Jus wanna to hold on to u.. When nothing mattered~

✖I don't care what life will be in future!_____I jus wanna to hold u TIGHT close to me!_____✖

Saturday, January 31, 2009Tired.. Not gg to sae "try" again

OPPs! So sorri i wake up late again ><
But in the end I did manage to catch up wif them!!
As usual I go jogging wif them- got ah ma, ma & my kor? hahaz...
My ah ma.. only 18 sia.. lol
Den ah ma wanna mi to fill up the SPF badges form..but i forgot the dates sia..
zzz, nvm forget it.. no point taking it also .. I so xxxxx....
Tot of gg to CI course.. now can just forget it?
After that.. went to makan
den go hm and prepared to go gym...
At gym , just before i left, one of the trainer there...
Give mi a IQ question.. actually jus wanna to know whether Am i depend person or nt..
Well, kinda true but zzzz.. i not going to do anything abt it.. becoz I am Who i am alright!
Sian sia.. zzzz...
Den go popular den buy food liao go hm..

Asking myself , why am i wanna to know more abt np?
Been so motivated and looking forward to npcc each time?
Was my ambition reaili wanna become police officer?
Asking myself why i did tis and that?
Jus for wad the hell forsake it is?

I know wad my weakness thing in NP ,
alright i wasn't even fit to become a senior so neither do i ever dream of becoming CI .
Haiz.. tis time round i gg to let ppl down again...WTH!
grr......
Can i start from the scatch?

OMG! Chewping ar!!!
why u turn away an opportunty given to u? to get a SPF badges!!!
That's everyone wish to get that! yet.. .u .... zzzzz...

(i know Wad I'm doing)
(Nothing big deal abt too..zzz)

Alright i know , I'm weak ,
Given up so fast.
yea yea.. i hate myself too..
So dun nid to even bother to care/concern abt me..
Jus let me be ..

Alright?

-monkey-
wadever!

ℂ_There's Still Me_ℙ --Sorry,I'm Not xPerFecTx--

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WE choose Our State Of Mind! Be it happy or not....

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When everything surrounding me,
Is nothing but a fake disguise,
I know I have to go on
But somehow I need you to stand by myside'

I tried to hold u back as long as i can
But i know i got to let go Someday
Before u go,plz tell me where I went wrong ,
So that i can changed,

even if i know u wont stay
but I know hw I feel abt u nw
I try to be nice, but you just laugh.

I'm not fitting in anymore, what can I do?
You don't realize, but it's starting to hurt.
When everything's just right, it always turns to dirt.

Help me, what am I doing wrong?
I don't understand, I'm there when your not strong.
I try to be happy most of the time, but it's getting harder now,

knowing your friendship isn't mine.
But After all,I dun bear to lose u >.<

[-My Gratitude-]

Just when I was been left in the darkness...
U came up and rescue me...
Ur endless
➸Help
➸Motivation
➸Caring
➸Patient
➸Been there for me
➸I will always remembered the Things u had done 4 ME!,~~Even IF tis is not FOREVER!~~
✰But I do hope...✰
➭that this friendship will never end!-
✰Specially To✰:
❤Shanice❤
❤PDP❤
❤People I Love❤

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