Jus wanna to hold on to u.. When nothing mattered~

✖I don't care what life will be in future!_____I jus wanna to hold u TIGHT close to me!_____✖

Saturday, November 22, 2008Unreasonable..

=22 Nov 08=

Wow, Today slept till 2plus, Had nothing to do..
Den went to put medicine on my doggy's leg,
Sis was out wif bf and i was at hm wif my kor.
He even more worse slep till 4plus..lolz
Waiting for my sis to be bak! And yes! she brought food hm for us!
I was hungry till dying le..I finished everything~~=]
Den went online and prepare to go out as my mum asked me to take bak the bicy
It was raining heavily then so i wait till the rain had stop and den went out.
Go out and buy bubble tea and drink..I miss it alot~~hahaz..
and then , jiu go hm liao ...

Haix, when wanna to play the games , my bro dunno wad happened keep knocking on my head,
when I'm slow? zzz...Freaking irritating...
Fire just started like tat,
Start quarreling wif my bro and the good thing is tat my sis helping mi..
But i dun like her when she ask my bro to let mi ~~
I dun wan! Why should he let mi? And i didn't do anything wrong?
I gets angry and tears just flows down like tat..
i went to online and chat wif a frens as i can't find anyone to talk to?
But didn't chat much as i wanan to be left alone..
zzz...Tears didn't stop and my head was veri pain..
so went to slp , my sis wanted to an wei wo , but i told her i gg to slp like i always does.

and now I'm online, =]
feeling better after slping.and my kor got to bak hm wif my favourite
Snack! hahax...=]

Wow,it had been awhile eversince i last cried?
hehex..
Although i tot alot of negative things when i'm crying ,
in facts those negative things were facts~
But dunno why ppl told mi nt to think abt it?
Especially my counsellor....

So many things were left unanswer~
And yet i found the ans to the question ,
but people deined that, that was the answer to the questions.
So why nt u ans 4 mi?
instead of asking myself to find it?

*Monkey*
-Getting impatient soon-

ℂ_There's Still Me_ℙ --Sorry,I'm Not xPerFecTx--

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[A] simple gal bahx, but with complicated thinking mind-set
veri [S]tubborn worx..
WE choose Our State Of Mind! Be it happy or not....

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When everything surrounding me,
Is nothing but a fake disguise,
I know I have to go on
But somehow I need you to stand by myside'

I tried to hold u back as long as i can
But i know i got to let go Someday
Before u go,plz tell me where I went wrong ,
So that i can changed,

even if i know u wont stay
but I know hw I feel abt u nw
I try to be nice, but you just laugh.

I'm not fitting in anymore, what can I do?
You don't realize, but it's starting to hurt.
When everything's just right, it always turns to dirt.

Help me, what am I doing wrong?
I don't understand, I'm there when your not strong.
I try to be happy most of the time, but it's getting harder now,

knowing your friendship isn't mine.
But After all,I dun bear to lose u >.<

[-My Gratitude-]

Just when I was been left in the darkness...
U came up and rescue me...
Ur endless
➸Help
➸Motivation
➸Caring
➸Patient
➸Been there for me
➸I will always remembered the Things u had done 4 ME!,~~Even IF tis is not FOREVER!~~
✰But I do hope...✰
➭that this friendship will never end!-
✰Specially To✰:
❤Shanice❤
❤PDP❤
❤People I Love❤

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