Saturday, November 1, 2008Hold it There!!
[=31 Oct 08=]Waked up ard 12 plus nearly 1 le! Planned to go cut my hair today!So get the ark number! and make appointment like my sis used to.Went out ard 3plusLike usual i went alone.On the MRT train! I saw sw , joel , chis !! lolx! and they didn't saw mi expt chis.lolx! So Coincidence hor?And one more thing! They went to orchard as well! and WAnna to cut hair also!!! hahaz.. Zhen Qiao ar! Den we chit-chat in the mrt train. Ah wei hp kana water jiu some botton sot liao.So she let mi see .. I anyhw press jiu ok liao =.="Sw was kinda shocked! hahaz.. Sae my hand is a magic hand =.= Well, is just so qiao larhx hahaz.. ^^They went to the same shop as mine to cut their hair! Only jasmine, sw and i cut niaEr..Sw wasn't happy at all.. Haix so sorri ! I shouldn't had brought u there! ><After that jiu went to my sis..Eh..That is when i start feeling so uneasy inside my heart..As i had ard 7ppl gg to xxxwedding..Darn it is darn alot of ppl rite? Haix.. I didn't tot of the consequence and just asked them go..MY heart was full of guiltness!I keep asking myself Wad am i suppose to do rite now??!!?? I didn't get any better until i sms xxx and "disturb" her again..Haix..She dun mind at all!!! [Guess it! But i mind!! ]But i can't do anything !!!! =I tot of=asking some of them nt to go?Paying the cost for them?Hoping xxx will tell mi only can hw many ppl go?Mi myself dun go?Sms miss low and asked wad should i do?I THINK ALOT! BUT NOTHING GONNA CHANGE!WAD AM I SUPPOSE TO DO? TO AMEND MY MISTAKE?!?CAN I TURN BAK THE TIME????!!???HEY MONKEY HATE TIS FEELING!FEELING GUILTNESS,HATING TO MAN FAN RENI know no one gg to help mi only myself can!The more important u are to monkey , the more monkey mind!=On the way hm=In e car, i keep thinking wad should i do?Sometimes i was just trying to help ! but turn out to be worsen!Always saying things which i shouldn't had and will kana been sae by other pplBut if i didn't sae i will kana been sae by other pplI reaili feeling so miserable rite now!Like that also wrong , that one also wrong...Wadever i do also wrong!!Why not u all tell mi wad i should do so that it will be correct??? !!???-Die Or Alive?--Die-Being so selfish, inconsiderate , cause ppl sad and guilt all life, cause some ppl miserable.-Alive-Always ma fan ren , Make ppl hate me, Burden to other ppl, making myself miserable , Other ppl feel irritating by me.See Die also cannot , live also cannot!Den u tell mi WAD AM I SUPPOSE TO DO?Being too considerate also cannot ,Inconsiderate also cannot..Hey ! I'm gg mad soon!!!Why don't u direct mi the direction? So that u wont sae/think i do/sae wrong? So that i would fu he ur yao qiu?WHY DON'T U DO THAT??!!???
-Shanice (jie) / huiying -lolz, dun nid to buy that monkey bank larhx..Waste money!!!wow! look like next time i cannot sae i wanna buy wad le.. =.=""[-Huiyi-]I know u wont able to see my blog but here i am wanna to tell u something!U know wad?These few days u let mi feel u are there for me!!hahaz.. I nt saying that during the past few years u are nt..But these few days u let mi feel that!!!I'm reaili veri happy~~ =]But i was like showing moody attitude to everyone! Sorri i hope u understand that these few days my mood wasn't that good!!! Is just like there a bomb inside mi , Anytime, Anywhere will just explode out!!!!!!!The bomb might hurt u someday~~~So plz be prepared and I'm sorri!Monkey?I reaili dunno hw am i gg to fall aslp rite now!Jie i guess i too depend on u! Cause u used to be my listening ears.But i guess i gg to learn to be my own.....and I'm learning rite now! Is kinda hard , but i will get through it sooner or ltr! >Monkey<
Was in a dilemma state
Wad am i suppose to do?
Don't worri guys , For those who are kinda bz/trouble , plz attent to wad is important now.
Ignore mi now , maybe tis will make u and i better~~
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