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Tuesday, September 16, 2008
I'm nt myself~

^Sick^
Sign~
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sad!
Cry*




Mixture of sad & confuse~~

1st of all, Congrats jie for getting a flying colours result!!!




I was so surprise when jie suddenly sms while I'm Doing my math paper!
lolx...Hahax..After knowing jie getting flying colours result! Was veri happy for her! ^^


-Today was horrible , terrible but was happy for jie -
Haix..
Haix...
Haix....
Today i was sick! down wif flu , sore throat , cough! (is izzit veri serious? Does it reaili matters?)
I can't able to concentrate at all when during lesson..
Is like wasn't myself u see...
After recess, horrible things had happened..
I had a quarrel wif one of my classmate , he is veri bad temper..
And i was busying doing my math at class, so he pass the message to us to go to geo room..
He keep repeating and repeating the same sentence again and again, i didn't know he was
Talking to mi as he was standing behind me , and there's also a group of frens sitting there..
So i starting to get frustrated as 1stly , he keep repeating e same sentence , 2nd i wasn't
feeling so well , So i shouted to him that he was veri noisy...
He started to get angry all that..
I was like..WTH larhx..
he said something den went out to find miss low, he sae that we don't believe wad he said..
The problem is we NV said that! so he assumed we are!
den miss low come up and told us to go down..
Well , anyway i and huiyi was abt to go down too...
Go down liao.. he show mi attitude.. I didn't sae or do anything..till he started to sae mi again..
I reaili can't tolerated anymore , so i went up to him and confort him..
He everytime nt happy wan to wrack ppl liao..
Wrack ppl veri proud and happy izzit? always know hw to use violence to solve things..
he shouted at mi, ok darn loud larhx!
Miss low was behind mi, she sae enough le , so i went into e geo room lor..
Darn fark up larhx..
Huiyi sae just now my yu xi talking to him was quite strong!
WTH! If anyone was mi , i see if u all will react e same way as i do or not..
Huiyi go ask him whether is he alright or not ( ok larhx, i wasn't angry abt tis )
But i was angry e way he sae ...
He sae, he tell mi ,did i angry him or not..
I was laughing in my heart , u know why?
Talking to mi behind my back? How would i know he was talking to mi whereby he nv even
call my name! Don't u all think is so funny? Plz larhx, my bak dun have a pair of eye , how to see?
Wadever it is, when i was in geo room, miss low wants to talk to me..
She asked mi nt to take it to heart..all this and that..
saying he is like that de..
Miss low was concern abt me..that why she sae that..
WEll , i understand bahx..When in the staff room , she actually asked mi why i didn't go hm
since I'm sick, well , i forgot wad i replied her le..lolx
Not only did miss low sae that, miss chee and mrs lim also ask mi go hm..
Lol!
WEll, dun worri bahx, as long as i didn't collapse or admitted to hospital is still fine!
After that , i went bak to geo room le lor, he was there , well , wadever care less bahx..

-Night class-
Huiying-
U told mi u are nt coming? Well, in the end u sae u didn't accompany mi ?
Dun worri u wan wif them , i fine wif that..
Dont wan to study wif mi? Also fine wif that..
Studying wif mi darn bored larhx, i know that, but that's called study!

-Mrs lim-
Huh? She teach mi math darn good larhx, all got short cut one! lolx!
easlier! Den we chit-chat also..btw she was one of my favourite teacher! lolx!
den in the staff room saw miss chee, she sae i didn't take care of myself! ( er..Nt true!) hahax
Both teachers wanted mi to go hm instead of still staying till 8p.m well, i insist bahx..
Coz i can't study at hm!
Huiying , pohli , pat & more are in the history room ..Well, i also study in history room
but i didn't sat wif them bahx.. I rather be alone !
I fall aslp! lolx! Darn tired ..
Haix.. i wasn't myself today ..
I feel i did so many mistake! Everything wasn't smoothly today ..
Maybe just one day , everyone will just hate mi for my attitude bahx..
Ye hao bahx.. I will just shut myself away from u all since u all can't tolerate my attitude..
So wad e point of holding this friendship? If u all could understand hw i feel rite now ,
I think tis friendship is worth it! But if u all don't ,den too bad bahx..Wad i had did was wasted..

--I very tired of holding bak my temper and give in , maybe i wasn't the fren that suit u all &
wasn't e fren u all wants...Well, is ok to me, just tell mi that and i will walk away from u..--
Anyway i used to be alone , now study and sleeping will help mi to let the time pass faster..


Jie , am i that bad?
am i nt good enough?
Did i did wrong?
am i so tao ren yan?

But i think i am...
'Smile' well , the above question is veri hard for u to ans bahx,
i know , well, so be it bahx.. I know e ans from myself le..

Everyone do take care ok ? Sorri for my bad temper & mood..
ℂ_There's Still Me_ℙ --Sorry,I'm Not xPerFecTx--

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When everything surrounding me,
Is nothing but a fake disguise,
I know I have to go on
But somehow I need you to stand by myside'

I tried to hold u back as long as i can
But i know i got to let go Someday
Before u go,plz tell me where I went wrong ,
So that i can changed,

even if i know u wont stay
but I know hw I feel abt u nw
I try to be nice, but you just laugh.

I'm not fitting in anymore, what can I do?
You don't realize, but it's starting to hurt.
When everything's just right, it always turns to dirt.

Help me, what am I doing wrong?
I don't understand, I'm there when your not strong.
I try to be happy most of the time, but it's getting harder now,

knowing your friendship isn't mine.
But After all,I dun bear to lose u >.<





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