Jus wanna to hold on to u.. When nothing mattered~

✖I don't care what life will be in future!_____I jus wanna to hold u TIGHT close to me!_____✖

Sunday, October 12, 2008Don't u UNDERSTAND?

Don't u ~~UNDERSTAND~~?

Ytd and today went to frens house for Hari Raya!!
Anyway! Selamak Hari Raya!
Went to musf house ytd..All day long, her dad been entertained me! lolx..
Werid hor , is her dad entertain me.. hahax..
I'm fine wif it..^^
But her dad keep calling mi shu wei! lolz... Which I'm nt shu wei =.=
Then her dad keep saying I got boyfriend! Which I'm single!! =.= lolz!
I talk craps to her dad too!! hehex..
Today went to the security guard uncle house!
Another friendly uncle!
He told mi Ghost story wor!! Is some sort of experiences he went through..
Too bad! Shu wei and huiyi weren't there! If nt i guess will be more fun!
Hahax..
Are they ps us? Yes wor! hehex.. No larhx jk , they had something on last min!
Left mi and chengchin alone ><
I keep di siao chengchin while uncle told us abt the ghost stories..
Coz Chengchin SCARED!! hahax..!!!
Chengchin if u happen to see my post!! Just a reminder for u..
Becareful ar!! hahax.. Ltr ... got ....Woo~~~~ =p
The uncle family members were very friendly as well!
Will go to his house next year too! yar? =)

U may skip tis part!
It may seems nothing important to u..
But to me it is!
Read It If u care!
The U(below) Can be Anyone!(not purposely refering to anyone particularly!)

✪-Hidden-✪
U always Say/ Think that I

Been So Inconsiderate
Don't understand u
never even care for u
Nt even sad when u are
take things so easily
Can't even think for u
Never even put myself into ur shoes
Never even an wei ni
Still can laugh while u are sad
Don't understand hw u feel right now
Just like the others
Don't even appreciate
Only know hw to use $$ to do everything

IF u FEEL U ARE ~~Alone~~ & NO BODY ~~Care~~ FOR U!
I'M GG TO PROVE THAT U ARE TOTALLY WRONG!

BECOZ...
I'M WILL BE THERE FOR U!!
I'M NT GG TO LEAVE U ALONE TILL MY LAST BREATH IN TIS WORLD!

Can u Put urself in my shoes
&
Feel How I feels right now?

Is all Hidden inside my ❤~~Heart~~❤
Is what u think/say is = To wad I am?
Plz..Plz..I'm not! I'm not!
Even though i might seem I am in appearances..
But if u look through inside..
U will see another side of me!
Just like a mask I'm had been wearing!
Do u know how hurt it is to heard/know that of what u think Who i am?
BUT i don't blame u..
I know..
I'm NOT good in EXPRESSING myself through expression!
Giving ppl that kind of thinking of who i am was inevitable!
But i just wanna to let u know..
When u are sad,I do feels tat too!
I will feels even useless when I'm can't help at all!

Please Forgive Me!
I'm NOT PERFECT!
When things happen and i just CAN'T simply help u at all!

When u need someone to be there , I'm not there(coz u didn't tell me?)

U Can't forgive me?
I'm alright with that! Becoz I understand why..
Simply becoz u are NOT me!!

I'm always the bad öñê
Saying hurtful things to others
Doing tis and tat..
And yet in the end..
I'm the one who can't let go!

Why is that so huh?
And why is that happening?

I dunno..
And I don't mind beening a bad person anyway..
I don't felt myself even worth for anything..

Mdm Kamisah Said once before

Are u waiting for them to give u negative comments abt u??
And mole urself to who they want u to be?
But u soon will found out that ,
U don't even know who u are!
U will find urself lost!
Coz..Different ppl want u to be differently..

But Most importantly u MUST think POSITIVELY!

✖If u Think I'm too rich or trying to buy tis friendship from u✖
I don't blame u having this kind of thinking..Maybe i do that might give the
wrong hint to other ppl..
C'Mon Guys!
What is friends for?
Isn't we should help one another?
Yes I'm may not rich having lots of money!
BUT! I know if i can help u in any ways i will do so!
I can kip my meals , Save the money to help u..
I can don't buy things for myself just to give u the money so that u can eat!
I can do Wadever i can affort..
Hey!
I'm not trying to be a hero or Acting brave or trying to show how generously I am OR wadever shit u think i am!!

✰Tis is my principal!,✰
✰Tis is wad I should Do by helping one another!✰

**The U Can be Anyone!(not purposely refering to anyone particularly!)**

-Going To let GO !-

Back To who I am!
Forget the PAST !
Stay Positive Once again!
Can i do it ?

~~If there is a will , There'll be a way!-~~

-GoodBye-
Monkey! =p

ℂ_There's Still Me_ℙ --Sorry,I'm Not xPerFecTx--

2:42 PM

When everything surrounding me,
Is nothing but a fake disguise,
I know I have to go on
But somehow I need you to stand by myside'

I tried to hold u back as long as i can
But i know i got to let go Someday
Before u go,plz tell me where I went wrong ,
So that i can changed,

even if i know u wont stay
but I know hw I feel abt u nw
I try to be nice, but you just laugh.

I'm not fitting in anymore, what can I do?
You don't realize, but it's starting to hurt.
When everything's just right, it always turns to dirt.

Help me, what am I doing wrong?
I don't understand, I'm there when your not strong.
I try to be happy most of the time, but it's getting harder now,

knowing your friendship isn't mine.
But After all,I dun bear to lose u >.<