me why i think i'm wrong..wad i can sae is...Maybe is nt xx fault , faults lie on me...
After wad i have did, I was still sentence to DEATH! Haix...I reaili dunno wad to do next...(No worries)
-Guys!-I know some of them reaili care and worry abt me...
BUT!
I'm alright man! hahax....
Reaili! Don't worry I wont forgot to smile and stay positive one! hahax....
I jus will feel sad when talks abt xx things..so yeahx...But overall I'm happy and still holding on to positive thinking..Cause
I HAVE U ALL BY MY SIDE! ^^
-Jie-Hahax! Tot u angry wif me..u know..but i was quite relieve when u sae u are nt...
I hope tis ans is true and i do trust u..so yeahx...
Maybe i have think too much? Well, Fullstop to it! Not gg to think abt are u angry wif me or not!
Coz I already got ur ans!^^
Jie erm..sorri again!(my 4th or 5th apology today)I should have gave the comment that u put the guy picture..that he look ugrly or wad...I should respect ur decision...Somemore that guy is ur favourite person YET i gave such comment! If is other ppl would have scolded me by saying that..but u didn't ... u actually change the dp! omg! i feel so
guilty lor...>.<
Sorri!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!HuH? btw u all know who is my jie i refering to ma? hahax! clueless abt it? Nvm larhx..u all guess lor..hehex...Maybe when u all know u all will shock? lolx!
Wow! i got two things to trouble by...xx and studies! omg! stressed! can u all see my white hair is appearing on my hair? hahax!
-sw-U ar...dun say that i keep telling myself to keep positive hor! Coz I dun tell myself... I jus remain it as positive coz I'm positive! ^^I'm nt like the past anymore! The one who only knows hw to run away from problems, the one who been engulf by sadness ... the one who u think is..So yea!
Okay larhx, i stop here le...been yawning since jus now so yea got to go orh orh liao...Gd morning everyone by the way..coz is 2plus in the morning rite now! hahax...I better go eat something now feeling hungry hahax!!!
-End-
Pingz
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2:26 AM
Life is so bored