Saturday, September 20, 2008U know?!
Sorri guys, i put pw coz... I can't trust 'Someone' leI now was in a confused state... so erm... yeahxHaix..I keep asking myself, Why things turned up this way?I can choose to let go , but in the end i chosen the hard way...
I been emo these few days..Sorri guys , i dunno my 'Moody' face is = to showing attitude..So many things had happened larhx..ZZzzzZzz..Honestly , i can't concentrated on my studies..I keep on fallen aslp when i chatting in msn , in class ..I was darn tired... I know , i shouldn't go night/afternoon class everyday..But that's the only way i can study..Maybe i should change the location bahx.. I know by gg there everyday i sure will physically break down one..But haix....-Huiying things settle le - Thz jie for accompany to go talk to her.. ^^I'm reaili nt fierce when i talked to huiying that time... Coz got jie ard mar... Dunno lehx, just can't angry lehx... hahax.. Erm, izzit a good things? maybe bahx..
Dun ask mi , hw izzit? Coz i dun even know the conclusion after talking to her..Seems like useless larhx...I dun even know wad i want! End friendships? Izzit too harsh? While talking to her, i .. Keep asking myself, and telling myself..Tis is just a small things why wan to make it so difficult for both of us?Okay..Wadever it is..SHe keep giving excuses larhx...-Plz ar, ppl , white lies only meant that u lie for that ppl sake nt from urs! So
plz use it wisely! -
-Night classes-Hahax.. Nowadays, my study group got ,Bread, kor , sebast , wenqiang, andy and MI!quite a fun group , we chit-chat alot! lolx..But always kana scoled by teachers.. Coz we are too noisy..lolz..But at that moment...We reaili shared our thoughts alot..I reaili liked it when we are honest to each other that time...That's e way man! Beening honest to one another!
*10days away!*Time is running out!!!I keep reprimand myself! Why i did tis , why i do that.. Just keep scolding myself larhx...Haix..U know , whenever i cycle.. I will imagine wad if a car knocked down on me? How will i react? u know .. All kinds of things i imagine..Especially, when it is related to death one..Maybe.... i can't wait to die bahx..Can't wait to admitted to hospital ..Can't wait to end everything!Know , wad is tis called?TIs is called ' Run away ' from things!Nothing much to sae also..
Just feels veri tired recently..
TakeCare everyone!!
-So far only three ppl know my pw! hahax...-
>grace
>jie
>bread!!
hahax...Nt bad ar...Top three leh! ehx! no prize lehx..
Got one prize larhx..
Lovez from mi !!
WAN?? hahax..
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Name :[C]hew [P]ing
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[A] simple gal bahx, but with complicated thinking mind-set
veri [S]tubborn worx..
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.❥Family
.❥Gan-family
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.❥YoYo & CiCi Monkey!
.❥Think/imagined alot
.❥Been crazy most of the time
.❥[C]olour:light blue,Black,white n pink.
.❥[G]oing out wif sisterz N Frens.
.❥[M]iie dog,teddy~,muackz ^-^
.❥[E]veryone happy!!(nt fake ar)
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