Jus wanna to hold on to u.. When nothing mattered~

✖I don't care what life will be in future!_____I jus wanna to hold u TIGHT close to me!_____✖

Friday, November 14, 2008XRealisedX

Above the monkey is brought by my sis! Love u much!! hahax..

Sorri guys, these few days i dun feel like updating blog.
Due to many reason, many things happened as well.
To reaili sae wad things had happened~
I guess its a long story.
Things happened and make mi learn,REALISED, can sae things reaili pull mi down all the way.
BUT NT TILL THE END!

Just when things are no longer getting better ,
I know i mux do something,
I hesitated for veri long!
I know, things are gg to be more worse if I'm Impatient.
But i tell u if u step onto my tail ,
I will bing till the end! i dun mind giving up my fking life.
Anyway i dun even live for myself!
So why should i bother so much? But i tell u , i live for ppl, People who are greatly important to me.

I know some of u , mux be greatly hate me for living for the sake of others ,
But i tell u , That makes my life worth it! That's ME!

I THINK ALOT ALOT ALOT RECENTLY
SAD, HAPPY, DOWN,MOODY....
&

I HATE MYSELF!
and so wad? Things wont change, but ppl do change, PPl like to assuming things , i do sometimes.
And wad i can sae is that i am too coward to face it all!
So i choose to run away!!! But i know i got to face it sooner or ltr.
Sometimes , is nt that xxxx dun care, is just that xxx is too important to me that i can't lost it.

Post by 11NOV

=Monkey=
Not till the last breathe of mine.

ℂ_There's Still Me_ℙ --Sorry,I'm Not xPerFecTx--

11:25 PM

Name :[C]hew [P]ing
Nick :Cp,Monkey,Apple,Cp Wanton
Age :16
D.O.B :27 of july
MSN :[Chew_ping92@hotmail.com]
Friendster :Unknown

[A] simple gal bahx, but with complicated thinking mind-set
veri [S]tubborn worx..
WE choose Our State Of Mind! Be it happy or not....

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A reminder, This is my blog!So do Watch what u had said in this blog! If u not happy with what I wrote,Simply leave here!

When everything surrounding me,
Is nothing but a fake disguise,
I know I have to go on
But somehow I need you to stand by myside'

I tried to hold u back as long as i can
But i know i got to let go Someday
Before u go,plz tell me where I went wrong ,
So that i can changed,

even if i know u wont stay
but I know hw I feel abt u nw
I try to be nice, but you just laugh.

I'm not fitting in anymore, what can I do?
You don't realize, but it's starting to hurt.
When everything's just right, it always turns to dirt.

Help me, what am I doing wrong?
I don't understand, I'm there when your not strong.
I try to be happy most of the time, but it's getting harder now,

knowing your friendship isn't mine.
But After all,I dun bear to lose u >.<

[-My Gratitude-]

Just when I was been left in the darkness...
U came up and rescue me...
Ur endless
➸Help
➸Motivation
➸Caring
➸Patient
➸Been there for me
➸I will always remembered the Things u had done 4 ME!,~~Even IF tis is not FOREVER!~~
✰But I do hope...✰
➭that this friendship will never end!-
✰Specially To✰:
❤Shanice❤
❤PDP❤
❤People I Love❤

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