Tuesday, December 23, 2008STATE OF MIND
Nowadays i been reading a book called " Psychology & Emotion(understanding how to Deal wif life) "
Well, somehow , i found out there are quite a number of things which links to my thinking.&Is veri true that.. Everything starts from our state of mind..If we think positively, even the worst things that happened to u may not be that worst as well..Is all depend on how u think ...So well ,Sorri guys , i didn't update my blog recently..Which i was suppose to.Days aren't getting better at all..A summary of hw i feel nowadays..Studies.
I keep reminding myself of the stupid result i got..Is kinda disappointing,I know i can't change the facts that is like tat ! Only can carried a disappointing heart looking forward 4 2009Friendship.I been avoiding lots of ppl..I lose trust in ppl easily, Somethings i will ask myself " where did i went wrong? , why most frens seems to be so far away from me?"Even the one I took as most important person doesn't seems rite too..If my days without frens , wad would my life have become?Honesty speaking.. I was too scared to be treated tis way once again.Those betrayed, Back-stab , lies , takes me 4 granted , etc.In facts, ppl didn't turn up as wad i expected wad they will do.So is like, i keep on having disappointment again and again! Maybe my expectation is too high..But i believe if i can do it why can't they?!?Why can't they treat mi the way i treat them?BECOZ THEY ARE NT ME! So instead of me should accept who they are ! it turns up to be " avoiding them"I admit i didn't care much 4 them as wad i should do normally.I'm sorri becoz i found it pointless where ppl's don't appreciate it NOT only , friendship is now bothers me.. Even families as well as study are now haunting me everyday!I know, nowadays some of my frens aren't feeling rite too..
especially jie ,dw, and others..
So dun nid to bother abt me..
I will still handle everything on my own..
I dunno if anyone would be there 4 mi or nt..
wad i know now , is that i facing everything alone..
But is alright ! I will hang on there becoz.. There are ppl who nids mi to be there 4 them!
Even if they dun nid mi.. I will always on "stand-by" mode...
[-X-mas-]sorri guys, i can't able to buy any present now..But i will try to buy some !Hands is veri tight nowadays due to family problems...I now can't even celebrate any X'mas wif some of my frens..Guess tis year is my bad year.. I wants to celebrate..but even if i got, it can't be an happy one . thus, wad's the point of mi having any X'mas celebration which me not feeling any happy at all?
haiz... +monkey+able to survive though..=]
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.❥Think/imagined alot
.❥Been crazy most of the time
.❥[C]olour:light blue,Black,white n pink.
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✰Buy New clothes
✰SisTerShip Everlast!
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✰Ppl ard me~Stay Happy 4ever!~!
✰Learn to overcome obstacles!
✰I could comprehend people ard me!!
Life is so bored
Nowadays i been reading a book called " Psychology & Emotion(understanding how to Deal wif life) "
