Jus wanna to hold on to u.. When nothing mattered~

✖I don't care what life will be in future!_____I jus wanna to hold u TIGHT close to me!_____✖

Sunday, October 26, 2008No mood!

Someone who care: Hey not updating ur blog today?
Monkey : Dunno lehx, I have nothing to write abt.
Someone Who care: Hw come sia?
Monkey: Dunno larhx, my mind very messy now, Even if i write, i scare i will sae something which i shouldn't have!
Someone who care : o.O? like that ar.. Aiyo , better don't write den.If not u might regret.
Monkey: Ok larhx i write a little bit jiu hao lor.
Someone who care: alright!=]

-+25OCT08+-
Went to orchard wif my sis.. just for two hours den return to yishun
Actually plan to go bugis de but in the end thz to my sis ..lolx
MY goodness! now den i remember that mon nt meeting jie le..zzzz
okay nvm..
Went to Np after Orchard..Brought a wood gun & a windmill & poster colour for painting(for my teacher)
aiya will take some pic for it after i finished.
Tml gg to Ah j house at 9a.m to help out for the BBQ.
Haix.. These few days i had been skipping my meals..
No mood den jiu nv eat le.. =]
Tml i dun think i eating much also..
Although i skip my dinner today =.="
And! They are gg to wild wild wet tml !!
Sorri guys i nt gg ! coz it is ex! $10++ per person lehx.. ><

Hopefully tml i wont emo ar.. hahax..
And most importantly i dun wish that incident happened on BBQ day again!!
Well, Only i and jia yi know the best bahx.. Coz we are the victims!!
Tml got alcohol???Hopefully got !=P

That's all For today!
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Monkey dun wanna to think now!!
Monkey will head pain de..
Monkey dun wan anything now!
Monkey just wanna to be left alone...

[;Monkey;]
Sorri guys I'm nt online tml ..Coz will reach hm veri veri late!
Take Care & I'll be alright!

ℂ_There's Still Me_ℙ --Sorry,I'm Not xPerFecTx--

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Name :[C]hew [P]ing
Nick :Cp,Monkey,Apple,Cp Wanton
Age :16
D.O.B :27 of july
MSN :[Chew_ping92@hotmail.com]
Friendster :Unknown

[A] simple gal bahx, but with complicated thinking mind-set
veri [S]tubborn worx..
WE choose Our State Of Mind! Be it happy or not....

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A reminder, This is my blog!So do Watch what u had said in this blog! If u not happy with what I wrote,Simply leave here!

When everything surrounding me,
Is nothing but a fake disguise,
I know I have to go on
But somehow I need you to stand by myside'

I tried to hold u back as long as i can
But i know i got to let go Someday
Before u go,plz tell me where I went wrong ,
So that i can changed,

even if i know u wont stay
but I know hw I feel abt u nw
I try to be nice, but you just laugh.

I'm not fitting in anymore, what can I do?
You don't realize, but it's starting to hurt.
When everything's just right, it always turns to dirt.

Help me, what am I doing wrong?
I don't understand, I'm there when your not strong.
I try to be happy most of the time, but it's getting harder now,

knowing your friendship isn't mine.
But After all,I dun bear to lose u >.<

[-My Gratitude-]

Just when I was been left in the darkness...
U came up and rescue me...
Ur endless
➸Help
➸Motivation
➸Caring
➸Patient
➸Been there for me
➸I will always remembered the Things u had done 4 ME!,~~Even IF tis is not FOREVER!~~
✰But I do hope...✰
➭that this friendship will never end!-
✰Specially To✰:
❤Shanice❤
❤PDP❤
❤People I Love❤

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