Jus wanna to hold on to u.. When nothing mattered~

✖I don't care what life will be in future!_____I jus wanna to hold u TIGHT close to me!_____✖

Sunday, May 31, 2009Kill me Plz!

Wow.. it been a long time ever since the last i post..
Well, Time and time is testing me every sec from now,
but it jus can't stop the time from going...
O level chinese just drawn nearer and nearer...
I gg to see the end soon.. but i can't stop walking towards it..
Cause the time jus can't stop..

getting my result le..
So wad!?
Is jus sux to e core!
Dun compared me and u,
Perhaps in many ways u did badly den me!?
SO!?
I and u are different!
Stop comparing! , u can stand up again and now u made it..
And now i jus bak to square one again..
I...
Almost forgotten how to stand up again ,
Almost forgotten why i am here for,
Almost forgotten those hopes i had from others...
But
I'm so glad tat I am able to stand up again..
Having u by my side!
=D
I know the ahead road for me , it is going to be rough , tough, hard..
but everything had made it possible wif u ard..

If u ask me ,
I'm so dependent on u now,
in the future hw?
I could sae ,
i will walk one step at a time bah..
I reaili dunno hw long we could last..
How long~
But i jus hope it will last eternity.

I duno wad to write next le..
Jus feel so tired...
and..
My chinese still dunno hw lar..
zzzzzzzzz
Most of the things jus come at wrong time!
Darn it!!!
haix...

<=C=>monkey<=P=>
Close my eye & feel ur presence

ℂ_There's Still Me_ℙ --Sorry,I'm Not xPerFecTx--

3:06 AM

Name :[C]hew [P]ing
Nick :Cp,Monkey,Apple,Cp Wanton
Age :16
D.O.B :27 of july
MSN :[Chew_ping92@hotmail.com]
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[A] simple gal bahx, but with complicated thinking mind-set
veri [S]tubborn worx..
WE choose Our State Of Mind! Be it happy or not....

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When everything surrounding me,
Is nothing but a fake disguise,
I know I have to go on
But somehow I need you to stand by myside'

I tried to hold u back as long as i can
But i know i got to let go Someday
Before u go,plz tell me where I went wrong ,
So that i can changed,

even if i know u wont stay
but I know hw I feel abt u nw
I try to be nice, but you just laugh.

I'm not fitting in anymore, what can I do?
You don't realize, but it's starting to hurt.
When everything's just right, it always turns to dirt.

Help me, what am I doing wrong?
I don't understand, I'm there when your not strong.
I try to be happy most of the time, but it's getting harder now,

knowing your friendship isn't mine.
But After all,I dun bear to lose u >.<

[-My Gratitude-]

Just when I was been left in the darkness...
U came up and rescue me...
Ur endless
➸Help
➸Motivation
➸Caring
➸Patient
➸Been there for me
➸I will always remembered the Things u had done 4 ME!,~~Even IF tis is not FOREVER!~~
✰But I do hope...✰
➭that this friendship will never end!-
✰Specially To✰:
❤Shanice❤
❤PDP❤
❤People I Love❤

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