Jus wanna to hold on to u.. When nothing mattered~

✖I don't care what life will be in future!_____I jus wanna to hold u TIGHT close to me!_____✖

Thursday, September 11, 2008Actions tell most of the things!

Sometimes i wonder..
Should i put a password in my blog?
Should i kept myself away from ppl?
I dunno..Just feel useless in some ways..

When i know...
-There's someone better den me.. and I'm just nothing...
- u dun nid mi anymore ...
- I can't do anything abt it..

Don't worri , i will walk away from u...
Don't be surprise that i hardy talk to u one day...
I guess u will know why...

Plz forgive me..
- for being so useless as i can't help in any ways...
- when u need someone to be there , i can't be e one....
- for not being a person u wish to have as a frens.

+ Not i am like that... I do everything depends on the circumference... U understand? +

Please tell mi..
Why is god ' yi ci you yi ci de shua wo? '

I jus...Jus....wanted to be a person u all hope to have as a frens..
But i can't do it...
No matter how hard i tried...

-I'm nt gg to online tml so dun bother to wait for mi to online or wad...
Remember I'm just nobody ok! -

# My goodness! Why am i so negative today! ??? Haix...I'm sorri if i had spoil any of u all
mood! I...I... Just simply hate myself! #
Can do mi a favour?
IS...
I dun need any comfort for u all just becoz i was so negative today , i don't need!
I believe that u all had enough for today! So don't have to care abt me alright?
Solve all the problems u all had now, i dun wish to add on to ur burden!
Just let mi be..I will be fine afterwards! *TMl will be better day! *
Tml i nt gg to online..So tc guys~!~!

[= No matter wad happened! Remember, I'll always be there for u all if u want me to!,
no matter hw far is e distance between us! =]
*crying in slients*

ℂ_There's Still Me_ℙ --Sorry,I'm Not xPerFecTx--

10:03 PM

Name :[C]hew [P]ing
Nick :Cp,Monkey,Apple,Cp Wanton
Age :16
D.O.B :27 of july
MSN :[Chew_ping92@hotmail.com]
Friendster :Unknown

[A] simple gal bahx, but with complicated thinking mind-set
veri [S]tubborn worx..
WE choose Our State Of Mind! Be it happy or not....

Take Note!
No Spamming over here!
A reminder, This is my blog!So do Watch what u had said in this blog! If u not happy with what I wrote,Simply leave here!

When everything surrounding me,
Is nothing but a fake disguise,
I know I have to go on
But somehow I need you to stand by myside'

I tried to hold u back as long as i can
But i know i got to let go Someday
Before u go,plz tell me where I went wrong ,
So that i can changed,

even if i know u wont stay
but I know hw I feel abt u nw
I try to be nice, but you just laugh.

I'm not fitting in anymore, what can I do?
You don't realize, but it's starting to hurt.
When everything's just right, it always turns to dirt.

Help me, what am I doing wrong?
I don't understand, I'm there when your not strong.
I try to be happy most of the time, but it's getting harder now,

knowing your friendship isn't mine.
But After all,I dun bear to lose u >.<

[-My Gratitude-]

Just when I was been left in the darkness...
U came up and rescue me...
Ur endless
➸Help
➸Motivation
➸Caring
➸Patient
➸Been there for me
➸I will always remembered the Things u had done 4 ME!,~~Even IF tis is not FOREVER!~~
✰But I do hope...✰
➭that this friendship will never end!-
✰Specially To✰:
❤Shanice❤
❤PDP❤
❤People I Love❤

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