Jus wanna to hold on to u.. When nothing mattered~

✖I don't care what life will be in future!_____I jus wanna to hold u TIGHT close to me!_____✖

Saturday, October 25, 2008Too Naive ?

[☠24 OCT 08☠]
Sian Sian Sian Sian
Today wake up at 2plus! lolx..In between got wake up larhx but went to slp again!
Wake up , online till now? =]
Whole day do nothing beside using com and watched tv
Should i go for the chinese class gathering chalet?
Coz alot of ppl also nv go..
Do u think i should go?
No and yes?
Alot of stuff went into my mind again..

[Substitution?]
Why ppl likes to treat mi like a substitution sia?
When nid mi jiu come over ,
When dun nid mi just push mi away.
Everytime trying my best to help , But den?
Wad i got bak is nothing but FAKE !
yeahx , i know i shouldn't have the intention of getting something bak
I don't except them to give mi anything also..But at least show mi that u appreciate it!
I always tot that if i treat ppl good , i will been treated good in return too!
But all these years it had proved to me wrong..
Honesty i can't even differs wad is right and wrong.
I may sae is right but ppl might sae is wrong.
So tell me..
IS right OR wrong?

-Ren Bu ke mao xiang , hai shui bu ke dou liang-

Nothing last forever but i do hope it will at least last long..
can? Will u make it last too???

[-=Chewping ♥Love♥ Monkey ! =-]
Monkey
+miss jie
+Miss Everybody
✰U're Important To Monkey!

ℂ_There's Still Me_ℙ --Sorry,I'm Not xPerFecTx--

12:10 AM

Name :[C]hew [P]ing
Nick :Cp,Monkey,Apple,Cp Wanton
Age :16
D.O.B :27 of july
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[A] simple gal bahx, but with complicated thinking mind-set
veri [S]tubborn worx..
WE choose Our State Of Mind! Be it happy or not....

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When everything surrounding me,
Is nothing but a fake disguise,
I know I have to go on
But somehow I need you to stand by myside'

I tried to hold u back as long as i can
But i know i got to let go Someday
Before u go,plz tell me where I went wrong ,
So that i can changed,

even if i know u wont stay
but I know hw I feel abt u nw
I try to be nice, but you just laugh.

I'm not fitting in anymore, what can I do?
You don't realize, but it's starting to hurt.
When everything's just right, it always turns to dirt.

Help me, what am I doing wrong?
I don't understand, I'm there when your not strong.
I try to be happy most of the time, but it's getting harder now,

knowing your friendship isn't mine.
But After all,I dun bear to lose u >.<

[-My Gratitude-]

Just when I was been left in the darkness...
U came up and rescue me...
Ur endless
➸Help
➸Motivation
➸Caring
➸Patient
➸Been there for me
➸I will always remembered the Things u had done 4 ME!,~~Even IF tis is not FOREVER!~~
✰But I do hope...✰
➭that this friendship will never end!-
✰Specially To✰:
❤Shanice❤
❤PDP❤
❤People I Love❤

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