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✖I don't care what life will be in future!_____I jus wanna to hold u TIGHT close to me!_____✖

Saturday, August 23, 2008Terrible and Slacking days~

^On fri / thurs ^

OMG! I'm sick ! finally! eh! lolx... But sick at wrong timing le larhx...
I'm having exam now lehx..Still fall sick! kns!
U know wad...something called " coincidence!"
I and huiyi on the way hm on thursday coz It's rain that day...so we walk in the rain! lolx..the rain quite small ^^
" I very long nv sick le lehx" said huiyi
"yea lor , mi also!" said me!
Unfortunately i fall sick ytd! I tot i got fever ytd coz i felt cold at the same time my body feels hot...Last time i went to see doctor..He say " if u are feeling cold and u touch ur forehead is hot one which mean u having a fever "
So ytd i was feeling veri cold and my forehead abit of hot bahx...zzz So i took thermometer and check..wow! only 37 degree nia...aiya nt having any fever!
So i took panadol for cold ...i took 2 tablets straight so i will feel more effective if i took more...
After that starting veri effective after that.. again! my flu come liao..I keep having dry cough!
So yeahx...whole body feel so weak and no energy at all..So i go orh orh and rest...
Oh that time was appearing offline bahx..den go jie tag board tag~~ lolx..hahax
Actually i know larhx..she knows i got online on msn jus that i appearing offline..Well, i have my reason for that...
so yeahx... jie offline le...den i also switch off my com and den go slp!
Half-way sleeping , jie sms mi and ask mi abt something... so i wake up and sms...
Sms send le..I fall aslp while waiting for her reply...Den i keep doing tis for many times...lolx
funniest things is that..my fren sms mi also...Den i replied le den i fall aslp again!
I wake up and saw two msg! from my frens..He asked mi...did u recieve my msg? I was like har?
I was sleeping! lolx..didn't realise that he actually msg mi....hahax...
wake up again and called sw and andy to ask abt something...
Den... replied jie le...went to slp again till she nv reply mi bahx...
Whole day was like keep sleeping and sleeping! I tried to study my history...
Is quite obviously that i have to memorize larhx... So i Tried to do so..But I CAN'T!
haix...i can't even think properly...darn it! I felt terrible for whole day... and worst is i didn't study in the end! WTF!
Ytd my fren was the only one who know I'm sick bahx..Coz i told him? lolx...
Dun wan jie to worry abt mi ma..so nv tell her lor... ^^
But my fren only know at night coz after so long den i told him hahax....
He even stop mi from going to gym and anywhere today..but u know...I told sw le ma..I will go mean i will go~~ Normally i will go out even if i sick one...But if reaili veri sick, when i go out , u can see mi sleeping on bus or feel restless bahx...

-Today- ( i recovered le !) =P

Early morning ard 10 go gym....
Who is wif mi? sw, joel , hx , joel's sis , chist
Was waiting for chist for almost 1hr outside the gym ... lolx
but in the end we go in 1st...coz is darn long lor..
I was late today!!! zzz.. ok erm.. i late nt becoz i overslp but was waiting for sw and joel to reply my msg ... lolx
Poor Hx wait for us for so long! lolx...> sorry<
after gym we go play basketball! lolx... Was darn fun and make mi sweat alot!
While resting .. the sky start to rain le ... Do u know wad i do?
I dash out of the shelter and sae " yay! Raining le ! " lolx...
Den sw also follow mi...hahax...
We sat on the rain...awhile only den continue playing basketball...
After playing basketball, i actually wan to go find jie de...but scare i disturb her den didn't in the end...
sw was asking why i have to go find jie?
I sae coz " wants to chat wif her ma...."
sw sae " wo ai lian wo jie? "
I was like ' =.=""" , sae until like that...oh i was thinking... i go find jie mean i like her, den if i go talk to a guy always means i love him le larhx!? 'lolx...
Oh , so we went to mac after playing basketball , 2.30 le, i have to go hm le...but before i go hm i go northpoint buy something...after that jiu go hm and online bahx...
'I suppose to online only 1hr de!! Haix..dun feel like study now! Can i dun study? Can i just hackcare whether i got exam now or not?
YOU CAN'T >> that's wad ppl will tell mi! I CAN'T & I CAN'T >> that's wad i will always tell myself!
In studies , I can't do tis i can't do that.... I jus can't do wadever i like! (is always like that de)
Yea study is good for mi in my future... blahblahblah..." i know i know , alright?" -.-

There's so much things i wish to tell jie now! But i jus CAN"T ! I got to be CONSIDER FOR OTHERS!
Okay..i like asking myself question and i jus ans it myself now! wow! power sia! I mux be crazy! Well, my ans is always wad i think ppl will sae and tell mi...So sometimes i dun nid to ask and i already know the ans... but sometimes i do wan ppl to tell mi even though i know it... Is reaili feels differently when other ppl tell u ... ( is true!)^^

/ jie do u feel so sian whenever u read my post? Haix..i know i type alot, like essay, but i dun wish to kept everything myself , but that's wad i always does!
Jie dun feel so stress...relax a bit! okay? / ^^

++ Smile is what u should do!++
=)

jie sorri that i can't tell u the reason right now is nt the right time for mi to do so...yesh , time will tell everything...But i reaili afraid of affecting ur mood especially now..coz u having exam...but i dun think i will tell u bahx...maybe by the right time is there, i have already choose to forget it?
I dunno....

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