Jus wanna to hold on to u.. When nothing mattered~

✖I don't care what life will be in future!_____I jus wanna to hold u TIGHT close to me!_____✖

Wednesday, November 5, 2008Time passed......

5 NOV @ 08

YO EVERYONE!
Eh? Surprise!? I'm STILL AWAKE!
lallalalallalaa... Coz i ytd slp almost the Whole day!
Cool yar?(lame rite? ==)
Den after i wake up go out wif my sis..
Ytd had a Conversation wif him and dw! lolz..
He sae one of the main char like me ==" den called her as my name! lolz!
But the main char was super lousy, Coz he keep making "me" die!
Den aiya, he still the same but only words getting lesser which is GOOD! hahaz
Den dw was like so quiet larhx..Unlike him~~
Half way talked on phone half way chatting on msn..
Wow! we chat till almost 2hrs le..hahaz
It had been a long time ever since i had him talked so long le.
But two person gang up and bully me><
but i wasn't angry or wad! coz got things to sae rather den dun have ar..
So nvm larhx.. Is ok nar..

WOW! A day had passed! and yar! A new day begins~~

Sometimes i reaili hope i can have u once again!
The feeling of beening care, love , dotes & everything make mi feel like it.
But too bad i know even u give me the chance to let mi have once more.
I wont able to have it.
I can't let her Or u down once again!
你们知道吗？那种想在一起又不可以在一起的滋味是有多么的难受吗？
So i know i can't make any chooses therefore 我只好安慰自己，未来多的是机会。

In that case i wont hurt anyone! I wont disappointed anyone! Rite?

=Monkey trying to be alive!=

ℂ_There's Still Me_ℙ --Sorry,I'm Not xPerFecTx--

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Name :[C]hew [P]ing
Nick :Cp,Monkey,Apple,Cp Wanton
Age :16
D.O.B :27 of july
MSN :[Chew_ping92@hotmail.com]
Friendster :Unknown

[A] simple gal bahx, but with complicated thinking mind-set
veri [S]tubborn worx..
WE choose Our State Of Mind! Be it happy or not....

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A reminder, This is my blog!So do Watch what u had said in this blog! If u not happy with what I wrote,Simply leave here!

When everything surrounding me,
Is nothing but a fake disguise,
I know I have to go on
But somehow I need you to stand by myside'

I tried to hold u back as long as i can
But i know i got to let go Someday
Before u go,plz tell me where I went wrong ,
So that i can changed,

even if i know u wont stay
but I know hw I feel abt u nw
I try to be nice, but you just laugh.

I'm not fitting in anymore, what can I do?
You don't realize, but it's starting to hurt.
When everything's just right, it always turns to dirt.

Help me, what am I doing wrong?
I don't understand, I'm there when your not strong.
I try to be happy most of the time, but it's getting harder now,

knowing your friendship isn't mine.
But After all,I dun bear to lose u >.<

[-My Gratitude-]

Just when I was been left in the darkness...
U came up and rescue me...
Ur endless
➸Help
➸Motivation
➸Caring
➸Patient
➸Been there for me
➸I will always remembered the Things u had done 4 ME!,~~Even IF tis is not FOREVER!~~
✰But I do hope...✰
➭that this friendship will never end!-
✰Specially To✰:
❤Shanice❤
❤PDP❤
❤People I Love❤

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