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Thursday, December 18, 2008
N Levels result


Aren't anyone nervous abt their result?

So yupx, Today wake up at 6.25a.m & going to sch for cca..
well, nothing much to do over there..Just went and see hw the juniors perform themselves.
Times drawn near as I was slacking all the way !

Saw miss mellissa walking pass..
Dong wen was like dunno wad happen run towards her..lol
But i sat down at the white room as my inspector is giving lecture at there! lolz!
Walk towards miss mellissa
And guess wad she told me?
" No matter wad the result is , u got to accept it.. And u mux tell urself u had done ur veri best!"
well, is she trying to hint mi or something?
zzzz...I was like, haiz, gonna think for the worst now..


But when i saw mr neo ,
He changed my mood! my emotions!
But of coz he never changed me lar =="
He gave mi some good news as well as bad news...
But i gotta accept both ..
Do i have a choice to choose huh?
Nope, and i lose the bet to mr neo =="
Alright , u won I lose ! And i lose one treat at swensen! My goodness!
Hw am i gg to pay? ==" sian...

-2.00p.m-


wow! why so few of them here today?
MIA on RESULT DAY??
The new principal , gave the briefing abt the overall performances.
zzz.
He sae He gg to put hard on us next year for those who promoted?
Isn't that called torture?

Alright! It's time for us to take the result !
I took mine as though I'm nt nervous , but indeed i wasn't ..
Cause... for some reason..

But i wasn't happy at all! For my D&T n Sci !
My goodness! i was expecting an A1 !
But there are aren't.. Alright go ahead and say that I'm lousy..
I am ! I failed to ....achieve an A1!
And is shame for mi to sae that ,cause i only got an A2 !
After so many months or weeks of hardwork , that's only wad i can achieve?
Jie mux be feeling upset ( even if she sae she wasn't)
I'm sorri , that I'm unable to achieve an A1 for u ...
But wadever it is , I was promoted to sec 5 which i was veri glad to hear that!
At least, I prove to myself that i can do it & hard work do pay off..(for certain subj)

However, i didn't do as well compared to my prelim !
Quite disappointing , i mean hw could tis be happening?Prelim are suppose to be harder den n level?isn't it?
But why my result for prelim is better den N level?
Alright , Darn it?

Higher Nitec Better? Or Sec 5?
I'm struck!
Right in the middle of these two ...
I couldn't decide which is best for me !
I dun wanna any regrets in future just becoz of my stupid decision i had made!
I seeks for advices of some teachers and seniors.. And here the conclusion!

I Decided to GO SEC 5s

Gotta prepare for sec 5 ! But wad i should do ? Okay slack 1st.. hahaz..
Next year gonna be not easy road for me..
But i gonna try...

For some of my frens who didn't managed to promote..
All the best to u all !
Remember , if there's a will , there will be a way.
No matter where u all go , Goal is always can be achieved.
There are always many ways to achieve ur goal just the matter of, are u willing to try?
To give it a shot?
Give all ur best?
and do u wanna it?

Don't GIve Up easily !
That's aren't the end of ur life if u didn't do well in N level..

Yup , i know i aren't u all , But i did have lots of worse things that i think of..
Can sae is scaring myself, low in confidence, Putting myself down till the core.
and that is when i seek for help ! I went to counseling and all ..
Jus trying to find hope for mi !

-Silly gal-
wei ! u are totally veri silly !
know why? Giving away chocolate to ur frens for farewell?
C'mon, nt at if we will not meet up next time ! That' s aren't the end of our friendship yet.
But i know, people do change ..
But do change for better yea?
All the best to u !!!

-Someone-
I feels that u are drifting away from me!
I know , i did let u down somehw for my result.
Maybe that's better for u some hw? At least , now u can focus on ur studies...
Times reaili flies , and it change u as well...
And i found i'm talking too much! Too much craps ! and yea..
IS darn IRRITATING ! (but is better den remain slient and no one is talking?)
Actions tells everything.. And u may sae that I'm assumed things..
But that's wad i feel ...
Hope u will feel more better after drifting away from me.

Last but not least ....

CONGRATS TO THOSE MADE IT !
&
THOSE WHO CAN'T DON'T BE DISCOURAGE BY IT !
( just remember dun ever give up!)



SEC 5 s HERE I COME !
Monkey


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When everything surrounding me,
Is nothing but a fake disguise,
I know I have to go on
But somehow I need you to stand by myside'

I tried to hold u back as long as i can
But i know i got to let go Someday
Before u go,plz tell me where I went wrong ,
So that i can changed,

even if i know u wont stay
but I know hw I feel abt u nw
I try to be nice, but you just laugh.

I'm not fitting in anymore, what can I do?
You don't realize, but it's starting to hurt.
When everything's just right, it always turns to dirt.

Help me, what am I doing wrong?
I don't understand, I'm there when your not strong.
I try to be happy most of the time, but it's getting harder now,

knowing your friendship isn't mine.
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