Jus wanna to hold on to u.. When nothing mattered~

✖I don't care what life will be in future!_____I jus wanna to hold u TIGHT close to me!_____✖

Thursday, May 7, 2009Plz....Let's our bright sides.. Covered the dark clouds!

-7 May 09-

As usual..
Went to sch.. listen to song ... and slp..
lolz..
Plz.. dun question me.. Why i keep slping..
Cause i simply had no control over it ?
as usual.. he send me to sch,.. lolz..
is like everyday meeting him? arh!! i wanna to meet jie~~ ><><> Feel like wanna to cry liao lar..
haix..
Plz tell me.. Where i go wrong can? I been trying to fulfill u , but seems like..
Is getting harder.. Too demands been make? How can i be so pathetic?
Reaili veri down tat time..
I starting to lose my emotional sooner or ltr.....
But it was ur msg.. that keep me.. U know..
Feels ups again? =D

After that we all went out of sch le bahx..
Thanks ms low!! For ur motivation.. and moral supports..
hahz... =D
I wonder if i could find another u.. in e future?

Went to meet him..
After that brought mashed potato , biscuits and potato chips went hm le..

I could no longer go forward for my studies..
Wad can i do?
i reaili dunno.... My hearts keep telling me.. to be good to it?
Plz.. Forgive me .. I jus simply can't help for my studies..

No matter how much i do wanna to do well..
I jus failed to meet it....
Jus dun mention abt studies for me can?
Becoz.. i dun wanna u all to worry abt my studies..
Disappointment - hw many times must i let ppl felt towards me?
I simply can't help it..
Sorri... haiz...

Tml start mid-year le..
Yes.. i feel stress.. yet I'm feel so helpless..
Cause i can't help myself?
Everyone wanna me to focus.. But C'mon..
How am i suppose to focus? i reaili dunno..
I reaili dunno how..
Jus LET ME BE! alright?
STOP WORRIED ABT ME ! >> tat's wad i asked for..
I dunno how much time i nid.. to overcome tis..
But let times prove to u all everything..
Plz;.. Let ME BE!

omg!!! Jie came to find me.. WAHAHHA!!
Darn surprise!! But yar.. T
HANKS alot for buying potato chips for me to eat!~~~ =D
sorri to make u wait so long again ><
Haix.. I can't meet u ..
u know? is tis counted as breaking promise?
If i can break promise.. I would had done long ago.. reaili miss u alot~~ ><

So many things for me to say.....
So many doubts u had on me.. I wish i could ans them all..
I dunno where should i start.. So many things u told me, yet every words get struck in my throat...

I wish i could take it all away - ur sorrow , ur unhappiness , ur tears , ur sadness...
Even if i can't .. But plz.. Let mi walked wif u tgt... Going through every ups and downs tgt!
I dunno where should i start.. So many things u told me, yet every words get struck in my throat...

I wish i could take it all away - ur sorrow , ur unhappiness , ur tears , ur sadness...
Even if i can't .. But plz.. Let mi walked wif u tgt... Going through every ups and downs tgt!
I know days are getting hard for me and u..
But..Never Will I let go again!!
Plz.. Have faith in ME! Believe Me .. i wont! let go again~~ I wont!

I'm so glad and happy that today and ytd able to see u again~~
I dunno hw many days i am able to see u once again...
But yet.. missing u every single day..

Sorri if i had make u worried again..
Somehow somethings are just beyond my control...

Sorri.. i let negative thoughts overwhelmed me again! arh!!!
But NEVER will I LET GO AGAIN !!
Please.. TRUST ME! I wont~~~
After realised so many things.. IS even more hard for me to let go!

ur post are too touch that i couldn't stop myself from crying~ ><

-To someone-
well.. C'mon i dun deserve everything u had done for me.. nt to the extent that everything blames on u..
Alright? I'm just simply nt used to.. and i dun reaili deserve it.. reaili.. i dun ... ><

-Monkeys-
Smile..as though u were beside me!

Jus wanna to give u...
lolz.. i still think the girls sing is better? hahaz..
Although lots of editing word.s.. but.. well..
Song is still songs..
hahaa... I can't amend it rite?
=]
so enjoyed it ~~~

ℂ_There's Still Me_ℙ --Sorry,I'm Not xPerFecTx--

8:27 PM

When everything surrounding me,
Is nothing but a fake disguise,
I know I have to go on
But somehow I need you to stand by myside'

I tried to hold u back as long as i can
But i know i got to let go Someday
Before u go,plz tell me where I went wrong ,
So that i can changed,

even if i know u wont stay
but I know hw I feel abt u nw
I try to be nice, but you just laugh.

I'm not fitting in anymore, what can I do?
You don't realize, but it's starting to hurt.
When everything's just right, it always turns to dirt.

Help me, what am I doing wrong?
I don't understand, I'm there when your not strong.
I try to be happy most of the time, but it's getting harder now,

knowing your friendship isn't mine.
But After all,I dun bear to lose u >.<