Jus wanna to hold on to u.. When nothing mattered~

✖I don't care what life will be in future!_____I jus wanna to hold u TIGHT close to me!_____✖

Sunday, November 23, 2008Hang on , is wad i can tell myself now..

...23 Nov 08...

Sis wake mi up 2day and went to HKcafe and makan wif my bro & his gf.
didn't ate veri full...
Den went hm and took my HP and went out again wif my bro & sis to orchard.
While walking..Dunno why my bro suddenly praise me..
==" 1st time he praise on my result..
But haix.. I feel more pressure onto it.As i didn't know they are putting lots of hope in mi..
Wif confidence somemore~
I started worried abt my result again..
"I can't afford to fail ~~" I always tell myself tat.
But i ..Dunno..What will my result turns up to be?
and dunno hw..
Quarrel between mi sis and kor started..
Aiya, it was jus misunderstanding..and haix..
I dunno why these few days, quarrel between my family members keep happening..
Izzit becoz of mi?
maybe.. I dunno
Hope things will turn better tml

Friendship problem had stop and yet family problem start again..
Maybe till the day i die, peace den i can get...

=Someone=
wtf, u are the only person who pity me!
C'mon nt at if ur frens are great...
yes, u are just freaking lucky to get to know her as ur frens,
So wad? in the end, they turn u down when u nid help?
Or u jus freaking lie to me?
Shut up and u are no way better den mi either!

+monkey+
Life getting harder now~

ℂ_There's Still Me_ℙ --Sorry,I'm Not xPerFecTx--

11:35 PM

Name :[C]hew [P]ing
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[A] simple gal bahx, but with complicated thinking mind-set
veri [S]tubborn worx..
WE choose Our State Of Mind! Be it happy or not....

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When everything surrounding me,
Is nothing but a fake disguise,
I know I have to go on
But somehow I need you to stand by myside'

I tried to hold u back as long as i can
But i know i got to let go Someday
Before u go,plz tell me where I went wrong ,
So that i can changed,

even if i know u wont stay
but I know hw I feel abt u nw
I try to be nice, but you just laugh.

I'm not fitting in anymore, what can I do?
You don't realize, but it's starting to hurt.
When everything's just right, it always turns to dirt.

Help me, what am I doing wrong?
I don't understand, I'm there when your not strong.
I try to be happy most of the time, but it's getting harder now,

knowing your friendship isn't mine.
But After all,I dun bear to lose u >.<

[-My Gratitude-]

Just when I was been left in the darkness...
U came up and rescue me...
Ur endless
➸Help
➸Motivation
➸Caring
➸Patient
➸Been there for me
➸I will always remembered the Things u had done 4 ME!,~~Even IF tis is not FOREVER!~~
✰But I do hope...✰
➭that this friendship will never end!-
✰Specially To✰:
❤Shanice❤
❤PDP❤
❤People I Love❤

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