Jus wanna to hold on to u.. When nothing mattered~

✖I don't care what life will be in future!_____I jus wanna to hold u TIGHT close to me!_____✖

Wednesday, April 1, 2009tired & busy

Sorry guys..I'm now darn tired & slpy...
Too many stuff i got to do.. And is still undone!!!
my goodness!!!! arh!!!
Can I have 30hr per day? Cause i find 24hr/per day jus short!!!!!
How am I suppose to do everything by one day?
is kinda hard sia.. Arh!! Dying soon!!

How am I going to finish?
How am i going to make it?
How am i going to do better in any ways?
What am i suppose to do so that u would feel happier?
What i should be thinking now?
Why i think darn hard now? Where nothing came into my mind?

blah blah blah.... I'm just tried.. and these whole questions keep poping in my mind!!
arh!!!
And my favourite monkey sticker GONE liao..
Been finding it ..
But guess is no longer on sale..
Arh!!! Wanna cry liao lar.. I love it darn much!!
haiz...

seeing my sticker jus gone and i jus can't do anything abt it?
"yea jus a sticker nia.. What's so important? "
well.. u will never know ...how much it is important to me.. that i can't bear to lost it..
And yet.. Surprising .. Only some does cares abt hw i feel..
the rest? Disappointing sia.. haix...
I don't blame anyone.. Cause even my family did that..But more can i still sae?

Dun feel like talking abt others..
Jus simply feel that I'm such a failure!!! haiz..
Bye....

-Monkey-
Jus hope everything end now~~~

ℂ_There's Still Me_ℙ --Sorry,I'm Not xPerFecTx--

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Name :[C]hew [P]ing
Nick :Cp,Monkey,Apple,Cp Wanton
Age :16
D.O.B :27 of july
MSN :[Chew_ping92@hotmail.com]
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[A] simple gal bahx, but with complicated thinking mind-set
veri [S]tubborn worx..
WE choose Our State Of Mind! Be it happy or not....

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When everything surrounding me,
Is nothing but a fake disguise,
I know I have to go on
But somehow I need you to stand by myside'

I tried to hold u back as long as i can
But i know i got to let go Someday
Before u go,plz tell me where I went wrong ,
So that i can changed,

even if i know u wont stay
but I know hw I feel abt u nw
I try to be nice, but you just laugh.

I'm not fitting in anymore, what can I do?
You don't realize, but it's starting to hurt.
When everything's just right, it always turns to dirt.

Help me, what am I doing wrong?
I don't understand, I'm there when your not strong.
I try to be happy most of the time, but it's getting harder now,

knowing your friendship isn't mine.
But After all,I dun bear to lose u >.<

[-My Gratitude-]

Just when I was been left in the darkness...
U came up and rescue me...
Ur endless
➸Help
➸Motivation
➸Caring
➸Patient
➸Been there for me
➸I will always remembered the Things u had done 4 ME!,~~Even IF tis is not FOREVER!~~
✰But I do hope...✰
➭that this friendship will never end!-
✰Specially To✰:
❤Shanice❤
❤PDP❤
❤People I Love❤

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