Jus wanna to hold on to u.. When nothing mattered~

✖I don't care what life will be in future!_____I jus wanna to hold u TIGHT close to me!_____✖

Saturday, February 21, 2009No words could describe hw i feel right now..

Today i post Tis as My headline for my Post is becoz..
Time is running out!
Tis was given by shanice jie today for me..
And is kinda meaningful...

Briefly , wad happen today
Went to simpson's dialogue today..
was kinda felt bored when he talked.. zzz
After that , have a chat wif my chinese teacher..
Followed by counselor ,
Den my form teacher..
And yea.. Expectantly , my result turned reaili bad..
It can sae that , is my worst result i ever got...

And through this , some teachers reaili very concern abt me .. Especially Miss low.
I sound so negatively today be it is with whoever..

I shall not talked abt it anymore...
I... have no words to describe hw I feeling right now..

Last but nt least..
Thanks for those ppl who
-wanted mi to be perseverance in my studies..
- Scolded mi when my result aren't expected
- concern that u all gave.

And ALOT MORE!
THANKS! (I know by saying thanks wont mean anything)
Results & Efforts are wad u all wanna to know and see...

But I'm letting my heart to pull mi bak..
And now trying to get rid of it..
Jus give mi some time....

Given by shanice jie

=Monkey=

ℂ_There's Still Me_ℙ --Sorry,I'm Not xPerFecTx--

9:02 PM

Name :[C]hew [P]ing
Nick :Cp,Monkey,Apple,Cp Wanton
Age :16
D.O.B :27 of july
MSN :[Chew_ping92@hotmail.com]
Friendster :Unknown

[A] simple gal bahx, but with complicated thinking mind-set
veri [S]tubborn worx..
WE choose Our State Of Mind! Be it happy or not....

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When everything surrounding me,
Is nothing but a fake disguise,
I know I have to go on
But somehow I need you to stand by myside'

I tried to hold u back as long as i can
But i know i got to let go Someday
Before u go,plz tell me where I went wrong ,
So that i can changed,

even if i know u wont stay
but I know hw I feel abt u nw
I try to be nice, but you just laugh.

I'm not fitting in anymore, what can I do?
You don't realize, but it's starting to hurt.
When everything's just right, it always turns to dirt.

Help me, what am I doing wrong?
I don't understand, I'm there when your not strong.
I try to be happy most of the time, but it's getting harder now,

knowing your friendship isn't mine.
But After all,I dun bear to lose u >.<

[-My Gratitude-]

Just when I was been left in the darkness...
U came up and rescue me...
Ur endless
➸Help
➸Motivation
➸Caring
➸Patient
➸Been there for me
➸I will always remembered the Things u had done 4 ME!,~~Even IF tis is not FOREVER!~~
✰But I do hope...✰
➭that this friendship will never end!-
✰Specially To✰:
❤Shanice❤
❤PDP❤
❤People I Love❤

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