I don't care what life will be in future!_____I jus wanna to hold u TIGHT close to me!_____


Tuesday, March 17, 2009
Listen to my heart..
It jus a little voice in it..
Did u heard it?
Did u feel it?

I'm sorri, I can't be the only one for u..
I can't always make u happy ..
I always make u angry , frustrated ..
And a lot more..

I tried and may have failed

But I will always tot of u before me...
Although there are times when ..
I feel so tired... feel like giving up..

Neither do i have any confidence in myself...
I was jus too afraid to lose u..

But i know .. When times is up..
I got to let go..even if that's hurts me...

There are times when ...
I pretend :
it's nt hurts me,
It's doesn't mattered to me,
To be happy.

Maybe.. Is becoz.. I can't bear to lose u...
I...dun wanna to let u noe hw i feel..

I dunno wad i wanna sometimes..
Perhaps ...
Is good that u leave me & u will feel much more happier?

U can leave me.. But plz..
Remember all the happy times we had tgt & I will always be there for u!
that's e only things i request for u e last time..

If u willing to let me...


Sometimes i wonder...
What Am I to u ?
U always in mylist in terms of 'Good frens'
But wad abt u?
What is my place in ur heart?
Perhaps..
I'm Nobody to u...

But wadever it is.. Plz let mi know alright?

Although ,
times may passed by..
Distances may seems far away from one another..
Communication may have failed long ago...
People may changed ..

But never do i..
Wanted to forget u..

&

NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENED!
U ARE ALWAYS IN MY MIND !

I couldn't forget the times we had together!!
Becoz u are someone who i dun wish to forget & wish to remember for my whole life!

Indeed , U were someone Special to me...

I'm Sorri i didn't tell u that.. But i hope u realised it one day...
Maybe It wont be too late..

-monkey-

ℂ_There's Still Me_ℙ --Sorry,I'm Not xPerFecTx--

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When everything surrounding me,
Is nothing but a fake disguise,
I know I have to go on
But somehow I need you to stand by myside'

I tried to hold u back as long as i can
But i know i got to let go Someday
Before u go,plz tell me where I went wrong ,
So that i can changed,

even if i know u wont stay
but I know hw I feel abt u nw
I try to be nice, but you just laugh.

I'm not fitting in anymore, what can I do?
You don't realize, but it's starting to hurt.
When everything's just right, it always turns to dirt.

Help me, what am I doing wrong?
I don't understand, I'm there when your not strong.
I try to be happy most of the time, but it's getting harder now,

knowing your friendship isn't mine.
But After all,I dun bear to lose u >.<





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[-My Gratitude-]
nothing matters
Just when I was been left in the darkness...
U came up and rescue me...
Ur endless
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