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Friday, October 3, 2008
WHAT HAD HAPPENED???????!!!!
Tired , Tired , Tired!



Why is everything seems to difficult and more serious each time??
Let mi be more specific in tis.. as i know some of u all may be veri blur..

Last few days..
I was 'Fan' abt friendship stuff...
Secondly, is my family problems...
thirdly , is my exam..
And now ,
Just when i tot things getting better SUDDENLY!
A frens i know during NPCC ,
a AI frens malay guy had Just PASSED AWAY today!!
My goodness!
Could it be TRUE?!!!??
Starting when dong wen called mi and tell me..
I tot he was just JK!
If u all really know dong wen , he likes to jokes alot..
So i dunno tis time is real or not...
U know wad.. i still can smile to him and ask him
" u sure or not? Don't lie to me larhx...(hahax)"
I asked him hw he die...
Dong wen told mi , after playing basketball , he collapsed! and just passed away!
I was like.. Wah! really mar??
I still asked dong wen who is that guys sia..And i got talked to him before?
Dong wen sae yea...
Maybe becoz after so long we nv contact le.. Den now suddenly mention
his name i was kinda forgot a bit..
Eh.. Starting at 1st when dong wen told mi abt tis..
I didn't feel sad sia!! zzz...Maybe is really too sudden for mi ..
And dong wen was CRYING on phone!!!
I was like... " dong wen don't cry lehx.... zzzz "
Well, to confirm the news abt tis was true..
I asked my bro to asked her GF as she also studying in AI somemore is a NPCC cadets..
Haix..
In the end , is reaili true!
How could tis be true??!!!
ARh!! Why so many things happened these few days!
Somemore is yi chi bi chi hai zao.. ( is getting worsen and worsen as times goes by! )
Although now i can't remember hw's the guy look like..
But it seems to be telling mi , that time i and dong wen knew him sure have a lot of funs!
U know today i , my bro and my sis still talked abt death?!!!
I says that..
The most painful person ,
Most hurtful and sad ..
Is nt the one who left( die)
Is the one who been left behind!
For me i think is true!
Becoz my family members was the one who been left behind!
I undergo a life-time of guiltness ,
Sadness,
Unable to amend mistakes..
Well, is nothing to be proud of..
I believed some of u ..Do have this kind of experience before..
Regardless is from where...

Wadever it is...
Remember to treasure the ppl ard u !!!

Haix..
Tml i nt gg to his sch to pay last respect le...Coz I nt his sch students..so go there
Will be veri werid ... Well , i nt sure abt dong wen..zzzz...
Although i nt gg to his sch.. But i do he will rest in peace!
And He will be always be remembered as my frens no matter wad! ^^
His year his 'O' level leh..And yet... haix..
Tml AI sec is open for people to pay their last respect...


Tml was a Busy day..
Morning had to go AI den have to go polyclinic with my sister..
I will be seeing doctor tml for my skin....Hopefully will be better...
Becoz my skin had been carry on like tis almost a month le...
Den afternoon gg to jie house and teach her hw to play ms and
Download private server..lol

* Shanice ( jie) *
Jie if u see tis post tml morning...
I will be gg to ur house ard 2-3 plus ok?
Coz i have to go to polyclinic with my sis..so will be taking a longer time..
Sorri abt that...
Wan mi to buy anything remmeber to sms mi !!!
When i gg to reach ur house i will sms u..
Or got anything just sms mi ok?
Cya!


Tc Guys!
Remember to TREASURE ur LOVE ONEs!

Signed-
Tml will be a better rite?
Will be ??
I hope so!
ℂ_There's Still Me_ℙ --Sorry,I'm Not xPerFecTx--

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When everything surrounding me,
Is nothing but a fake disguise,
I know I have to go on
But somehow I need you to stand by myside'

I tried to hold u back as long as i can
But i know i got to let go Someday
Before u go,plz tell me where I went wrong ,
So that i can changed,

even if i know u wont stay
but I know hw I feel abt u nw
I try to be nice, but you just laugh.

I'm not fitting in anymore, what can I do?
You don't realize, but it's starting to hurt.
When everything's just right, it always turns to dirt.

Help me, what am I doing wrong?
I don't understand, I'm there when your not strong.
I try to be happy most of the time, but it's getting harder now,

knowing your friendship isn't mine.
But After all,I dun bear to lose u >.<





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nothing matters
Just when I was been left in the darkness...
U came up and rescue me...
Ur endless
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