Jus wanna to hold on to u.. When nothing mattered~

✖I don't care what life will be in future!_____I jus wanna to hold u TIGHT close to me!_____✖

Thursday, December 11, 2008Are u feeling tis way?

Have any of u ..

Feels like facing the world on ur own?
Forcing urself to hide everysingle of ur feelings?

U KNOW !
that u just have to hang on and keep on moving..
that u just have to stay POSITIVE
&
that u're wrong for thinking things so negatively

PRETEND
that u're just alright and everything will be fine the next day
that u're not hurt inside

&

FIND ALL THE REASON
Just to keep you going
Just to make u think that what u had done worth it

BUT WHAT HAPPEN IN THE END?

U found out that U'RE LOST!
U DUNNO WHO U ARE!
U Just been "someone"..Someone, people likes to mould u into!

But yet!
U never stop trying even though there are many times u wanted to !

U been searching for an answer!
An answer that could solve all ur questions!
But Y
a "small" things that ppl's say make ur questions narrow down!
These
Makes u feels that u're at least worth for just a little things u had done for them

ARE U ONE OF THOSE?

Sorri guys i didn't post anything abt my life rite now..
Erm. dun worri too..

ONL

Everything will be alright =]

+ monkey+

ℂ_There's Still Me_ℙ --Sorry,I'm Not xPerFecTx--

10:12 PM

Name :[C]hew [P]ing
Nick :Cp,Monkey,Apple,Cp Wanton
Age :16
D.O.B :27 of july
MSN :[Chew_ping92@hotmail.com]
Friendster :Unknown

[A] simple gal bahx, but with complicated thinking mind-set
veri [S]tubborn worx..
WE choose Our State Of Mind! Be it happy or not....

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A reminder, This is my blog!So do Watch what u had said in this blog! If u not happy with what I wrote,Simply leave here!

.❥Family
.❥Gan-family
.❥Sisters
.❥Friends
.❥YoYo & CiCi Monkey!
.❥Think/imagined alot
.❥Been crazy most of the time
.❥[C]olour:light blue,Black,white n pink.
.❥[G]oing out wif sisterz N Frens.
.❥[M]iie dog,teddy~,muackz ^-^
.❥[E]veryone happy!!(nt fake ar)

When everything surrounding me,
Is nothing but a fake disguise,
I know I have to go on
But somehow I need you to stand by myside'

I tried to hold u back as long as i can
But i know i got to let go Someday
Before u go,plz tell me where I went wrong ,
So that i can changed,

even if i know u wont stay
but I know hw I feel abt u nw
I try to be nice, but you just laugh.

I'm not fitting in anymore, what can I do?
You don't realize, but it's starting to hurt.
When everything's just right, it always turns to dirt.

Help me, what am I doing wrong?
I don't understand, I'm there when your not strong.
I try to be happy most of the time, but it's getting harder now,

knowing your friendship isn't mine.
But After all,I dun bear to lose u >.<

[-My Gratitude-]

Just when I was been left in the darkness...
U came up and rescue me...
Ur endless
➸Help
➸Motivation
➸Caring
➸Patient
➸Been there for me
➸I will always remembered the Things u had done 4 ME!,~~Even IF tis is not FOREVER!~~
✰But I do hope...✰
➭that this friendship will never end!-
✰Specially To✰:
❤Shanice❤
❤PDP❤
❤People I Love❤

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