Jus wanna to hold on to u.. When nothing mattered~

✖I don't care what life will be in future!_____I jus wanna to hold u TIGHT close to me!_____✖

Monday, May 4, 2009Bored - Tired - Sian

- 4 May 09 -

Huh? what shall I start today?
Well.. I should thanks god instead..
Becoz.. I was staying up late till 4 ytd..
And did managed to slp at least 1hr plus ...
Then tons of unfinished hw ..still waiting for me.. lolz..
and.. haix.. made ms low angry wif our class.. becoz of the situational writing and guess wad?
I didn't do.. == " Darn it..
Ms low was kind enough to ask mi finished it 1st.. hehehe... THANKS!!!
I reaili veri tired...
And was rushing through my D&T >.<

During MTL class.. .We were joking and laughing..lolz..
And Mdm Ho found out stm... abt our class..hahaz...

" Don't u think i duno ar.. Always sae unrelated topic.. dunno is purposely one..
Or wad.. Or wanna to let the time pass faster? "
Then everyone laugh!! hahaz...
I was tired.. Yet it was so funny den .. Tired = laughing
hahahaz...
we could even link to many places sia.. We talked abt the H1N1 den a lot of other things..

Then jiu Pe le.. We stayed in class...
So i was doing up my situational writing as well as my journal..
Recess..wow! i eat darn lot.. lolz!!! hahaz...
Ms Poh ... U veri pathetic hor? Nvm... I no energy to fight wif u.. whahaha
EL lesson i do up my situational writing.. Den zzzzzzSLpping.. lolz..
-thanks for letting me to slp..I can't take it ? le,.. hahaz.. -
Then jiu D&T le.. hahax. .slacking all the way.. Wad i do in my journal? Nothing..
hahaz.. But got to brush up le..arh!! Wed deadline!!!
Mr yeo sae... "die die must do up the design speci" lolz..
See DIE DIE LEHX!!
OMG! lolz..

After sch..
Den went to eat. wow.. I miss beening alone.. hahaz..
Although it sounds so pathetic. .But i was like tat when in the past?
hahz... So here I am.. Eating alone ...hahahaz. .
nar.. I should enjoyed it~~
Eating half way through..Santie wanna mi to help her buy flower..
Then i walked almost all my area for 1hr jus to look for it..
Wah!! i can't find lor... All dun have,, haiz..
den i was so darn.. Feeling bad lor.. cause they all nid it for O level.. but yet i can't help them..
Den i went to buy bubble tea.. While walking and thinking... suddenly!!!
one indian shop got sell!! wahahhaa!!!

Reaili called " wang tian bu fu you xin ren! "
hahaz... So i brought it.. And rush to the sch to gave them!!!
hehex... Can u imagine?
Going into the HomeMac room...
And i was like..
" er... Er.... Can i pass tis to them? er.... cause was like so ps!! hahaz.. "
then I polluted the noise? hhahahaaz..!!!

Den i sae good luck and all.. hahaz...

So .. yea.. .hahaz.. nt bad rite? Hope they wont feel veri stress..
As i come and talking craps to them?

lolz...
Den head to hm lor.. .
Slping again..lolz..

Another day had pass...
I had tis fren.. Who was depends too much on another frens..
then one day... tis frens had stop coming le..
She couldn't go to work.. as whenever she goes..
She can't see her frens.. She started to feel depress and sad...
and today I met her.. and tis is wad she told me..

" I dunno why, my close fren didn't come to work anymore"
"i dun feel like working either"
" I can't stop myself from thinking and crying whenever i go to work"
" I feel so helpless..."

So i was thinking.. huh? perhaps.. I much more better than her? at least..
I wont so jialet de? hahaz.. Cause got jie everyday talked to me..
Even if it is only awhile.. But is better den nothing =D

Yes..We may seems far apart~~
To the e extent that we can't even see or touch one another..
for the next 17days?
But IT seems like.. She is jus so close to me every single seconds and minutes..
But still .. It is testing our sistership...
Whether how strong our sistership is....

I keep asking myself..
Why i can meet him.. but nt u? arh!!><

I know u going through..Wad i had gone through...
But plz.. hold on...
Becoz I am there for u! =D

-monkey-
Smiling coz u're jus close to my heart
=D

ℂ_There's Still Me_ℙ --Sorry,I'm Not xPerFecTx--

7:29 PM

When everything surrounding me,
Is nothing but a fake disguise,
I know I have to go on
But somehow I need you to stand by myside'

I tried to hold u back as long as i can
But i know i got to let go Someday
Before u go,plz tell me where I went wrong ,
So that i can changed,

even if i know u wont stay
but I know hw I feel abt u nw
I try to be nice, but you just laugh.

I'm not fitting in anymore, what can I do?
You don't realize, but it's starting to hurt.
When everything's just right, it always turns to dirt.

Help me, what am I doing wrong?
I don't understand, I'm there when your not strong.
I try to be happy most of the time, but it's getting harder now,

knowing your friendship isn't mine.
But After all,I dun bear to lose u >.<