Jus wanna to hold on to u.. When nothing mattered~

✖I don't care what life will be in future!_____I jus wanna to hold u TIGHT close to me!_____✖

Sunday, September 7, 2008Tml will be a better day~!

*Above one is nt me!!!! * MY TWINS AR! hahax...*.

YES!
Tml sch reopen! I wan to go bak sch and study!!!!!! Been feeling so bored at hm recently..
Although i did went out wif my sis and shopping but ...
still feel bored~!

I missed chengchin, jie & others~! lolx...(don't misunderstood the miss ar..)
Everyone has their circles of frens....
But no matter how wides my circles are....
As 4 U all , ur'll always be remembered by me!
I hope i can be the one be there for u always, when u're in need!
But who ? Can reaili stand by me , now & forever? --> i believe tis question some of u ,
have been questioning urself long ago....
As for me, dun tell mi the ans! Just prove!
Action is always BIGGER than words!

Today , 5plus a.m i wake up , i can't able to fall aslp and i dun wan to force myself to slp!
Well, so early wake up for wad? > I have no idea why i so early wake up...
Go study den? Omg! dun tell mi to study alright?
I am too lazy to...Even though i wish to study everynow and then!
Studying ss for the past few days was my worst nightmare!
Everytime i got things to memorize , i would actually keep thinking till i fall aslp!
So sometimes in my dreams...is all the things i memorize...Wah! like throughout whole day
My brain is full of study study study...Darn Horrible & scary larhx!
My dreams always shows the oppsite of things...Erm hw to sae lehx..
Ok in short , my dreams is nt true!
For example, if i dream that my exam pass? I will fail eventually in realife..
If i dream that my exam fail ! I will pass eventually in realife...
So is oppsite ....
Sian..so early jiu got flu...zzzz

The song ' can't stop the Rain' resonated(show same feeling) with me! ^^

ℂ_There's Still Me_ℙ --Sorry,I'm Not xPerFecTx--

7:08 AM

Name :[C]hew [P]ing
Nick :Cp,Monkey,Apple,Cp Wanton
Age :16
D.O.B :27 of july
MSN :[Chew_ping92@hotmail.com]
Friendster :Unknown

[A] simple gal bahx, but with complicated thinking mind-set
veri [S]tubborn worx..
WE choose Our State Of Mind! Be it happy or not....

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A reminder, This is my blog!So do Watch what u had said in this blog! If u not happy with what I wrote,Simply leave here!

When everything surrounding me,
Is nothing but a fake disguise,
I know I have to go on
But somehow I need you to stand by myside'

I tried to hold u back as long as i can
But i know i got to let go Someday
Before u go,plz tell me where I went wrong ,
So that i can changed,

even if i know u wont stay
but I know hw I feel abt u nw
I try to be nice, but you just laugh.

I'm not fitting in anymore, what can I do?
You don't realize, but it's starting to hurt.
When everything's just right, it always turns to dirt.

Help me, what am I doing wrong?
I don't understand, I'm there when your not strong.
I try to be happy most of the time, but it's getting harder now,

knowing your friendship isn't mine.
But After all,I dun bear to lose u >.<

[-My Gratitude-]

Just when I was been left in the darkness...
U came up and rescue me...
Ur endless
➸Help
➸Motivation
➸Caring
➸Patient
➸Been there for me
➸I will always remembered the Things u had done 4 ME!,~~Even IF tis is not FOREVER!~~
✰But I do hope...✰
➭that this friendship will never end!-
✰Specially To✰:
❤Shanice❤
❤PDP❤
❤People I Love❤

[-CreDits-]

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