Jus wanna to hold on to u.. When nothing mattered~

✖I don't care what life will be in future!_____I jus wanna to hold u TIGHT close to me!_____✖

Sunday, March 8, 2009Sometimes I wonder....

What my life will be without u...
Knowing that the next second u wont be standing by mi anymore..

and

maybe there's when I start to pick myself up again..
Facing my life without u by my side just like when I haven know u..

OR

Will I , can't pick myself up anymore...
Think that life is all abt gloom and doom..

when things jus dun seems right...
Everything was jus turn so negativity..
Will u stand by mi in times of adversity?
Keep the ans to urself..
Coz i already know the ans...( even if it is nt true)

Looking forward for everyday!!!! hahax... Life is no longer gloom or doom now..
Even though dark clouds may covered the intense light of the sun sometimes..

But i know..

It
will pass-by as times goes by... becoz someone will shone mi the way through the darkness..

Or

will i struggling out of it & twist my state of mind?

and i believe, SOON

the beautiful sun will shone brightly again!!!

-Monkey-

-Negative-

是不是剩我有回忆?
为什麼越相信谁能依靠越换来又一次灵魂寂寥.
maybe i jus nobody..

-Positive-

Wadever it is... I have to pick up my courage and continue walking forward..
有时候那一秒开心就足够了

ℂ_There's Still Me_ℙ --Sorry,I'm Not xPerFecTx--

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Name :[C]hew [P]ing
Nick :Cp,Monkey,Apple,Cp Wanton
Age :16
D.O.B :27 of july
MSN :[Chew_ping92@hotmail.com]
Friendster :Unknown

[A] simple gal bahx, but with complicated thinking mind-set
veri [S]tubborn worx..
WE choose Our State Of Mind! Be it happy or not....

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When everything surrounding me,
Is nothing but a fake disguise,
I know I have to go on
But somehow I need you to stand by myside'

I tried to hold u back as long as i can
But i know i got to let go Someday
Before u go,plz tell me where I went wrong ,
So that i can changed,

even if i know u wont stay
but I know hw I feel abt u nw
I try to be nice, but you just laugh.

I'm not fitting in anymore, what can I do?
You don't realize, but it's starting to hurt.
When everything's just right, it always turns to dirt.

Help me, what am I doing wrong?
I don't understand, I'm there when your not strong.
I try to be happy most of the time, but it's getting harder now,

knowing your friendship isn't mine.
But After all,I dun bear to lose u >.<

[-My Gratitude-]

Just when I was been left in the darkness...
U came up and rescue me...
Ur endless
➸Help
➸Motivation
➸Caring
➸Patient
➸Been there for me
➸I will always remembered the Things u had done 4 ME!,~~Even IF tis is not FOREVER!~~
✰But I do hope...✰
➭that this friendship will never end!-
✰Specially To✰:
❤Shanice❤
❤PDP❤
❤People I Love❤

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