Jus wanna to hold on to u.. When nothing mattered~

✖I don't care what life will be in future!_____I jus wanna to hold u TIGHT close to me!_____✖

Friday, January 23, 2009Discouraged?

Things aren't going smoothly for me..
During doing chem experiment , i didn't succeed.
Math? I make alot of careless mistake.
Bio, I didn't get the brain stuff into my head.
Ss? trying to get hold of the points.
Eng? Still able to survive although i didn't managed to pass my 1st small test?
Hist? Struggling to understand as it is a new topic.
D&T ..Worst..So many things had changed.. Higher expectation from O levels.

Sae abt D&T , i saw ben today we did share abt the D&T thing..
He warn mi abt mr yeo and asked mi to becareful..
Well, i dun find anything wrong wif Mr yeo either...
Everyone do mistakes and yes.. He did learned his mistake Plus! NOT totally his faults either!

Friendship wise..
I know i somehw neglect musfirah group.
I reaili appreciate that U have the courage to speak up to me!
Although I believe that in tis world that there is no FAIR ,
But still , I will try to pay attentions and make the necessary changes towards u all.

Plz give mi the motivation of holding on wif any of the friendship !
Especially those frenships who are close to me!
BEcoz, every times when there are problems.
I can't take it, i think that letting go is the best way!
BUT!
I will not gg to let myself think that again!
I have to go against my thoughts!
BECOZ letting things go IS A WAY OF RUNNING AWAY FROM PROBLEMS!
IT will only leads to the regrets I had left behind...
It wont solve anything but to Show that U dun dare to face it!

I had tried it before, the feeling of it was pity bad,
Regrets & grief about why At the 1st place, I preserve it so long BUT in the end ,
I have chosen
A tragic ending to IT?

I still remember When I was sec 3 , my favorite teacher,
Tell mi this !
" If u wanted to give up , u should have given up last year! Then u wont have wasted last year's effort.Some Things takes time"

Doesn't It sound sense to u?
Since U had preserve it for long so why not carried on doing that?
Think abt it.. There is NO problems that can't be solved in tis world!

Somehw , I have a negative thoughts abt friendships...

Extract form a chinese song,

周杰倫- 我不配
Jay Chou- wo bu pei (I'm not worthy)

Although , That's one part says " I love you" that doesn't mean that LOVE referring to guys only..
Frens do love each other don't they?
Everythings needed love !

歌词詞：方文山 (Vincent Fang)
曲：周杰倫 (Jay Chou)

这街上太拥挤
Zhe Jie shang tai yong ji
This street is too crowded

太多人有秘密
Tai duo ren you mi mi
Too many people with secrets

玻璃上有雾气在被隐藏起过去
bo li shang you wu qi zai bei yin chang qi guo qu
At the glass, there's the fog hidden from it

你脸上的情绪
Ni lian shang de qing xu
The sulky face of yours

在还原那场雨
Zai huan yuan na chang yu
Is completing that rain

这巷弄太过弯曲走不回故事里
Zhe xiang nong tai guo wan qu zou bu hui gu shi li
This street is simply too narrow to return to the story

这日子不再绿
Zhe ri zi bu zai lu
These days are not green anymore

又斑驳了几句
You ban bo le ji ju
Just a few word exchanges

剩下搬空回忆的我在大房子里
Sheng xia ban kong hui yi de wo zai da fang zi li
I'm left alone in the house, with half-filled memories

电影院的座椅
Dian ying yuan de zuo yi
The seats in the cinema

隔遥远的距离
Ge yao yuan de ju li
Are separated far by distance

感情没有对手戏你跟自己下棋
Gan qing mei you dui shou shi ni gen zi ji xia qi
Feelings with no partner is a game of chess you played by yourself

还来不及仔仔细细写下你的关于
hai lai bu ji zi zi xi xi xie xia ni de guan yu
it's still too late to carefully write down your concern

描述我如何愛你
Miao shu wo ru he ai ni
Describing how I love you

你却微笑的离我而去
Ni que wei xiao de li wo er qu
Yet you leave me away with a smile

Chorus:

这感觉已经不对
Zhe gan jue yi jing bu dui
This feeling is not right anymore

我努力在挽回
Wo nu li zai wan hui
I tried hard to retrieve

一些些应该体贴的感觉我没给
Yi xie xie ying gai ti tie de de gan jue wo mei gei
A bit feeling of care that I didn't give

你嘟嘴许的愿望很卑微
Ni de zui xu de yuan wang hen bei wei
The many wish from your lips is very petty and low

在妥协是我忽略
Zai tuo xie shi wo hu lue
I neglected to compromise it

你不过要人陪
Ni bu guo yao ren pei
However you want some company

哦这感觉已经不对
a zhe gan jue yi jing bu dui
ahh, This feeling is not right anymore

我最后才了解
Wo zui hou cai liao jie
I'm the last to understand

一页页不忍翻阅的情节
Yi ye ye bu ren fan yue de qing jie
Looking through the pages of circumstances which cannot be endured

你好累
Ni hao lei
You're so tired

你默背为我掉过几次泪
Ni mo bei wei wo diao guo ci lei
You have silently cried behind my back for so many times

多憔悴
Duo qiao sui
So shallow

而我心碎你受罪你的美
er wo xin sui ni shou zui ni de mei
Yet my heart breaks and you accepted my sin, your beauty

我不配
Wo bu pei
I'm not worthy

Specially for frens that I had neglected.

-Miss Jie lots-
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STOP AND STARE -One Republic

This town is colder now, I think it's sick of us
It's time to make our move, I'm shakin off the rust
I've got my heart set on anywhere but here
I'm staring down myself, counting up the years
Steady hands, just take the wheel...
And every glance is killing me
Time to make one last appeal... for the life I lead

Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be, oh
Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're 'here' not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, can u see what I see

They're tryin to come back, all my senses push
Un-tie the weight bags, I never thought I could...
Steady feet, don't fail me now
Gonna run till you can't walk
But something pulls my focus out
And I'm standing down...

Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be, oh
Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're here not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, you don't need

What u need, what u need...

Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be
Oh, do u see what I see...

Stop & Stare - One Republic

-Monkey-
Do all u can! I WANT I CAN!

ℂ_There's Still Me_ℙ --Sorry,I'm Not xPerFecTx--

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