Jus wanna to hold on to u.. When nothing mattered~

✖I don't care what life will be in future!_____I jus wanna to hold u TIGHT close to me!_____✖

Wednesday, November 19, 2008LEt mi start WIF .....

Sour? Bitter? Spicy? Sweet?
Is that what we should gone through everyday?
But ..
This had make my life sick and tired~
Having telling myself , I mux hang on there~
Even when I was able to give up!
So well, We can't give up afterall !!! Even if we wan to , plz tell urself DON'T GIVE UP!
I know is hard but just keep trying and have FAITH in urself !
I know EVERYONE CAN DO IT if u all wan to!!!

Phew~ Another day had gone..

??19 Nov 08 ??
Wake up at 7 a.m , 7.15 a.m , 8a.m, 10a.m? and finally, 10+ a.m
Had to go hospital again due to some reason..Don't worri is not me..
stay there from 11.30- 3p.m like tat..
Wow! I was veri hungry! hhahax..
Went to NP , and makan.. But i and my sis didn't manage to finish everything.
eh~Was totally unlike me, I used to eat most of it , but i dunno..
My stomach ~~ Haix..Feels darn hungry and yet easily full.
Was it becoz of my mood? I dunno, i lose my appetite easily.
Well, that's good! i can lose weight hahaz..=]
After eating , we went to basement shop shop..
Went to pet shop and brought one shirt and snack for my Teddy! hahax..
After tat went to buy ice-cream~
er...Darn ex! $3 per cup? ==" lucky nt i pay!
After tat jiu went hm le bahx...

ZzzZzz..Sian, my mum problem again..Darn it!

I think i wasn't myself recently..
Been easily getting distracted by things,
Where my soul and mind had gone?
I dunno , Hw am i suppose to react, think , do, talk, To make it rite again.

I seems Easily Pissed off, irritate , frustrated & moody
So if happened to be towards anyone den I'm sorri , I dun mean tat, just that my nerves seems to be relocated wrongly!

--Monkey--
Not getting anywhere further~

ℂ_There's Still Me_ℙ --Sorry,I'm Not xPerFecTx--

11:10 PM

Name :[C]hew [P]ing
Nick :Cp,Monkey,Apple,Cp Wanton
Age :16
D.O.B :27 of july
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[A] simple gal bahx, but with complicated thinking mind-set
veri [S]tubborn worx..
WE choose Our State Of Mind! Be it happy or not....

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When everything surrounding me,
Is nothing but a fake disguise,
I know I have to go on
But somehow I need you to stand by myside'

I tried to hold u back as long as i can
But i know i got to let go Someday
Before u go,plz tell me where I went wrong ,
So that i can changed,

even if i know u wont stay
but I know hw I feel abt u nw
I try to be nice, but you just laugh.

I'm not fitting in anymore, what can I do?
You don't realize, but it's starting to hurt.
When everything's just right, it always turns to dirt.

Help me, what am I doing wrong?
I don't understand, I'm there when your not strong.
I try to be happy most of the time, but it's getting harder now,

knowing your friendship isn't mine.
But After all,I dun bear to lose u >.<

[-My Gratitude-]

Just when I was been left in the darkness...
U came up and rescue me...
Ur endless
➸Help
➸Motivation
➸Caring
➸Patient
➸Been there for me
➸I will always remembered the Things u had done 4 ME!,~~Even IF tis is not FOREVER!~~
✰But I do hope...✰
➭that this friendship will never end!-
✰Specially To✰:
❤Shanice❤
❤PDP❤
❤People I Love❤

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